Hates me 🤔

Still recovering from the weekend and woke up today with back pain on top 😔.

I did an hour of work yesterday, it worked just out fine, but waking up in pain today, wasn’t fun at all.

Getting really upset at present, nothing really works out in a favorable way at all and I’m really sad about that, or I’m just too impatient after all 🤔

Concerned as well, as I’m not sure where my body is developing to in the moment.
It shows that I do to many things wrong, but what to address how, unfortunately there is no real help available, I’ve no knowledgeable friends in that area.

And as we live in mainly broken systems, (really interested) professional help is outside of my financial reach.

But my basic rule won’t change: “I love my life and I try to enjoy any minute of it, not on the shoulders/expenses of others”.