Her / His Captain’s Log, because we are Captain of our own lives.

Whatever someone else tries to implement in us, except you are under influence of drugs or complete isolation (anything similar to “brain washing”), you have to take control and responsibility.

I fail so often at this task - it is already far beyond awkwardness, to be yet embarrassed about it anymore. (Comment: I tried more than half an hour to make sense out of this sentence above, not sure if I succeeded. May I’m brain dead already, not yet realizing it?)

To give up on it, is a “no choice”.

Going on … with my own slowly healing … I want to be part of this “Think Tank” … that kind, that does not only throw out the “smart solutions” … not without implementing them in a symbiotic way including this planet - the universe it exists in … not without incorporate empathy in every step that is taken along the way of this development … for becoming a real part of the “earth inhabitants”.

So it is not only about humans, there is more to take care of, I think.

Would I only be capable of keeping that in my consciousness all the time, it would be really great. :-)