But with a lot of sunshine again.

I did do waste management on the fields, to finally put all the silage plastics, collected over time from the fields, to dry and put them into the trailer.

There is still a lot around, but I need to dig it out, work I can’t do anymore with my back.

Also some work in the garage, towards even better organization, to know what I have, that I can use.

My dreams of winning money dissolved again in more or less nothing. I’m over worrying already, it feels like my few years left on the planet are put in stone.

I’ve to take care, to not let my health collapse, because of money, or the outview (personally and other developments). I try to enjoy life as good as possible, sometimes panic sets in, but most of the time, I get over it quickly.

Never give up - never surrender 😉


Enjoy any minute of your life, not on the shoulders, not on expenses of others, be as kind as possible to all life, including humans and yourself.

For (all) life - love, empathy and responsibility, Stefan