This feeling in the morning, that something isn’t right with my back and it’s still with me 🙄😢

I didn’t ask for a direct replacement of “pain & suffering”, I really did not. I’m getting tired of feeling, being “sick” (under pain) in one or another way.

Also this time, like the experience with “the cold” (none of the doctors consulted about it really knows what it is caused by) the pain in the back isn’t where it usually occurs. This time, instead of the lower part of the back, it hurts right in the middle section of the spine.

Fortunately not permanent, but intermittent and in a way, that I don’t trust my movements. I don’t want to create something permanent again, so I’m on high alert, but that’s very tiring.

I ate sugar, because of being weak, addicted and kinda hopeless for many areas in my life at present - that doesn’t mean I give up, it’s unnecessary harder so.

Never surrender - never give up.

Enjoy any minute of your life, not on the shoulders, not on expenses of others, be as kind as possible to all life, including humans and yourself.

For (all) life - love, empathy and responsibility, Stefan