… and everything else for sure, you knew it - it’s 42.

This age passed by rather quickly, still full of dreams doing more of “the right thing”. It was a year of great and not good changes – as the usual human being - I survived, still here taking care of my kids.

Today was challenging for me - in dealing with one of them - I’m still don’t give up to believe in both of them. I do hope I’m able to prepare them both for what may come - in a gentle way, taking out the illusions that we allowed so long now to be created around us – we followed, because it was always easier to “not care about” and move that part to the other ones.

I do see the “gift of life” was given as one of the greatest presents to me, it has to be treated as such. That said, all the life that’s surround me, too - with respect and love. It’s really hard sometimes – I won’t give up.