: Another nice ... Autumn day, but I woke up tired. - I did stuff, drove the eBike, was the whole day tired. Even the …
: A real beautiful afternoon ... I had to wait for my daughter during her driving lesson and did 7k, slow but steady, in the …
: Doing ... The walking, the eBike, feeling less “fulfilled” today. I invested and hope to see …
: Reconciliation ... With myself, after walking for 8 kms and also doing 13 kms on the eBike. After yesterday’s …
: I hoped ... To be more consistent, but I’m not. Today, I had a full scale fallback, to crazy chocolate …
: I was ... Full of anger yesterday and it blinded my mind. I don’t change my given statement from …
: The day ... Started at 0700 at went well until noon, but after that 💩 The only short light moment, besides the …
: The weather ... Was nice, but a strong breeze from the north let it feel quite cold. I drove my eBike 60% of the way …
: Being ahead ... Of oneself. I felt today, as it would be Sunday already. I accompanied my daughter to her driving …
: It happened ... Already yesterday, that I listened to Tim Ferris’s interview with Pablo Holmes. And I …
: An active one ... Rain, but I walked my 6k and did another 13km with the eBike. I’m quite tired and wasn’t …
: A little slower ... But still getting things done. On the ebike for 26km, behind the mower and working with the hedge …
: Not so bad ... I woke up not too late, I drove my eBike, I pressure washed the pathway around the house. It became …
: My one day streaks ... They getting annoying, tiredness, cancelations, bad weather … Only a few little things were …
: Everything ... Was and went better than expected today. I woke up at an appropriate time, around 0715 and went …
: Waking up ... Feeling tired, it did not change the whole day long. I tried to play games on the computer, to may …
: I find it ... Interesting, when an economist talks about his positive outlook for AI. He described it in the way, …
: A kinda ... “being Rumpelstilzchen and please let me explode afterwards” day, to remove oneself of …
: A lot of Aliens ... As I watched a lot of science fiction today (StarTrek Strange New Worlds). But I do thing, we became …
: Nice day ... With sun, before the rain returned in the evening. My guest enjoyed the walks over the fields today …
: He got ... Worse and shit in the house 4 times so far altogether, my special treat was that the vacuum robot …
: Followed up ... With another CAD lesson today. I like these programs nowadays, they are so advanced already, but …
: I'm proud ... As I was on my older daughter, that my younger one does good with driving, too. I felt safe and …
: I moved ... The mower. The iPad, to work in CAD, solving a problem and printed it afterwards on the 3D printer. …
: The doing ... Wasn’t there today as hoped. An interrupted night, early start and then a lot of uncertainty …
: Not ... A bad day for myself. I got stuff done, I moved myself a lot, I saw my daughter in the afternoon, …
: The one ... Headline on WSJ that I found profound important, if it is properly understood, as I think about …
: Unrestful night ... So very tired already and it isn’t not even 2200 yet. My day was not that productive today, …
: I only ... Did my morning routine today, not much more movement happened, the rain free breaks were too short. …
: Another month ... Passed and the days, when its raining specially, getting rather short quickly. I’m still …
: Even less ... I moved myself today, but I still ate normally. Less sneezing today, but my daughter came home with …
: Feeling to be ... Let down, by everything that defines “a good life”. I’ve headache and a cold - so …
: The hope ... To be the one, you have won, in both lotteries where the jackpots were won today and I played as …
: Yup ... I wrote my doctor how good I’m doing, but not that sure anymore, right now in the evening. The …
: Not a bad day ... But feeling kinda lonely as my daughter is with her friend and the house is empty again. I had a lot …
: Not that great ... Today I’m feeling, but planning to come back to live. Tomorrow a few tasks, mot mine, are …
: No setback ... Today, I really got “stable” it feels like and I’m so thankful for that. I was …
: A day ... Full of exhaustion, but I did 26km on the eBike and a little bit of mowing in the evening. That was …
: Wisdom ... Is so often obvious and close at hand, but we ignore it, even rejecting it at times. What a day …
: We ... humans are so good in causing pain and so bad in taking it away. I was there, when Luna was put to …
: Another ... Slow day followed and sadness is overwhelming, as by tomorrow, Luna will be put to sleep. I’m …
: The morning ... Was kinda okay, but the afternoon let crap creep in again, didn’t feel good at all 🙄 Very …
: Feeling ... Crapy today, kinda unfair my ego tells me. So tired, no walking or biking, just 4km back and forth …
: A slow day ... But one important decision I made, with Monday a huge reduction in sugar intake has to take place. …
: A mainly ... Sunny day today, that I enjoyed for over three hours outside on the eBike, or 36km. I listened most …
: I got a call ... From a woman in the evening today. Is there still hope for me 🤔 The only issue with that, it was my …
: The south ... Where I’m living, was dark and wet most of the time today 🙃 So tired, but got onto the ebike …
: Very warm ... Very quick today and your body has to adopt, or die 🙄🙃 Crazy temperatures, way higher than here, on …
: The unbelievable ... Happened today, we had sunshine for more than 10 minutes here and it was great 😃🥳 I felt really good …
: Dark ... And wet most of the time today. Perfect conditions for not getting better, if you’re having …
: A lot of ... Updates & Upgrades, I was able to do successfully today. The weather was underperforming, I …
: So today ... I started with Music, then followed laundry, an extended morning routine, a 6km walk and a hot bath …
: Another night ... Without much sleep, a lot of music and “night dreaming” of things that aren’t part …
: A pretty ... Cold day here it was. My coughing and my back, both had to fetch for attention throughout the day, …
: What about ... This Ping-pong? The back is more stable, but the coughing (not that much), got more again today. …
: I got ... This feeling in the morning, that something isn’t right with my back and it’s still with …
: Yeah ... It did … my night was not great But I’m happy to report that my lungs are making …
: It would ... Have been in my reach to be smarter today, not to eat after 1700 anymore, but again I didn’t …
: A sad and ... Long day in a way. One of our, “mine”, former family dog, living at my Ex’es house …
: Sideways ... Again, as I tried to walk 4km. Being healthy, I would be capable of doing it in 8-9 minutes/km, it …
: Not a bad day ... Not great either, because of the lung volume, it underperformed today. But I did manual work for 2 …
: It amazes me ... How much is still trimmed towards profit and competition. How much energy and time is made available …
: To be ... Alive and so much limited in what you can do and No, it is not about “experiences”. To be able to …
: The day ... I gained a little faith again and hope to not be betrayed again. My lung volume was above 500 …
: My daughter ... Plans to go to a parade in the near future. I wanted to raise her awarness of certain dangers, more …
: A longer ride ... With the eBike today, but I needed a couple of stops. A lot of bird traffic was observed and …
: No further ... Development, so back to sideways health development, or should I say, nothing ongoing at all 🤔🙄 …
: So far ... The change in medication just caused one thing, I’m more tired again and my lungs volume was …
: The harsh truth ... About costs of medication, they’re expensive. I learned that again today, as I wasn’t …
: So I do ... Think, the doctors (not blaming, observation) have no idea what is really going on with me, my …
: Down to ... 450 again after a very humid afternoon, not what I was aiming for 😢 Tomorrow morning, the Hospital …
: A better day ... 🤔 … only a few coughs today, my lung volume staid steady on a not to low number, still not …
: How lucky ... I am, to still have my parents around and they’re helping me out, still be able to, with …
: I commit ... I forgot we also had “The Hunger Games”, nothing else, but in a more Dystopian …
: I still ... Watching “Squid Game”. The great detail in how killing happens, is quite disturbing. I …
: The weather ... But I drove my bike in the evening and there was no rain and so much life to see outside. No humans …
: I saw ... It too, “Squid Game”. I just started Season 2. It is sad and told as a story, that when …
: What if ... Everyone out there, just for a moment, get over its ignorance & indifference and start for a …
: Once more ... It comes clearly to me how fucked you’re on this planet, like myself, when you’re living …
: The doing ... A little bit more today, but coughing a little more too and my back being sensitive 🙄 When will it …
