I don’t feel good and it worries me. I brought my kids to her mom and miss them already. But this is also a feeling that let me only gravitate around myself. If you not healthy it’s not that easy to forget about yourself and let go.

I listened to the Hurry Slowly Podcast, the third season (Ep. 1 & 2) and even with all the work people put in to their things, it shows the majority of them, even there are 7-8 billion around, feels alone. This is very often man made, because of our technology that was meant to be connecting us, now even more then ever it causes the majority of us to drift apart. I also watched a film, “Downsizing” that drew that same picture in other colors. It had a kind of Happy End but included as conclusion also uncertainties.

It’s the inner peace, the realization of the actual moment, the Now that I’m still miss out on, or I still want to much of everything? That question alone will cause another sleepless night. 😁