Was a teenager back in the house and with it my possibilities to sleep as well went out the window.

Because she played late into the night with a friend on the computer and the house is more a cardboard one, than solid walls.

I also learned today that the sale won’t go through with my lorry, so another big, of many setbacks in my life altogether. I’m worried, but also have to live with what is possible and enjoy it appropriate.

It still sucks and hurts, because a short life is more and more what mine will become, it looks like. Because of capitalistic economies (and all the other misguided forms of living together as humans), valid for billions of others, too.

Life doesn’t get easier and still I hope, there will be possibilities for my kids, young people and all the life on this planet.

Enjoy any minute of your life, not on the shoulders, not on expenses of others, be as kind as possible to all life, including humans and yourself.

For (all) life - love, empathy and responsibility, Stefan