: It got hot ... Today and I did an hour of mowing the grass. That was it, with my movement for the day. I had a …
: The sun ... Helped a lot I guess. I still can’t do proper conversations without coughing, but altogether I …
: Thankful ... That my daughter returned well and healthy, thinking on the parents of the dead children … …
: Mentally ... Caused by my “health development”, in a bad place. With other circumstances reinforcing …
: I started ... Listening to Mo Gawdat’s “Scary Smart”, where he talks with excitement, about the …
: Half a day ... Of sunshine, but not that much energy myself. A shame, as the day would have been good for outdoor …
: The moody mood ... Did not let me alone today either. But I do not give up, so I took my ebike (with a high setting for …
: I woke up ... But the day turned not out that well for me, a way to tired, to exhausted - for me an annoyance …
: Sunshine and ... Walking along the sea in Bantry. The “salty breeze” definitely helped my lungs staying …
: Tiredness ... And further examinations are necessary. Tomorrow, I’ve to go for an x-ray. I hope, it will …
: Another bad day ... To have no out view to sufficient money nor functional health, that is rather scary and I’m …
: It felt ... A little bit like dying today, the humidity during ¾ of the day, coughing and breathing …
: There is light ... Not really weather wise, but for my healing process it looks like. I was able to walk, slow but …
: Very wet ... Not what you wish for, when your lungs aren’t working properly. The “darkness” of …
: Their was ... Building activity (cow barn) in progress at one of my neighbours - not living there. I …
: So dark ... Most of the time here and relatively fresh, with rain and wind at times and mainland Europe is …
: Today, I had to ... Go to “signing”, proofing I’m here and alive. The weather was relatively warm and …
: Today, I had to ... Go to “signing”, proofing I’m here and alive. The weather was relatively warm and …
: Not sure ... If we’ll see the sun for a longer period of time again, here in Southern Ireland. It feels …
: Mostly grey ... And rain today, just the evening hours were with blue skies. My good feeling from yesterday, after I …
: A slow ... Mainly dark day. I do hope, my body is in full recovery mode, I gave him a lot of room for that = …
: The first time ... After a long time, that I was able to walk over the fields, only coughing afterwards for a bit. I …
: I really ... Don’t feel much better, now even more, after I know, I didn’t win anything in the last …
: A just ... Stunning beautifull day and evening it was. I’m still weak and it is hard to stay positive, when …
: I hoped ... To reuse an alt laptop (2006) as my electronics learning device, but it can only handle one …
: Is humanity ... A lost cause 🤔 Just a couple of days ago, I watched the film “The Beanie Bubble”, …
: I'm still ... There, yup. Not feeling much better than yesterday unfortunately. Feel like a balloon, would even …
: Who ... I’m kidding - myself 🙄 There is absolutely no ongoing process in healing. Yes, I didn’t …
: Still ... Not getting better, it started early and so well today. I’m still hoping to get this uptick, …
: A foggy ... Dull day and so I felt, too. Just eating, watching WWDC lessons and TV, less coughing, but so tired …
: Concentrating on myself ... Doesn’t help that much either at present, to tired, coughing, … I walked 4 km in the …
: Still here ... Not got far in my healing journey, but will not give up and BELIEVE. I’m quite happy about the …
: I only dreaming … A nice woman on my site again, who I take as she is, she especially takes me as I am. I see myself, …
: Today ... I got my warning, my back definitely let me know - don’t overdo it. Luckily, I was still able …
: I helped ... Today my neighbors again with their building project, still a lot of coughing, still a working back. …
: Everybody ... Is looking at the theatrical Musk - Trump drama. What we’re really should looking at, the …
: Sometimes ... I’m amazed by myself, my back really got through today without failing, when I helped my …
: Kinda ... A waste of a day and money (for me), feeling still not great, my body doesn’t let go of …
: I still can't ... Fathom, how humanity really works so hard on extinct itself. Looking at e.g. the …
: I listened to ... A podcast today, where a young fellow was quite aggressive towards crypto currency. I know him, …
: Not much ... Development, in getting better unfortunately. I did small stuff, building a 19” rack insert, …
: Not dead yet ... Maybe brain dead, because of not hitting the post button properly yesterday, or system failure 🙄🤔 - …
: The spare part ... Arrived, but not the boots and I can’t afford (costs & environment) to drive twice to the …
: More productive ... Than yesterday, but still, my lungs won’t heal nicely under this humid weather conditions. I …
: Strange it is ... How I feel today altogether and I’m sad, not because I want to escape, that another SpaceX …
: Not doing ... Great today, a way too much coughing. With it being tired, but that isn’t really something …
: I'm running ... On fumes today. Awake since 0500 in the morning, after only 0445 hrs. of sleep, no afternoon nap. I …
: I'm not ... Better today, so tired, slept during the day more than 2 hours. To fat and not restricting myself …
: I feel ... F###ing up myself, because I allow my day dreams to go anywhere, only to realize that nothing of it …
: I was ... So tired today, the whole morning, until mid afternoon, I really struggled to stay awake - made a …
: I'm upset ... Because I got, more or less, portrayed as a liar. The officer, I recently had the meeting, …
: An average day ... But with a lot of sunshine again. I did do waste management on the fields, to finally put all the …
: The unexpected ... Things for today. My daughter is with me, after troubles with my Ex’s step son occurred. I …
: A usual Monday ... With confusion, waking up early, getting up late, after falling asleep again. Had breakfast with my …
: Another sad thing ... I recently observed, today as well, with no change … no bees, maybe a handful bumblebees, a …
: To tired ... Did work only in the evening, but unfortunately missing material I’ve no money for to buy, …
: I saw ... A nice looking woman today. In my age range, I think, she even smiled at me. Not really sure how my …
: That are ... The sad things in (my) life … My neighbours get somebody else, to dig a foundation for them. …
: Too many ... Assumptions and I’m not free of making this mistake myself. Because the appointment, I wrote …
: There is ... Always to much sugar around me (self inflicted) and I’m so weak 🙄 After a night with only 4 …
: A day, that ... Turned out to be more productive as I thought it will. Yes, RedBull consumed, too 🙄 I drove the bike …
: A bright day ... Turned really cold in the evening, because of a strong northern breeze. I got my desk in the …
: I'm ... Not happy now, but had a good day. A lot of clear moments, filled with good ideas, part of them …
: I watched ... “V for Vendetta” a fictional story, but looking around, these days even less far …
: I'm still ... Here and that is a good thing for me, fully aware of the fragile nature of life that will end 100% …
: So as the numbers ... Are correct, we just have 170 nuclear warheads on one side and 160 on the other. That makes it …
: Like a lot ... I walked today, as I cut and cleaned out the garden/yard further. Altogether 12km on foot, me doing …
: Not that great ... Of a day. A few “baby steps” done in the evening, no winnings. I was sad, as my daughter kinda …
: A busy day ... I did a lot of small things, but they meant little steps forward. I just looked at the …
: A lazy day ... I had today. I drove the bike 26km, I bought cat food and ice cream 🙄 I cooked two times for my …
: Felt like ... An autumn day today. Sunshine the whole day, but a strong breeze and because of it, it was rather …
: Back to ... The garden, but only for approx. 90 minutes in the evening. I had a good nights sleep, but my body …
: I only ... Slept 3-4 hours last night, but was on my feet without a nap, the whole day. Altogether I walked 9.7 …
: More good ... Weather, a credit institute, who writes that fee’s and interest will be taken on the last day …
: The night ... Was interrupted with thoughts and waking up way too early. So it was a very scattered day of doing …
: So many ... Little good things I experienced today, only a couple of “bad things”, for sure, I …
: More outside ... Today I was and in sunshine too, at times. I did in the evening a 6km walk, because I just had a …
: I watched ... Civil War (2024) today, the last part and it was only sad. For sure and I guess, this is the purpose …
: A very ... Wet day it is. I had to go to town in the afternoon and got some steps in for the day, altogether 4 …
: More than ... I would have expected. I moved a lot today, while doing yard/garden work, producing a lot of sweat. …
: Not a lot ... But stuff was done inside and in the evening outside as well. I failed myself, as usual with my …
