May, if ever someone even read what I write will say - “I do hope he’ll never write something again” :-)

But this is no problem for me, because there is no intention others should or would read this anyhow. There is no blogging idea to putting more out into the world that not already exists in one or another form, no plan to monetize that - may if I would be smarter I could :-) , but do I want to? - No.

The one good thing for myself here - my relief - when things are getting tough, when I got misunderstood. I don’t have the need to proof myself to no one anymore. It doesn’t make sense anymore to me in acting like I’m missing out, eg. I’m worried about a lot of things, but this is not one of it.

I do one thing every day - unfortunately not following it too as well in detail … just human (wtf :-) )

Telling myself that … I forgive myself … STOP regretting, judging, complaining, blaming, making assumptions, waiting for approval of others, comparing myself, explaining myself, lying and being a victim. I’m not a victim, not even of my own.