Early morning and I needed some time to start the internal engines properly 🙃

Looking back today it feels like nothing had happened at all, a few things yes, but way to little for my taste.

I drove the eBike. I worked on it before (bleeding brakes) with some setbacks, because screw heads are worn out, that will become a problem the next time a service is due.

One good thing, I was smiled at from a woman, not bad looking at all, even again as she passed by once more, as rear seat passenger, with a car. The only setback for me, from day dreaming (of cloud 7) was, that she had a cigarette in her hand 🙄

My neighbor, joking around, had immediately a solution to “my problem”, maybe a one time thing, like “smoking a joint” 🙄😁

I’m now 9 years alone, repeating myself, without a partner, but without having any possibilities to provide in anyway (securities, healthy body), I feel not really beneficial to a woman and the “falling in love without being able to take on responsibility” isn’t really there, I think.

Never give up - never surrender …

Enjoy any minute of your life, not on the shoulders, not on expenses of others, be as kind as possible to all life, including humans and yourself.

For (all!) life - love, empathy and responsibility, Stefan