: It was ... A better day than expected, talking about the weather. I drove with my bike to the local shop and …
: So tired ... Not sure why, must be the withdrawal 🙄 I did my 6k walk and had to pause for ten minutes, also …
: The first day ... Without extra sugar (chocolate, ice cream), I already miss it. But at least, I didn’t bought …
: My last day ... With chocolate and ice cream, no further purchases that cover more than a day, also reduced in the …
: The rain ... Started at our place just after it got dark. So I had a walk and stayed dry, but was …
: I followed … My addiction today again and purchased ice cream. I ate it also late, will wonder - hopefully not - …
: I should ... Be happy and relaxed, after I cleared out all the biomass, from “clearing out” the garden. My back …
: The first ... Swallow sightings of the year, I’m so happy about that 😍🥰 I do like these birds so much, …
: The rain ... Is back, okay we do had sunshine as well, but with a strong breeze, not that much enjoyable anymore. …
: The ankle ... Did better than expected. I only worked two hours in the evening, but the body was stable 🥳 I …
: I feel ... Strange since I woke up in the morning, like a balloon weight wise, exhausted, as I would have not …
: A crazy world ... We’re experiencing. To much from everything and nothing purposeful to help to end the ongoing …
: The day ... I took time off. It just felt right to do nothing, besides walking, today. My back should have time …
: The cutting ... With the chainsaw went well, but then my back gave a clear signal and I listened. I hope, as …
: Sun ... All day long and blue skies. I still needed long underwear and a wind tight jacket, as I drove the …
: Only ... Two and a half hours I was able to do clear out work in the garden. Five days in a row working …
: It worked ... And my self-propelling mower is doing just that again. I’ve to admit, I would love to be able …
: Drama in the evening ... My daughter was out with friends and lost her phone/wallet. She was quite freaking out and …
: It was ... A good morning, afternoon that I used to work outside again. But the mowing today brought me to my …
: I worked ... Outside today and I’m still alive, can move myself 🙄🥳 Did work with the chainsaw, and with …
: The sun was ... Sparse today and the wind made it uncomfortable cold, too. I really didn’t do anything today, …
: Another beautiful day ... I drove the bike in the morning, walked over the fields in the afternoon, but also slept during the …
: A nice day ... But I was worse, than yesterday for at least half the day - so hope is still dwindling. I hope for …
: Not a great day ... It was. I’m sad and disillusioned about my life, because mainly I’m a “cost …
: Not fully ... There yet, as I hoped. A relatively bright day, but very cold and most of the time very windy. I was …
: I believe ... I’m right on track to getting constant better, healthy again. I’m cautious confident, …
: Did my ... First round on the bike today, the weather was just 🤮 At home I prepared my breakfast and hope my …
: I still ... Feel not great, but the hope is still there, too. I brought my daughter to her driving lesson in the …
: I woke up ... Again, very early and worked to free up my sinuses at 0600, to be ready in time bringing my daughter …
: Still way ... To dizzy and that without any fever, a very unpleasant experience, that I hope, will leave me soon. …
: Still there ... Not so sure about the scale of appreciation. We have stormy weather here, it does not raise my …
: Ongoing ... Sick, but I believe, I’m still alive. Tomorrow should proof my theory. Enjoy any minute of your …
: Okay ... It’s getting strange now, must be COV-SARS2 extravaganza. Tired okay, no coughing, no running …
: Still there ... It was the day of the big fight, virus versa me 🙃 I went a couple of times down during the day, but …
: When will ... It stop, it’s so annoying, my nose, the sneezing … I may I get crazy after all 🤪 Not …
: There is ... A constant flow of fluid out of my nose, it feels like. I drank a lot of water today, that must be …
: It's going ... Backwards today, it felt like. Maybe the lack of blue skies and sunshine, again 🙄 My daughter is …
: Such ... A great morning, 2/3s day with sunshine, only 8ºC, but I took it and enjoyed it. I hope, I …
: Coughing ... But no temperature, even so it feels like, my head is glowing. The day was one of the strange ones. …
: I may not ... Skipping the flu after all 🤔 I don’t feel well, even very strange now in the evening. I do …
: A day ... Not used to its full potential I’d say, but way better already. The point is, I want to do to …
: My body ... Is still undecided it feels like, to completely heal or get the flu now. I walked and drove my bike …
: Another ... Of this surreal moments, I felt like not being alive, the light, altogether it was a strange passing …
: A bright day ... Only a very thin cloud layer most of the time. Now I’m getting a spring tiredness 🤪 I walked …
: Another ... Dull, wet, dark day - yes, it is depressing for me. I really do need some sunny days in a row, …
: Not a great ... Experience to have your sick child around and can’t really help, but I hope, being with her - …
: It went ... Well, my body took the driving without making a fuss out of it. My friend is happy with his Tesla. I …
: Don't wait ... To share, with an uncertain future ahead, share along the way, already. It is more or less, the …
: Not one piece ... Today, so it must be going better right, right … I guess it does, I walked more today, but …
: So little sleep ... Last night. Maybe underlying pain that kept me awake 🤔 I’m not complete certain. During the …
: Only one ... Painkiller I took today. Still very sensibel and first shower after 3 days. So not a stinker …
: Better ... I feel today. Really thankful for that, it took the whole day, but it got good to the end, with …
: Somebody ... Else, as usual, won the jackpot in the lottery, I’m only got the pain 🤪💩 I’ve to be even …
: Everything ... Was fine, until it wasn’t. I should have listen to my Orthopaedic, to not take pain …
: The weather ... Is counter working my relief. Cold blustery winds and rain, the sun wasn’t that enjoyable, …
: Relief yes ... Tiredness increased, because of the medication. Slowly recovery, not giving up, so I moved myself …
: It only ... Took me an hour from waking up to being in my clothes, it sounds even funny, if it wouldn’t …
: How half a day ... Can make such a shitty difference, my back acts out again, in the not so nice way. I only can hope, …
: I would like to ... Say how fine everything is, the weather, me feeling great, all is just fine … And it is to an …
: The storm ... Really wasn’t an issue, luckily not a problem for me here, but the flooding around was …
: The greatest success… The biggest impact, you can have … The most generous contribution, you can give these days … Is to …
: A way more ... Productivity in the evening today, I really started going after 1700, until 2300. The weather was …
: A lot of ... Wind today and me, doing altogether 10km on foot. So not dead yet, but unfortunately walking = …
: I completely ... Abandoned my morning routine for today, but took the bike for a ride through the mist. It was a …
: To much ... Sleeping, not enough output, walking and not feeling real relief afterwards. To much sugar …
: The loneliness ... Continued for the whole day, my daughter decided to stay with her friend. I’m happy for her, …
: We had ... Half a day of sunshine here and I’m kinda sad, because I was so little outside, mainly for my …
: I now ... Using the Obsidian clipper and it does do a great job - most important, working on the iPad via …
: I watched live ... The news about HomeAssistant voice updates. A lot of AI involved, mainly “none locale” …
: When you ... Do pattern recognition, like an AI does and it destroys you 🤔 That is, how I’m feeling today, …
: It was ... Not a good day for me. Sick or desperate, I’m not sure really. In the day to day perspective, …
: How to deal ... With the trauma induced by climate change impact’s 🤔 A question, I asked myself today, after …
: The odd ... Weekend 🤔 I had much more on the list to do, but as so often my body thought different about it. Low …
: Research ... Was most of my “productive work” today, I watched also some series and ate way to much …
: Can we really ... Only survive, if we’re stealing from other fellow humans anymore 🤔 Looking at the IT side of …
: The value of ... Work 🤔 When it is done fast and not accurate enough, like at a friend’s house. A new electric …
: Feels like ... I over did it 🤔 In the morning, I choose to use the bike to do errands, but it was very windy = …
: Unchanged and ... My biggest challenge still: To do something that doesn’t make the overall situation worse. I …
: A gorgeous day ... With warm temperatures and clear skies the whole time, it brought a lot of energy to my healing …
: I'm sick ... There is no other explanation. Not a great night, all the animals around me, more exact the cats, …
