Uneasy day for me and so angry about myself, this slowness, weakness and tiredness.

Like I would matter so much, but I’m not and “functioning” like this is so annoying, I just run out of swear words.

I walked a little today, very slow and saw a few swallows, that was helping as all other life around me, but still I let my ego take over again (mainly in self-destruct mode).

Just another human being and I hoped I would be special. 🤪