You realize you are alone - in your thinking, with your ideas, … It’s not a nice place to be. It’s frightened when people even try to fight you, because they think they are able to hurt you.

But for me - I am not afraid anymore, because I do not have to rely on others. This is not, because I feel superior, but I understand better every day of my life, that my own ego is always try to trick me, when I’ll feel physically bad - because of it, then emotionally too.

Does it help, “in that moment”, No - I’m not there yet and still working on it.

Yes, I’m sad today - but not because I was “hurt” by somebody else. It is about my inability to express myself better, more profound, still clear enough to be understood, by anyone I care of.