: Not all ... Good today. I slept during the day another 2-½ hours, made my walk afterwards, took a shower …
: Another ... Restless night … it’s getting a little bit annoying lately, the lack of sleep. I was …
: I use ... It already again … The statement from a view days ago, about technology … and I did …
: The wet ... And windy weather prevailed, as I kept working on my “learning project” that includes 3D …
: Not a lot ... Of sleep I had, as the wind got quite strong = loud again. Earbuds don’t work with me, my head …
: The businesses ... That only getting more corrupt, by the month, like mobile service providers. Yes, it’s blame, …
: So tired ... Maybe a cold I caught myself 🤔 Still in a sugar rush, still sweets at home and mentally weak to not …
: Lucky me ... Lucky us, as it looks like, my area was largely spared from any bigger damages. My night was without …
: The storm ... Starts and in the moment, it is mostly southerly winds. It will become dangerous for my house when …
: Yesterday ... One of my dogs, Lilli, the one, who was already declining for weeks, was able to finally sleep for …
: Lately ... One good quote after another … “Space won’t solve existential risk, but solving …
: A really good ... Quote I heard today: “You may not believe in Climate Change(s outcome), but your insurance …
: One of these ... Days, were I get afraid about the real status of my brain. I worked again most of the day on the …
: I'm proud ... On my animals. I received my Prusa MK4S upgrade kit. I started to dissemble, assemble the printer. …
: I watched ... A short video, on CNN I think, Bill Gates interviewed about talking with Trump. One of the main …
: I think ... Love, empathy, responsibility and hope has to prevail, that humanity don’t fade into oblivion. …
: It depends ... What we really need and what we’re usually strive for. I read about a Buddhist monk, who travels …
: Had a ... Better day today. I followed my plan for the day, did even more movement during my morning routine - …
: Today ... I really did nothing at all - don’t feel great, nor relaxed either. So that’s …
: My neighbours ... They brought a sugar addict, chocolate back home as a thank you, for taking care on their cat 🙃 A …
: A nice day ... Half day even bright, without clouds. I walked roughly 10km today and it was nice to be outside for …
: The snow ... Is gone, back to wet and cold - not cold enough - again 😢 I drove towards my Tesco delivery, the …
: Cold ... But again sunshine throughout the day. I moved myself over the snow covered fields and did that way …
: Listening to ... “California Dreaming”, but the dream is a broken one, the wildfires in Los Angeles …
: Such a ... Beautiful afternoon, cool and dry air, sunshine … 7km I walked around, it would have been a …
: Snow doesn't ... Do well with the people living in Ireland, there is no infrastructure to deal with it and the people …
: The winter wonderland ... We have around here, 10-15 cm of snow, at least today, completely unusually in the last few years. …
: And there ... Was a teenager back in the house and with it my possibilities to sleep as well went out the window. …
: A way better ... Of a night, I had with the last one. But there were certain little things that made me sad today, …
: I write ... Only about me mainly, because it is so tiring to see from my point of view the positive at present …
: The first ... My day wasn’t that great, because I let the cats in my room overnight and they started playing …
: Only ... Another day, but as all of the other “364” ones, any of them count. I was way to tired …
: Another winter ... Storm with rain is approaching and it isn’t forecasted that bad, but the wind is already …
: I knew it ... The night was not relaxing at all, my stomach was working most of the time, so no time to sleep. We …
: I'm in a "dispute" ... With a dealer on AliExpress. I don’t buy often there, last time in 2018. The problem, a …
: A very dull day ... And I was very tired today. I did not change over the course of the day and I hope, for more energy …
: My neighbours ... Had invited me for lunch today and I was happy to had company and no cooking. So tired today after …
: The whole day ... Alone I was, as usual on Christmas. Not really alone, as I’ve the animals around, but …
: This one thought ... If we are really living in “the matrix” already and I can’t break free from it, at …
: It looks like ... I really sold the lorry. For sure you can trust these things only, when the money changed hands. I …
: A stormy day ... With a constant change between, sunshine, rain and hail. I walked with my daughter, up to her …
: I moved ... A lot of stuff physically and thankfully my back kept “up and running”. I drove the …
: Half a day ... Of bright skies. I’m thankful for that, as well as being able to get everything out of my …
: A brighter day ... And how much “life energy” this provides immediately for me, also the last night was …
: To hunt for ... Ghosts and while doing so, loosing everything along the way. Human literature includes it all …
: I'm really ... Getting mentally tired at times, taking care of the old dog, myself limited with the back at present …
: Has anyone ... An explanation how the “Fremen” dismount from the worms, in Dune 🤔🙄😁 I don’t get …
: I did ... Binge watching, eating, sleeping today - that was my whole energy budget, to be spent over the …
: Not so ... Great today and my body weight that went up again, isn’t helping my back at all. Besides to …
: Quite sad ... Today. There are reasons and writing about them doesn’t really help, too. I’m already …
: A good day ... Because everything worked out, my back kept steady the whole day long. I do think, I was successful …
: My back ... Worries me, so sensible, a lot of short stinging pain, to much for a day. I had, still have to …
: A day ... My father turned 81 today, with all “his ballast”, he’s still going strong. …
: Interrupted sleep ... An early start and did not get what I needed, even in the shop “for Professionals”, for …
: Another round ... Of working in the house. Learning, what wasn’t done properly. My back had to say “Hello” …
: I feel ... Blessed, as always when bad weather doesn’t cause damage around our place here. I had a very …
: A strong ... Storm is passing over Ireland, half of it is also under a red wind warning, we only got orange 🙄 …
: Weather ... Was not great, will get worse tomorrow. I woke up and could sleep through the whole night. Was a …
: Last night ... My Lilli (the old dog) was reporting properly to get support for going outside (toilet), five times …
: A little ... Better today, beside the weather and driving 26k through the grey. Okay during the last km I saw a …
: The universe ... Doesn’t let me break my 32 year streak, in not have won in the lotteries, but always that one, …
: A Sunday ... It was a day without big things happen, a lot of household work. Walking a 6k round and got a 5 …
: There is ... Nothing to win (also in the lotteries), but creating more fear, bringing this planet on its knees 🤔 …
: Not sure ... What I should write today, I’m tired, complaining doesn’t help, nothing changed a lot. I …
: Let there be ... Ongoing life on this planet … “Live and let live” The weather is crazy today, the …
: I had a ... “Day Dreaming Day” today. The day was so nice, cold and bright sunshine - way too short. …
: Even better ... Today, a good morning, bright day, sunshine all day long. I got a hair cut, was able to talk, spend …
: Not a bad day But I was all day long tense and easily got angry, for no good reason than impatience really. Even …
: I'm sad ... And happy today in a way, I’m not even sure about why. I woke up quite early today, not a …
: The storm ... Called Bert, didn’t caused any issues at our place, but there is a lot of water around. I …
: Looks like ... A pattern now, also today I woke up early and was able to “handle it”. Normally getting …
: Very early ... I woke up, at 0520 already. Raining at that time, but it turned into snow … where the magic …
: It was a ... Good bright day. Until the evening, when a “nice street neighbour” decided to use my …
: An early start ... I had today, at 0600, but for that I came pretty well throughout the day. Another start of Starship …
: Back to ... Basics. I woke up - thankful for that. With my inner clock working still very good, woke up ~20 …
: A lot of ... Moving myself today, took place. I hope, it will compensate for the sugar and the forecasted rainy …
: Got wet ... Again during my round with the eBike. Getting old too, as I discussed a problem with a friend, …
: I only ... Slept four hours today (again), didn’t do an afternoon nap. The full moon, imagined or for …
: The fog ... Returned. I saw once a film, when I was “young”, called similar and it was so boring, …
: Another ... Beautiful day here, with sunshine the whole day long. I had a lot to do today, but for me it feels …
