“being Rumpelstilzchen and please let me explode afterwards” day, to remove oneself of responsibility.

I’m upset, even so I brought my weight down to 72kg, I’m not tall so necessary (my back, knees), did my approx. 100 push-ups for the day, walked outside a little with hitting the “sunny spots” during a rainy day.

But as I ordered a few things today, after pushing them ahead for close to a year, I’m immediately felt guilty. Our systems are definitely broken in so many ways and without a lot of money, you’re fucked.

Only thinking about one of the top billionaires valued at ~380 billions and there are more of them in the similar, nearby range. Dividing his money between the ~8 billions of us, would mean everyone get ~47$. In many places on this planet, this is already a little fortune.

For sure, all is virtual and they will tell you, they can’t, because they worked all so hard and earned it, or did all this work and their achievement’s are, for the better of all mankind.

But in reality - my understanding, of their reality … they live their life’s with a lot of unnecessary extras and when disaster strikes from wars, or climate change impacts, they simple will move on and let a “broken world (planet)” behind, for the rest of us.

Or all is a simulation and I’m wondering, why “creating & realizing of suffering” is the „most requested and applied feature“ of it 🙄🤔

Enjoy any minute of your life, not on the shoulders, not on expenses of others, be as kind as possible to all life, including humans and yourself.

For (all) life - love, empathy and responsibility, Stefan