I’m completely f***.

With no ways to generate any, without taking it away (metaphorical spoken) from somebody else, via a great job (that I’m not really able to get), or a job that hurts nature, the environment even more, also the amounts that I would need.

Not to forget, being in this mess is man made, because of a reckless Irish divorce law that doesn’t care at all about fairness.

With my ongoing decline in health overall, through aging and extra load, sometimes it’s really hard to stay positive.

In November I’ll be 6 years on my own, except with my kids, because for me, it’s more than only sex and money.

I know many are saying this (women & men), but watching them, will tell you a different story.

In my understanding relationships form through trust, security and love (anything else is a nice add-on) but that comes first.

Often these days, I believe, this kind of thinking sounds great, but nobody is following it anymore, because “money” replaced all of it.