: Don't get me wrong ... Regarding Elon Musk. He initiated great things, brought the right people together, but now it feels …
: What ... A day can make a difference, yesterday I felt good, had energy. All gone with today. Looking at Elon …
: We ... Had partly sunshine today - it was great, but the days are way to short already, for the - so felt - …
: No ... Food delivery today, after the company had a “driver meltdown”, including a van …
: House cleaning ... Today, always a little bit scared, as two times already my back snapped just during vacuuming. I …
: Not much ... I did today it feels like, was driving over 20k in the rain on the bike, not fun, but I had to move …
: The story ... Tellers have won in the US, but nature gives a 💩 about stories. I hope, they’ll realise soon, …
: Me ... Idiot, I forgot to set the timer for baking my sweet potatoes, they’re all burned. Did I …
: The clouds ... Are frustrating me … I had to get up so early this morning, it didn’t got really more …
: She just ... Had a bad day yesterday. I also have to see, what happens in nature, animals get eaten as prey, …
: It is sad ... But I’m thinking of putting one of our dogs down, because she can hardly stand up anymore and …
: I completely ... Forgot to mention, instead of around 1700km the 12 months before, the last 13 months I drove ~4300km …
: A good day ... My car passed the yearly test. I got all the stuff done, that I planned and still, today felt a …
: The grey ... Is back, but it stayed dry. I made the best out of it, including 6k outside. I followed up with all …
: Such ... A beautiful mild autumn day, with the right mixture of sunshine, clouds, fog during the morning. I …
: I did ... It, I figured it out with my limited “quick” understanding (Z2M) and I’m happy …
: The many ... Choices we’re not willing to take, because it could mean change. I’m not sure why …
: More ... eBiking today, a few YouTube videos to learn, a discussion with another human being on the way. Time …
: I had a ... “Spa moment” today. After a week of avoiding the additional energy use, today I heated …
: A wet day ... I know that, because my bike drive was accompanied by rain showers 🙄 I hopped, to be more productive …
: We are all here ... To live and let live. A very easy statement to follow, but we’re really good to ignoring it - …
: An animal ... Night. I’ve a guest, former family dog, living with Ex. She was sleeping, after complaining, …
: It was ... A very nice morning. I didn’t do a lot, I’m alive and just be fine with it. I saw a …
: A stormy ... Night and Day, me tired all day long, but had “good daughter - father time”. I hope, for everyone …
: I used ... The sunshine that we got, before the storm now starts to be recognizable as such, just right in time …
: Today ... Only rain and wind, most of the time, or I was busy dealing with Home Assistant and Zigbee2MQTT. …
: A nice day ... I moved myself a lot and listened to podcasts that made me a little bit cranky. Because, how should …
: Same old ... Same, today. I did additional 26k with the bike and was lucky as the sun just came out a little, …
: A real ... Good statement I read on Mastodon … Climate change is a sequence of unstable cell phone …
: I wasn't ... But I walked my 6k and did follow up with my “morning routine” (the exercises) in the …
: So, what ... Happens when there is no sugar in the house anymore, but your addiction is messing with your …
: And I'm ... Wondering, that my breathing is so tiring. I ate, like a typically stupid human being, to much and …
: A nice morning ... Not such a great day for myself. A way to tired and moody, for quite a nice day. I hope, tomorrow I …
: A beautiful day ... Quite cold, but the bright light was more important and the right clothes helped, too. Some stuff …
: The possibilities ... Of dying before, at least it feels like, “it’s your time”, is getting higher in …
: A beautiful ... Peaceful evening we had here, besides me swearing about mainly “nothing”. I’m really annoyed …
: The problems ... My problems I feel, I shouldn’t even be talking about. But with all the turmoil in the world (wars, …
: Outside ... Work, failing tools again - no way to replace them, hopefully repairable. So a few frustrations, to …
: A little bit ... Of progress, but no movement at all, to much rain, to much of a good excuse. The animals were very …
: Really ... Nothing happened here today, except eating to much and starring at the computer monitor - without …
: I woke up ... And was welcomed with a nice beep out of the lab. A hard drive in the NAS (Network Attached Storage) …
: I'm tired ... And annoyed about it. In this energy level, how should I attract a female partner at all 🙄 A few …
: The tragedy ... Of wasting time and resources = war and destruction via ignorance (stupidity). But this time, there …
: The days ... Getting short quick now, it’s a yearly reoccurence, I know, but I’ve nothing else to …
: I'm really ... Looking forward to how and when, this great “(right wing) politicians” (worldwide) start …
: Life ... And how it’s going. Even after a good nights sleep, I woke up tired and was it the whole day …
: To never ... Give up hope. I’m so happy for my older daughter, as she passed her driving exam. The greatest …
: I walked today ... I brought my older daughter to her driving lesson and hope she’ll succeed with her final exam …
: It is satirically ... The hundreds of billions of Dollars that humanity, the usual “few”, pouring into the …
: How ... To be able to help your kids, when they not even accept talking to and about their problems, fears. …
: So dark ... Here, it’s annoying and where there is sun, they fight and destroy life’s, the …
: Why ... I even write that things getting better … the next day … its like winning in the …
: The weather ... Changes and I felt like sleeping all day long. Tomorrow my older daughter comes back to Ireland and …
: Looks like ... The clouds took the sky over again, after a beautiful day, in the late afternoon, we got the grey …
: So the other ... Night, repeated itself. I slept even less hours today, but I still functioning. And there it goes, …
: My typical ... Full moon behavior, without transformations 🤭 I only slept for 5 hours unplanned, but it was a nice …
: It looks ... Promising. But I could only do 1-½ hours of work today, after that, my body was already fully …
: Loosing ... My hands it feels like, but after the third day waking up and having no pain, I worked outside. Did …
: That ... Is what I’m talking about, the immense flooding that takes place in mainland Europe, my birth …
: A positive ... Start in the morning, all this great ideas again … How I will do things, build …
: It getting ... Cold in the house (16º or less). Next week, even I don’t want to, I’ve to buy Kerosin …
: Do I learn ... When I’m so tired 🤔 I hope, I do. The day was bright most of the time. But I wasn’t in …
: I do watched ... The US presidential campaign and Mrs. Harris is a nice, resolut woman, in the right age for the job …
: I'm ... Getting there, I mean recover (my back) and yes, it is annoying how self centered you’re …
: I ... Brought my daughter to school, that she has an easier Monday morning. My back, neck are still acting …
: Maybe ... My suffering today, is the punishment for yesterday 🤔 Really a low day with a lot of pain, all over …
: I talked ... to much today, with the parents of my daughter’s friend. I hope I won’t get banned for …
: Interesting ... Weather today, damp and got really warm now in the evening, the most unsettling part, the airflow is …
: My day ... Was really challenging today. First, I woke up with pain in my neck and headache, the pain creeped …
: Beethoven ... I’m listening to, because my daughter is “blocking” the “single screen …
: When the ... Old stuff starts to die … talking about Computer Hardware. The Hardware itself is kinda okay, …
: I had an ... Early start today, as I brought my daughter to school. And since 10:00 my back was hurting, no …
: A very strange ... Day it was. A lot of fog and clouds, very dark, very humid the whole day. A physical, overheated …
: Half the ... Day my brain was clear, but it was only half of it 🙄 A nice share of sunshine, after the fog has …
: Not feeling ... Great today, but did a lot of cleaning in the house, cooked in the morning. The weather even gave …
: These moods ... It wasn’t a bad day at all today, but something doesn’t feel right - don’t ask me …
: The last ... Two days and the nights before weren’t that great. So the calm, concentrated me wasn’t …
: Not the ... Amount of sunshine I was hoping for. Last night, a lot of rain was coming down, I didn’t sleep …
: It won't ... Stop here, to be underwhelming dark, most of the day 🙄 Tomorrow half a day of sunshine is forecasted …
: Another dark ... But for me quite productive day. Everything went quite well, for sure one host (IT stuff) …
: Sometimes ... I do think, I’ve to realize that my development really stopped at maybe around 14-15, not only …
: A lot of ... Consumption I did today, of YouTube content around a certain topic, but not tackling the thing …
