I had a very restless sleep last night. Had to get up in the morning at 06:00 for finishing my morning routine, before school routine starts at 07:00 for my girls. I’m not good at it, getting up early anymore - not used to it. I tried again for more then a week to force me adapt again, but it cost me more than it brought me benefits. I do strongly believe we should listen to the rhythm our body advise us to follow and no, it’s not laziness nor weakness.

I also trapped myself in the eating and watching television cycle, because trying to learn, concentrate made me even more tired. Had a Nap too, but also a restless one, because I felt guilty to lose even more time of the day.

So I felt kind of useless today. On the other hand my kids liked the meals I cooked. We had a couple of laughs together, so the realization is - not a bad day after all, receiving a smile from my kids.

As we all don’t really know how long our lives will be, any minute counts and we decide to let it count. So start now, to let the understanding sink in. There is no wasted time, unless we decide to see it that way.