Thankful, but also disturbed with an ongoing issue to find my way back to “quality sleep”.

I’m watching Interstellar again.
I like the movie as well as I’m disagree with the view about humanity.
Because we aren’t the “only living things” from the planet earth, that should be saved.
Better to not ruin it completely, I’d say.

I was blessed once more to experience a very peaceful, dry, mild and sunny evening.
I visited the horses on the fields and stayed there for more than 40 minutes enjoying their company.

Even with a lot of anger and disappointment that I carried around with me since the morning, the evening was freeing up my mental clutter.

To be out in nature and experience life that won’t give up, it gives hope and brings back faith.

To not let my “day dreaming” - how to make things better for myself, kids and all life - to not let it feel like wasted time and don’t turn back to be a total egoist myself.

Because being a narcissistic egoist is always an easier solution, to live a so called “fulfilled life”, not caring about the consequences for any other life around you, only concentrating on yourself, your own lifespan.