: Where is ... The world heading, or myself this evening, definitely into bed. I read an article today, about even …
: Not a great ... Day for me, my back is kicking in and that makes me worrying. The weather didn’t help either, …
: Don't laugh ... about me, but I see myself as “realist with an optimistic touch”, because I still want …
: I was ... Surprisingly productive in a short time window in the evening, today. It was a very humid, partly …
: Even it was ... Relatively nice outside, I hooked myself up in front of the computer, to tackle a software problem. …
: I could ... Write the same than yesterday about the weather we’re “suffering” under here, …
: A dark ... Cold day, nothing new to see / experience here. I did my 10k today, I learned a lot today, but way …
: Lost in my ... Sadness of being dumb, or can’t manage it anymore brain wise. I worked on a little thing and …
: Lost in my ... Sadness of being dumb, or can’t manage it anymore brain wise. I worked on a little thing and …
: I had visitors ... Today, the “Jehovah’s Witnesses” and one of them mentioned that I’ve …
: Woke up ... This morning and felt really recharged, but in the course of the afternoon, all of that was lost. …
: The last day ... With my daughter for a while and we used it well, played games together and had good fun. I only …
: Rain returned ... But I did a 6k walk in the afternoon. Just lucky, it stayed dry and only sweating a lot, because of …
: Today was ... Just fine, mild temperatures, little wind and most of the time sunshine. Anything I touched today …
: The sun ... Was seen and my spirits went up and disappeared again with the arrival of the clouds in the early …
: Humanity ... Like the one scene from the film “Independence Day”, where the man in a high rise fills …
: As they ... Continue, I will not give up. I still feel way too exhausted. It is so cold here for the time of the …
: This "low days" ... Repeated for myself, exhausted, tired. Not much more than eating happened, it feels to me. I mounted …
: Today ... Was different, as my daughter came to me again, but she behaved very odd. During the day it got …
: The weather ... Nasty, myself, I had a good and productive day. I did a 23km round with the bike and got a free …
: Not a ... Great day. They stray died and on top of that, one of the other cats, that lives at my Ex’s …
: Okay ... Summer is over, only 16ºC and now 13º at 2200 🥶 I picked up my daughter from her friend, as she …
: Another mild day ... That I wasn’t using that well, to much thinking in circles, not applying. Then I listened to a …
: If only Humans ... Would put any kind of life, above there religions (idols, ideologies), may let go of them altogether …
: I worked ... Outside as we had a mild, dry day, even sunshine at times and my back hold up altogether 🥳 I ate a …
: A lucky day ... I had to drive for shopping today, because as banks are criminals - nothing works there fast, may if …
: Less sun ... And it develops unfortunately as described here … What about the AMOC? I made the mistake, …
: Did good ... Today and I can tell, at least for me, that the half day of sunshine, was definitely helping. Also …
: I'm watching ... StarTrek Picard (3rd season) and get emotionally with all the TNG cast, the Enterprise D. The hope …
: What a ... Dark day at times, it’s even stunning. In the evening we had clear skies, but temperatures are …
: A little bit ... Better was my day today, but I’m an absolute snail in anything I do … you can follow me …
: Today ... Wasn’t my day at all - a complete loss of energy. I can only report, that I lived today …
: I woke up ... Today and it was nice to be here again. I worked on the computer in the afternoon. I’m still …
: What the great ... Weather again, but 36k on the bike got done, not really that nice, because of cold wind and all the …
: The second half ... Of the day was mostly sunny, but very windy too. I was exhausted most of the day and blame the …
: So thankful ... That I’ve not to deal with all the Microsoft stuff anymore. I know, that the root cause for …
: The world (humans)... Is going blind, to what is essential and what is only noise. You can be a creator, doing a 9-5 job, …
: Also today ... A lot of movement, even more than yesterday, but the weather here isn’t fun at all anymore - …
: I moved ... Myself a lot today, because cutting grass and hedges, as well as walking my 6k in the evening. …
: Not that ... Much rain as forecasted. I only slept for a couple of hours last night, again. But did well …
: I found ... The energy to make a quick 6k walk today, but in between it was quite a slow day altogether. I …
: To much ... Of having no energy. A dark day too, most of the time and feeling a kind of sadness that my daughter …
: Recovering ... Is what I’m in now. Still to weak and not closer to really be sure what causes the energy …
: I may ... Have to admit to myself, that I’m sick. Not really clear what causes it, it’s awful …
: The sun ... Was there, my energy and positive thoughts, not so much. It wasn’t a wasted day, I’m …
: Frustrated ... And feeling fooled by technology. Stuff works (OctoPrint, webcam stops working & other things, …
: Another half ... Day of rain, after a little sunshine in the morning. I did my 10k walking during the dry part 🙄 I …
: A good ... Still cold day and it doesn’t look like the temperatures will change over the week. I was …
: A cold, windy ... Autumn day with rain, it’s terrifying, to have this in July. I only had 16ºC in the house, so …
: I watched ... An Ali Abdall Video Today on YouTube about Dopamine impact. I’ve nothing against his work, but …
: I ... Had Heartburn through the day it feels like, now in the evening. Something I hadn’t issues …
: So ... It was 0515 today and I leave the experiment run. Not exactly sure, where my body is steering me to. …
: Okay ... Today I carved out an hour more of sleep, but was fully awake at 0600. Still way too little for me …
: Another ... Fascinating day, I woke up at 0430, the same time my daughter went to sleep 🤭 I was productive and …
: It's amazing ... As it is disturbing too, that this cold temperatures and rain prevail. I worked in my workshop for a …
: Singing ... No, only was driving through the rain with the bike, at times. The print jobs are running well or …
: A little bit ... Of sunshine today, not enough to really pushing up the temperature. What is sad to experience, even …
: It's official ... We’re already experiencing autumn here, strong winds, cold (max. 13ºC) and rain. The body has …
: About reality ... I woke up today again and now I’m watching “Matrix Resurrections”. Sometimes it is …
: More light ... Today, but my back reminded me that it’s still there - not the kind I’m really looking …
: The hope ... For more energy didn’t worked out that well, but walking, biking all done. So dark the whole …
: We had ... A little sun for a while, nice temperature too. I was tired, but got a few things done. I hope for …
: Very strange ... Weather conditions here, the whole day was very dark, because of mainly fog, guessing also cloud …
: Today started ... With a lot of rain throughout the first half of the day. The second half was quite nice, on the …
: Doing ... The little things, being tired, but happy to be here anyhow. Lucky with a print job on my 3D …
: A late start ... But into a perfect day, beautiful and with a good temperature. I drove a ~35k round with the bike. …
: I also ... Have to remind myself … We all have to Breathe - Drink - Eat - Shit - Sleep - Repeat … …
: Now again ... I fell for my addiction, sugar (chocolate, ice cream), consuming, like it would be water. The …
: Today ... I didn’t sleep that much during the day, made a 30k round with the bike. But still, I …
: The energy ... Still low, I slept a lot today and hope it build up my levels. I did walk my 10k and hopefully …
: The day ... Was much brighter than forecasted and I didn’t had any problem with that. Beside, I …
: I'm sad ... Today, more, … to much “of my reality” haunts me. In the actual state of the …
: Okay ... No pain, but quite reduced energy today. I’m fine with it. I used “the last …
: So happy ... That I was allowed to work outside all day long and my back didn’t gave up on me. That …
: I was ... Watching the Apple Developer Keynote and my final conclusion for the “IT Year of 2024”, …
: Often it feels ... Like, that the self fulfilling prophecies are developing out of the stories, that are written in the …
: A nice ... Afternoon, but cold like in late autumn. Me, tired from my “hard work” outside …
: All is ... Pretended to be good - no recessions, lots of work - but what’s about productivity. Everyone …
: It got ... No frost in the morning here, but the temperatures were down to 2ºC. And so dark, because of the …
: Everything feels ... Like “out of sync” as soon as you broaden your view and let news influence your …
: A kinda ... Strange day, cold, windy, in the morning rain. I was lucky and got only a few drops on me, when …
