Warriors are the ones with an empty shell and a pure heart.
They only fight, to safe others when they are attacked and may don’t do the same for themselves.
They know in their soul, that fighting never solves any issues, because they are more often the cause of just it.
So real warriors are not often to be find in this world, I guess?

I try to avoid physical fighting, as I don’t like pain, not caused by physical distress, nor the mental one. But far more often used these days. A coward maybe, not a man at all, maybe - but as I’m not a woman either - so not from this world at all(?).

Sometimes it is simple easier to see it that way, sometimes it would be great to be able to excuse yourself, instead to take on responsibility.

Made myself a victim today, too.
After, as a disconnected understood phone call with my ex-wife, I used swear words to channel my anger outwards, but she was still listening and shared immediately the bad words with her boyfriend, so another “death threat” for me, from him. All what I needed to have a better evening.

My older daughter, I was arguing with, at least scolds directly to me and don’t cover anything up behind a “nice words curtain” as my Ex does, to tell me that she hates me and think of me as an asshole.

At least I thought about, how “real warriors” would act, in my understanding.
And may I can become one of them too, for my girls, because even when we’re “fighting”, I love them very much and want them to be safe.