When you realize, you are again temporarily(?) bankrupt. Even so you would be able to live a “decent life”, but a “broken law (jurisdiction)” and with help of it, your ex wife is trying to take away, what’s not even there.

To make a good life for her boyfriend and herself, beside the three days a week, when our kids are not with me.

So my frustration level is high today, but I won’t give up either - because it’s not only about me … It’s about my kids, the rest of my little family - they even got sucked into the vortex of this divorce, because they support my children and me - and all the other earth inhabitants, where a lot of them are suffering a way more than I do.

But yes, sometimes it’s simple hard to forget about the root cause and only look positively forward.