Is running again, not all is good. But life feels a lot easier immediately.
Thankful to have this comfort and it is drinking water as well.

Hope my kids are fine, even so my older daughter is hating me more and more. I feel always better, when she’s with her sister here under “their roof”.
It’s sad but I don’t trust her mother, not at all anymore. Was remembered of her statement she gave me when she left us, that from now on she has to take more time for her own life.

Not an angel myself, I know - I never pretended to be. But I want my kids ready, to be able to cope with all the stuff, that is coming towards us all.