Realizing ...
Even surrounded by people that should help you proof, that you are doing nothing wrong - you’ll feel alone - because for them, they don’t care.
Of a matter of fact - in our capitalist system - everyone is corrupted by something.
Playing in the lottery becomes gambling, until you win big - at least more than invested.
Investing in the wrong stock, or in a failing crypto - you’re loser and should never do this again.
If you choose the right investment, nobody asks and everyone wants to become your friend - in my case, my ex-wife want simple all of it.
You can’t win when money (in any form) is involved and that is, what drags down the whole planet and with it - all of humankind.