I’m definitely didn’t had a very great day, because I ate after 1700, even worse sweets short before 2300. I’ve only one explanation for myself, temporarily brain dead with short moments of resuscitation, that caused a short circuit, between my brain - hand - stomach coordination.

Will I survive? We’ll know that tomorrow - the night will be dreadful, because my stomach will be busy the whole night.

But at least I know what will happen, as all the blood goes into the digestive tract and will keep me busy there, the heart has to do its part as well, … my whole body keeps working, when he should rest.

The point is, whatever stupid thing you may did today, be at least curious about it, try to learn from it, try to understand yourself better, too. Avoid to hurt yourself as I did, this evening. The consequences will reveal themselves tomorrow to me anyhow.

But during the time, try to listen to the StarTalk Podcast Episode “Cosmic Queries - Science is cool” from the 15th of June 2020. I liked it a lot. Maybe my frustration came a little bit from that too, because I “hated” school and had only a handful of teachers, they helped me, lowering the pain. Teachers, constraint by stupid limitations, put in place to brainwash our youth, but they showed ways to learn and succeed in life nonetheless.

Open minded people can be find anywhere. In school as your teachers, later on your Professors, as well as other smart people. Never stop, to look out for them.