About being able to build up a relationship again.

I saw stunning, beautiful women to my eye today - but I wouldn’t have any idea how I approach them anyhow.

It’s not to be unable talking to them, I guess, but what I don’t want, to destroy relationships as it happened to me.

May I’ll never will be together again with someone?

Someone I can trust, that I feel secure with and because of that, I’m capable to love her.

I won’t become someone I don’t want to be, even that means, my “love life” is over for good.

And yes, it is absolutely possible that I don’t understand “Love” at all.

And yes, I believe it is something heavily needed by humanity, but it is in steep decline, too.