Sometimes I’ve to ask that myself.

I’m stupid and mainly killing myself with being to weak in not resisting sugar (sweets).

I ate late today and put sweets on top of that and I’m already suffering from it. I’m really not, neither patient nor smart towards myself.

And sometimes it really “breaks my brain” and I can’t take myself anymore.

But then I remember, it’s not about me alone, it’s about my kids and all life on this planet (in this universe).