I would be more awake and attentive at any given moment of my life. It could have saved a life today, a baby bird died because of me, as I was lacking at it.

I know nature see it different and tries to compensate with the amount of fresh born, but we make this harder and harder. Sometimes, even as we think we do the “right thing” to support the process.

By all this beauty the weather presented to us today, it was a sad moment.

I wish I could be able to talk more straight with my older daughter, as she ignores anything and believes everything is a game and money for me no problem. But it is a big one since her mom, was freezing my accounts when I’ve to feed my kids, not her and her boyfriend.

So anyone has her/his backpack to carry, but that should not take our attention away that the bigger picture has to fit in, otherwise no one, maybe except a tiny minority, will suffer even more.