Sad now in the evening.

I moved a lot today, but woke up already at 0500 in the morning. I wasn’t sure to stand up, or better try to fall asleep again.

The dream I had, caused me guilt, even if I didn’t do anything in there that was wrong, except the decision to try to be on the side “of all life and the planet”.

This and a few decisions I made today, cost me a lot of time, money as well and I regret them already in some ways.

So long … I’m still here, still alive and hope that a better tomorrow is waiting.