Up yet, because there is still so much to live for, on this planet (in this universe).

I don’t fear death, at least I think so.
Living the dream, to once will go to sleep, in freedom, with a well aged body and simple not waking up the next morning.

The pain was quite persistent today, not a way to live with, long term.

I do hope my doctor and I will determine next steps to identify the main cause tomorrow and we’ll be able to address the root cause successfully.

There were always positive signs today as well and sunshine in the afternoon, that boosted up too 🥳

And so many things to do, but I need a wake, stronger body and a clear head, to go forward in “doing my baby steps”.

It will work out - never give up, never surrender!