I don't know what to ...
Do - Think - Hope - Fear - be Happy about. Sometimes I’d like to be in this state for a good period of time, like many that do meditate be able to be. Not saying, I give up on Meditation. The journey in itself, is the way to experience it.
Recently I don’t sleep very well, have intense dreams, nothing to fear about, always curious and fascinated by it more. Not clear enough to me to write them down afterwards, but very vivid in pieces of pictures. I know it’s sound like a contradiction in itself. But they dissolves themselves, when I’m meditating first thing in the morning.
Usually with my morning routine, I usually get relaxed most days and even powered up, but when I sit down to start with certain things my brain slows down, getting foggy. But this won’t bring me down and I won’t give up this life, because of it. There is so much, I’m fascinated by and my love for my two girls, seeing them growing up - hoping they’ll succeed in and with their life’s - is once more good enough for me. Very simple, to only be.
As Einstein supposedly said: > As simple as it can be, but not simpler.