Getting mentally tired at times, taking care of the old dog, myself limited with the back at present again.

I can’t really go anywhere, without having a guilty conscience. It is not fun at all in the moment, but as usual … I’m still alive, so giving up, nor surrender is an option.

I’m still so far better off, than so many other humans on the planet. The only irritation is, I’m not really surrounded by other people in “my situation”. That sometimes causes additional (conceited) pressure for myself.

Specially, when people see “all the things” around me, but I’m limited to act more with and/or on them. Also as I own nothing anymore, financially speaking … nothing really belongs to me anymore.

That’s one of the reasons, for following my own motto …

I will be prepared if anything changes, but the probabilities are against me … as seen from myself, as an “optimistic realist”. 👻

Enjoy any minute of your life, not on the shoulders, not on expenses of others, be as kind as possible to all life, including humans and yourself.

For (all) life - love, empathy and responsibility, Stefan