A very interesting night behind me, I did not sleep.

I only slept 3-½ hrs in the last 24 hrs - its fascinating, sitting here, I doesn’t feel much more tired than yesterday evening.

My “Can’t sleep” playlist grew overnight, but in the morning at around four I gave up and started to watch some YouTube Videos that I postponed already for a while.

I slept than at 0735 for 2 hrs., in the afternoon another 1-½. I also walked finally again 4 kms at once and do think I’ve to go back to my daily walking routine, because my back is still not well.

I was watching the sunset today outside, on the fields and it was so beautiful, really touched by the scenery, thankful to be allowed to enjoy this very moment by myself.

I do know one thing for certain. There will be one day in my life, where all this opportunities, possibilities disappear for good, because I won’t wake up anymore.

But this experiences take away more and more of the fear of this one final moment, anyone is challenged by, only once in her or his life.