So my day was not really a great one with a lot of coughing and tiredness.

Didn’t kept me away to do my daily walk. I eat more of bad stuff, doesn’t help the inflammation in the body.

That let me also think about a real good Christmas present for myself / my body. That I really should stop, in eating so much sugar. My real and deadly addiction, in the end.

It looks like these entries are very egoistic recently, because they kind of show I care only about myself. Not the case from my point of view. Always more concerned about what happens around me, but writing about it would not uplift my actual situation.

Had a conversation today with a man who does work on the outside project. He worked on his own, because in his own words the job is to small to put two people on it. But the reality, at least for myself is, that we listen to certain people that are telling us these stories, that there is not enough benefit in this kind of work to pay two persons.

When will we finally getting over this endless growth shit.

There are approximately 7-8 billion people.

Anyone would be allowed to have more spare time, we could learn and teach along the way and great things will be created. I’m sure of that, but the tool “money”, isn’t used in the way anymore, to support us in that.

We have to rewrite our stories, hopefully without all the killing that was involved over the past.

We can do that, right?

Our challenges with dying early, more quickly will rise anyhow, because of the climate change and its acceleration, we created and still fuel.

That’s a fact we’ll have to accept.

It shouldn’t keep us to do better and change the possibilities, to allow all earth inhabitants to survive.

Once more for myself in doing half of all that, what “others” telling us to do, because there must be growth.

To what end do we work on our own early death?