To have no out view to sufficient money nor functional health, that is rather scary and I’m just experiencing it.

I hope, that my lungs are doing better altogether tomorrow. I will follow up with the doctor again, because it’s uncertain how tomorrow will develop.

My brain is rather clear, but if you under constant stress from your body, it’s not that great of an oppertunity. So it feels to me, I lost a lot of time during the last two days.

One of “my” beliefs “The only constant in life is change” … and I hope, it will be to the better for me tomorrow. I’m really ready to end my additional, unwanted suffering.

I’m thirsty, to be allowed, enjoying my life a little bit more again.

Never give up - never surrender.

Enjoy any minute of your life, not on the shoulders, not on expenses of others, be as kind as possible to all life, including humans and yourself.

For (all) life - love, empathy and responsibility, Stefan