Where is my energy, couldn’t find it for today. Tired and slow, annoying when you want to change things in the world, but then are sleepy most of the day.

Can’t change it, moved myself but this didn’t bring the boost, either.

So I watching at least some YouTube and hope I learn something - but learning is worthless without applying the material.

That’s what I’m struggling with and feel guilty about, at the moment the most.

For being able reflecting on the facts, I’m thankful, as I’m alive and capable of doing so.