I'm feeling like a cloud ...
Heavy and grey, but also with a purpose involved, ready to start raining or only prevent the sunlight from reaching the ground.
So even sadness, has its purpose.
After 6 months the people showed up working again on the unfinished spots on the yard. I’m still wondering, if they would have worked more carefully the first time, how much of their time they have could saved themselves, instead doing things twice or three times, also following up with a lot of quick fixes, over and over again.
I make usually a lot of mistakes when I do stuff, because of lacking experience, not pretending to be the smart ass here, but these guys doing it over years.
I know, reading this sounds like an ongoing list of complaints and judging. But I’m simple observe and would like that they grasp, how much energy they can save themselves and with it, saving the environment, too.
But in the end it feels like they don’t care at all, but they should - as we all should do.
This makes me sad, because I’m lacking in being able to communicate that in a way, so it will be understood in a supportive, positive way, to save all of us - earth inhabitants.