Of the days starting with M… in German. Because today I felt, that my battery was already discharged by 70%, in the early afternoon.

Overwhelmed by hopelessness, that what I do is mainly for myself, helping others I can’t afford or do, because of a body that hurts or/and a brain that can’t concentrate properly.

I guess, I ate too much as well and only did 6kms today.

I hope as usual, tomorrow can be better again, people that don’t have to die, will not die. I would love to be able to, neglect reality, but I can’t and we shouldn’t.