By this one cloud pouring down on me, but I survived and it was okay.

Learning, or better following up with what I missed over the last four years, may I’m able to go back to a job very soon.

Does it make sense?

I’m not sure, it doesn’t help the environment, it doesn’t help people, it doesn’t help to change people.

But I’ve to do it, because of the money, if I get the chance - still also trapped in a system, that causes us all more suffering that it solves.