StarTrek. I know to a certain degree, a waste of time - but it gives me good vibes and I can even write on the side. Is it healthy for my brain - not really, and it’s not multitasking either, it generates busyness.

Sometimes I even fell for it and decide to be okay with it.

Once more I’m frustrated by the indifference with which I’m treated by my lawyer, who should represent me, instead of put additional pressure on me during the divorce process. Yes, blaming and frustration and sometimes it’s hard to keep that overall frustration away from my girls, it’s challenging and they have to deal with enough at present already.