Because I was sitting outside today and enjoyed very much the warm weather, sunshine, it was quiet (only disturbed by music I intentionally played) and I was alive. It was all that I needed for this close to two hours, I had chosen freely, without regret.

I won’t go back to fit in, when it goes back to the way it was before February/March of 2020.

It wasn’t my plan to do this before the “virus crisis” started, because I think we were already in a “big crisis”. I don’t plan to change myself back after “the crisis” is over, that no one really still grasp.

May this is a statement of a complete selfish egoistic, but it doesn’t hurt to be a very simple man (in my case) at times.

When I lookup the news, read what is maybe going on (I’m not on site, so no proof), it feels like everyone already want to be busy again. That we are putting our heads back in “busy mode” for “the work”, to forget about, that we are indeed, still alive.

The zombies aren’t coming, they were already here and we are going back to becoming them again, as I see it.