: Two thirds of ... The day were cloud covered, ongoing cold wind. Anyone around here feels unhappy, my neighbours …
: So the temperatures ... Were good, the sunshine got less, way more clouds and now starting already with tomorrow the …
: Another ... Nice day with sunshine, a morning bike ride, breakfast with my daughter. Also my older daughter …
: Sunshine ... But still way to cold air temperatures, because of strong winds from the northwest. I enjoyed the …
: The lack ... Of hope continuous easily when you are on the road again, recognizing that humans aren’t that …
: The unplanned ... Events and stuff that takes longer than expected, but were accompanied by learning, so no time …
: We can't ... Really blame the cats, we domesticated them and their instinct is still imprint. Not a great day for …
: When I start ... To hate my cats again. It’s “baby bird season” and their instincts to play and hunt turn …
: There are ... No great news, beside the wet and cold weather persisted. They day was pressing, I’m tired …
: The "We" ... Has to be become more prominent again. Alone we’re mainly pretending, but we do not really …
: The night ... And morning were very cold, but the afternoon turned out to be nice, with sunshine in the evening, …
: So tired ... Today, but it is not only me, the low temperatures here, around 10ºC having an impact on other …
: The cold ... And the rain is back as forecasted, it’s not great, but I worked a round it. Not really, got 2 …
: A busy day ... But I got stuff done. Most important, my back was pretty stable - I hope tomorrow it will stay that …
: Cranky and ... Life is f***ing around with me, more the technology I use, it feels like. Stuff not working, acting …
: A beautiful day ... 3/5th of it and now rain again. I’m not complaining at all, I made a 14km walk and are happy …
: The weather ... Doesn’t change, the people neither - is humanity after all a lost cause 🤔 Sometimes it is …
: A tiring day ... Dark, cold and very humid. I was able to get all stuff in the afternoon done as planned. In the …
: I did ... Way less, that I thought I will do today, but it looks like my night sleep wasn’t that …
: I’m watching ... “Groundhog Day” (again), only to be remembered … If we only could work on …
: So much rain ... And it won’t end, the frustration is felt from anyone around me. Watched Google’s …
: Eaten by ... The midges, because it was dry in the evening, the sun came out, they too. 21 bites, can I see 🙃 - …
: It was ... A good start in the day, nothing hurt from yesterday’s intense work outside (seen for my …
: I did not die today ... My handlebar screws snapped. I was still able to stop and pushed my bike home for 4kms. Than I was …
: Beautiful weather ... And all the anger was gone, too. To be capable of getting yourself in check, at all times, is a …
: Very angry ... With myself and to a certain amount, with the world around me, too. Because so many things are not …
: The Basics ... Drink - Eat - 💩 - Sleep - repeat We all have to follow, but beyond that, there lies the opportunity …
: No sleep ... Tired eyes and I not want to sound negative, but the amount of clouds here are “killing me …
: Too many clouds ... And a kind of sadness was present today. Seeing, that one of my dogs ages quickly now … …
: It is so ... Nice when your body is working reliable again. At least I think and hope it will continue that way. …
: The day turned ... Beautifully in the afternoon, after a slow and cold start. I’d say anyone needed that. I …
: What time ... Can bring you … to find even better solutions for a problem. I was going through old material …
: I've great news ... It’s raining here again. Okay not in the evening anymore 🙄 A slow day and the cold weather …
: I woke up again ... Thankful, but also disturbed with an ongoing issue to find my way back to “quality …
: I woke up ... In the morning and had an idea of what to write for today’s entry, but it already disappeared …
: Monday and ... The decision you have to make everyday in your life, even every minute of it - How do I …
: The cold ... Makes me also tired 😏 Yesterday, I listened to a Podcast where the hosts talked about relationships …
: Lucky me … That my neighbor had to go to the waste site (civil amid site) … So I got rid of waste, as …
: A busy day ... And it got very cold here again, a burden for all the young animals already out on the fields. …
: I'm kinda ... Angry today, because humanity really doesn’t get its priorities right, I think. We invest in …
: It worked ... I was able to successfully repair my thread on the oil pan, I destroyed out of …
: I took ... Another turn at one of the crossings when driving my bike, because logically it should just bring me …
: Still bright ... But I stalled today with my energy. Not to bad, but definitely a way slower. Also hoped to see a …
: It feels like ... Dreaming, the weather was stunning beautiful again here today. It was peaceful, my daughter was …
: My body ... So it looks like, is back in working order. I drove my bike in the morning, needed no nap and washed …
: Do not fear ... But be smart about any step you do - every day, every minute … I know we’re human, at …
: A note from ... Jane Goodall read on CNN … CNN: What message do you have for the world? Goodall: A message …
: False alarm 🤔 ... And patience is always a good choice. Besides freezing most of the time and tired, everything else …
: To optimistic 🤔... I had some setbacks today in my positive development and hope they are temporary. We had a mostly …
: I walked ... Again for approximately 2km today, the pain is mainly gone, but my right foot is completely lame. As …
: Trying to ... Understand my pain, I reduced my pain medication from 5 to 2 pieces today. Was immediately more …
: My pain ... And the world’s trouble. Feels like soon the Middle East becomes the next bushfire. If this …
: Quite busy ... For being in pain repeatedly. My dogs, cats should be happy, because mainly it was for them, besides …
: It doesn't stop ... To hurt, so what is it 🤔 I do hope to figure it out soon, not dying as the final result, or loosing …
: We know nothing ... My doctor and I have no clue whatsoever that causes my pain and after ruling out physical blocks, my …
: I do not give ... Up yet, because there is still so much to live for, on this planet (in this universe). I don’t …
: The rain ... Was most of the day persistent, poor horses, all other animals that have to be outside. My pain …
: Now what ... It hurts there and there and … I do feel like I’m starting falling already apart. …
: A stormy day ... And I was lucky again, no negative impacts on the property, beside more and never ending rain it …
: I know now ... Mentally I’m GenZ, physically I’m only just a Baby boomer🙄🤣 Okay, this inspiration hit …
: Nothing ... Will break in my body, I’ll prevail. Woke up this morning and several parts were just hurting, …
: Why … Is it always easier to fall back to “my old series” than watching new stuff, where most …
: I was ... Lucky to make the right choice, doing my walk in the morning, the afternoon was rainy again. …
: No it wasn't ... A good day. To much “bigger impact things” didn’t worked out at all - nothing develops …
: It wasn't ... The whole day rain, I was even lucky in the evening for half an hour and had sunshine during my …
: It's not ... Yet the first of April, but the weather here is a joke already. I took a turn with the bike, got …
: To live ... With pain and don’t take the easy road via pain killers. I do think, I know nothing about real …
: Nobody's life is empty ... What I heard today in a podcast and I agree 100% to that, from a 103 year old woman, Dr. Gladys …
: Now we ... Have to ask ourselves, what is reality 🤔🙃 Mine is looking out the window, assessing the weather, …
: It's always ... Hard to realize and also accept reality. Mine is not great, but on the other hand not bad either. …
: Another half day ... Of rain, but afterwards I did my 10km and followed by taking my bike, accompanied my daughter to her …
: What should … I say …Watched the 3 Body problem on Netflix today …
: Nothing ... I want to tell. Nothing that make sense or would help in anyway, I can offer today. Tired, too much …
: Undecided ... About was it a good day, or not so much. I ate to much, the weather is constantly changing, cold and …
: When I get ... Remembered that I’m a human, too. And not be happy about it. Because I see how little so many …
: Still not ... Sleeping well. The day was very nice, but I couldn’t use it to its full potential. I extended …
: I've a lot to ... Say, but not today 🤭😇 Another of this “crazy nights”, only 4 hours of sleep, in the …
: The weather ... Wet and windy. My energy low, but I took the bike for a spin around noon. I’m way too tired, …
: Not sure ... Was the day real 🤔 Mild, no rain, occasionally a little bit too much wind. Everything is over and …
: Rain ... For sure, most of the day. But I was able to be outside a couple of times without getting wet, not …
