Wasn’t there today as hoped. An interrupted night, early start and then a lot of uncertainty what to do next. Tiredness creeped in and an early nap took place.

Afterwards anger developed about things, I cannot really change, one of the masterpieces of being human, the perfect waste of time and mental energy.

During my cycling I listened to a podcast, that at least for me, showed we’re choosing to often, the wrong priorities as humanity, as individuals, too. - Again.

I’m happy, as my daughter decided to stay “with me” in the house here, already today. It simple feels good, to have her around. Even so she submerged in her room, right after arrival.

So thankful for my Neighbours once more, as they helped me to get my heating oil. They bought simple a bit more and I can get it from them for the “better volume price”. As the company I bought from, for more than 12 years, allowed me part payments all the time in the last years since my divorce (money scares), stopped doing so. Always paid, always said upfront it will take longer, but in the end, money is always more important than helping out.

That is while the “world order” is slowly breaking down, people are stopping trusting each other, nor helping, because mistrust is spread everywhere and even you did had a “good track record”, it gets worthless rather quickly.

It is on us, to stop this development, to change and not eradicate, wipe us and all life, from this beautiful planet, we call earth.

Enjoy any minute of your life, not on the shoulders, not on expenses of others, be as kind as possible to all life, including humans and yourself.

For (all) life - love, empathy and responsibility, Stefan