I still be able to ...
Learn. I had kind of a weird day today. I felt helpless angry about some things not really important. But I judged upfront and after that, then I gave myself space to think about it all.
I involved myself with the people that were part of one of this and as I saw them as human beings, talked to them I was able to open their minds too, I think. May they see me still as lunatic. Or they may realized that I was simple talking to another human being and felt too, that I want to cooperate with everyone in a positive, productive way, without judging or blaming, but with getting a better understanding of each and everyone involved.
I also realized one thing today for myself. If this “three wishes” will be ever offered to me, one of them would be, that I become able to relief (heal) any living being physically and mentally from suffering, that I touch (doesn’t mean causing death, or extend life).