It was. I’m sad and disillusioned about my life, because mainly I’m a “cost factor” to everyone I love and aren’t capable of “creating” (in the necessary amounts) - nor winning - money to change that.

My health is holding me back, I get fat again, it’s no fun at all. I’m really in a bad mood and there is no really light on the end of the tunnel to see.

I’m not a victim, but a Realist.

I try, to not give up, to not surrender, at times it’s just harder, than on others.

Enjoy any minute of your life, not on the shoulders, not on expenses of others, be as kind as possible to all life, including humans and yourself.

For (all) life - love, empathy and responsibility, Stefan