I even write that things getting better … the next day … its like winning in the lottery, what didn’t happen in the last 32 years 🙄👻

I didn’t saw my daughter as my ex wife changed plans in the “last minute”, in the evening I should jump, but I can’t, not enough Diesel.

And as the day was dark and grey from the beginning on, my back let me very much know, I’m f##ed with it.

So much “positivity” in just a few lines 🙄