It was a cold, windy day - it felt colder as it really was. I had to work outside but it wasn’t very long. My body cooled down as I did mostly very static work. And always tired, it’s so annoying. When I came home, after sorting out a few things, I had to lay down for more than an hour.

Afterwards I put myself together and the “habit automatic” kicked in and I did my walk. I feel unproductive today and nothing makes really sense to me at the moment. But life sometimes does just that.

I still love my life, not panicking either because of my certain dead, that once will happen. So all is good and I’m open to learn and understand better, tomorrow.