But angry most of the time and in front of their devices. Trying to getting them out doesn’t work, or only for a very short amount of time. The weather doesn’t help at all.

Giving chores gets ignored, when I start complaining about it a fight will start - I’ve not enough energy for that.

It’s way to warm here at the moment, I hope the temperatures going down again. The amount of clouds, the “feeling of no sunshine at all” is not something that raises the mood.

What’s about the platforms that can be raised above the clouds to take a sunbath, I think they had something like this imagined for the film Oblivion.

A podcast I listened today Shawn Stevenson’s “The model health show” with guest Marisa Peer, giving yourself the permission to be enough - completely agree with that. How to forward this understanding to my children without being again the weirdo? That’s another challenge to face.

I’m always ready - might fail, but won’t give up and will prevail without causing harm.