It is amazing, beside the actual events, that after 5 months he’s showing up again at all, because the Job is still not fully completed. My Ex wife is dragging me in front of court and even so, I didn’t left or cheated on her, she did. My kids are with me at least 60% of the time and her lawyer is presenting only lies.

A marvelous world we are in. I still believe in, that the truth will reveal itself and I’m not landing on the streets because of that.

How much hate can someone build up over 18 years, it’s remarkable and scary - or I was so blind in love & trust and didn’t want to realize it.

And with all this mental load I’m realizing I can’t do math anymore, too.

But I don’t care - in a good way, because I’ll be here tomorrow and will be writing, too. For myself, when it happens, for a very welcomed reader, too.

Life is great and I won’t give it up that easily, even so I’m less and less afraid of dying, I think.