Do the math, at least with the calculator, to identify how low the probability is, to win a big sum in the lotteries. As usual, I didn’t win and it is devastating.

Someone had won the Jackpot, also others, in the „upper ranks“.
Or is this already, only „a scam“ anymore?

Maybe the players are already Multimillionares and that is the reason, they can place so many “Tips/Tickets” in the game? Yes, I know about the lotto syndicates, they are seldom the winners of jackpots, too.

Like the wealthy 15% in the US, they‘re driving „the numbers“ in private consume, so that the real picture get completely distorted, about „the well functional economy“.

I‘d say this is true in all western countries, even worldwide, the case.

I fear, because of all this, my life, it becomes clear, will be come sooner to an end as I hoped for.

The weather helped, to enforce that thought.

I’m now 9 years “alone” (without partner), my younger daughter will move on soon, too.

My neighbor, I’d really like to help more, also made the statement, that he want no help, because he can tell, including himself, “he did it” (building his shed).

So “my dream” to work with people together, without hurting the environment, or myself more, is also far away, as it looks like.

I’ve to pay them, that they have to “want to work with me” and so working together with me 🤪, money I don’t have, in case you got lost during reading.

In the afternoon, my back also put out a clear sign, to “f## myself” 🙄😢

I only tried to remove an USB stick from the computer and had beads of sweat on my forehead, because the pain was so intense. I got up, made a few movements, it only felt uncomfortable at times, but no more immediate pain occurred, for the rest of the day. - No fun at all.

Never give up - never surrender …

Enjoy any minute of your life, not on the shoulders, not on expenses of others, be as kind as possible to all life, including humans and yourself.

For (all!) life - love, empathy and responsibility, Stefan