: One day ... Half of it with sunshine. I was out for 3 hours with the bike, needed it. I picked up my daughter …
: Another rainy day ... Sometimes it feels like it won’t stop here, in this part of Ireland, anymore. I had a few …
: A lot of ... Rain we got, may not that intense so far, but very persistent at times. I was lucky, to walk over …
: I still ... Recovering from yesterday, being in overdrive the whole day. I couldn’t even fall asleep in …
: A fascinating day ... It was. I only slept 3 hrs. altogether, because one of my dogs made unhealthy noises, but as I was …
: So lucky ... A friend visited and we walked a 10km round together. I wouldn’t have done it on my own today …
: What ... Another of this totally dull and dark days, it’s really hard to stay motivated. At least when …
: I wished ... So often for it … to be kinda intelligent, but I’m not - the chocolate goes, as it …
: I used ... My finally arrived Parrot Pro (Teleprompter from Padcaster) today for the first time and learned …
: Angry ... And not completely free of pain today. Already yesterday, I couldn’t identify a way to lie …
: A good day ... For me, as I woke up with back pain. But a nap later in the day and following up with a 10km round …
: The funny 🤔 … Thing with media, reporting about war. One day it’s about a ship was sunk by one of the …
: I am ... A very simple, rather dumb person, but with this comes one great opportunity and hope, endless …
: So ... I picked up my daughter, she arrived well from her school tour, at 0230 in the night. We were back …
: I want to be… Fearless (Not to be confused with stupidity), healthy, free and “relaxed happy”. And …
: I want more ... Of the days starting with M… in German. Because today I felt, that my battery was already …
: It was another ... Great day for me, my brain sharp and energy levels high, so thankful it turned out that way today. …
: I wish for ... More good days in a row, because today I felt more dead than alive. I must have had taken my …
: A good day ... The tire was holding the whole drive. I brought my daughter right in time to her school at 0700 for …
: A cold and very ... Uncomfortable day it was. Tomorrow my daughter goes on a school trip for the week. I’ll miss …
: A few symptoms ... Of a cold, but mainly it was a better day. I did my 10kms in sunshine and that already helped a lot. …
: I'm constantly freezing ... Today, the whole day and my back and shoulder hurts, too. Just not great, but I’m thankful to …
: Sometimes … I’m fascinated, how occupied I am, can become, with myself. I brought my daughter to the …
: Tomorrow ... I’ve to be the Taxi service for my daughter again. I wouldn’t mind so much, but with my …
: The 50 years ... I’m allowed to be here, it was a good time and I’m looking forward and hope for the …
: I felt free ... Today, because it was a beautiful, mild day. I walked my 10kms today, slow - my back let me know …
: I want to ... Be free (financial and emotional) and healthy again. It’s just past 1900 and I’m already …
: As I had ... Taken pain medication, the day was bearable with regards pain, but the tiredness still stands. - …
: And here ... We go again. In the morning everything was fine, I made my morning routine, without issues and …
: I'm kinda ... Sad now in the evening. I moved a lot today, but woke up already at 0500 in the morning. I wasn’t …
: Why AI will win ... and we can too. What AI does is simply to compare patterns, in its actual state, much faster than …
: I watched ... A lot of YouTube today, all educational and helpful. Got some needed parts to work further on my …
: Light and ... Rain continuously interchanging today, but reading about the studies describing the slowdown and …
: More light ... Today than yesterday, when I picked up my daughter from the city. She came home safely and I’m …
: The legalizing of ... Criminals not end at banks, insurance, pharma companies, governments itself, the crypto exchanges …
: Not today ... It was a good, bright day. I enjoyed the sunshine, was outside, worked in the workshop a little. Did …
: The thing with ... Population collapse, as wealthy (wise?) people are mentioning lately more often. I can also …
: A day... With appointments, one with the doctor. I was positive surprised, I’ve to admit, that I could …
: The first day ... I trusted my body to do manual things again, without fearing I may will become dizzy again. It …
: I'm stressed ... Feeling not well, but didn’t do anything stressful, okay not being healthy (dizziness) is …
: I have to ... Repeat myself and extend what I wrote yesterday. The only one, who can stop this, is all the rest of …
: More steps ... Are taken to bring war in all corners of the world, it feels like. The only one who can stop this, …
: Waking up ... Walking, eating and not giving up that my body will fully recover, from whatever I’m suffering …
: Not getting ... Worse, but not better either. I walked 8km and had my shower, pre-prepared some food. But …
: The dream ... Of being free and healthy, is a little bit broken for me. Have dizzy spells when I lie, sit to long, …
: Was listening... To a Podcast today, where Prof. Scott Galloway said it what I was thinking, because so many people …
: My body ... Plays games with me 🤔 Became so dizzy this morning that I couldn’t stand up for a while, I …
: The conclusion ... It is the Kea DHCP server on pfSense in combination on the Mac using “DHCP with manual …
: Not there yet ... The weather is depressing, but at least I identified, I really hope this time for sure, that macOS …
: Not a great day ... But getting better, getting over myself and my worries, because I’m so lucky that life is …
: And all over ... Again, after nobody properly marked at Social Welfare that I’m divorced, I can go through all …
: WTF ... Today in the evening I had to print something that worked a week ago without an issue, not today - …
: The world ... We live in has not to end, if we start believing again, that life on this planet is possible. I …
: I'm watching ... “Upload” again. I like the cast and love Andy Allo, she’ll never know I’m …
: Wet and windy ... Plus very lucky again, that even the very blustery wind at times, didn’t caused any damage …
: The weather ... Turned dark and wet, the temperature was rising, too. I was lucky, my neighbor took me with her …
: Solved ... But not really sure still what caused it and that doesn’t feel great. The device who caused …
: The problems ... Are persistent and challenging. I still not solved my Network issues (LAN Local Area Network). Even …
: A nice day ... But I’m not really happy, because I’ve IT stuff issues I wasn’t able to tackle. It …
: I watching ... “Return to Space” and it shows very well what we’re able to achieve, but why are …
: The sun ... Was back today, for the whole day. Walking today felt like a birthday present, with all the blue sky …
: We saw ... The sun for a time, during a walk together. So I walked today, but it was a very unrestful night, so …
: A complete ... Dull, dark day, but I’m happy that my daughter is around, the last weekend before she leaves. …
: What a ... Day it was today. So many things went wrong, so the bad minutes really piled up. But then I look out …
: Sunshine today ... And ~18 kms on my feet, unplanned, but just fine for the amount of food I took in. Soon my daughter …
: Why don't we ... Work harder, to turn all these human brains on, instead working all the time at the present, to turn …
: Was in ... The city today, okay a shopping center on the peripheries. I picked up my daughter from school, just …
: Not a great ... Morning and I felt like I have to dissolve, but in the afternoon I woke up again and was …
: A nice day ... I was way too tired. Having a teenager in the house, who stays up for half the night, didn’t …
: A mostly sunny ... Cold day, but that I can handle. I had a nice walk and “Daughter - Father Time” as well. …
: Why the need ... To optimize productivity further 🤔 - or as I call it, hunting for “the quick death” …
: Something ... That is so obvious and is still 100% valid in close to any nation on this planet in different scale. …
: The rain ... Continued and more wind in the afternoon, but lucky as mentioned before, I live “high …
: There was ... Sunshine and I was lucky enough to use that time being outside on the bike. Was necessary to move …
: Still here ... On the first day of the new year, frustrations and out views are unchanged and not that positive at …
: The last ... Day of the year and I do hope we’ll see another full year happen, for my kids, family and all …
: A quiet ... Relaxed day, I didn’t do a lot, didn’t moved a lot, not ate a lot - so it should be just …
: A moved day ... I mean, I moved myself 17 kms today - didn’t planned that to be honest, but it happened …
: Not that ... Bad at all here around, I’m lucky. No trees down, not that much rain, all good. A little bit …
: So the ... Rain warning became a storm warning and so far it’s fine, as the wind comes mainly from the …
: Thankful ... To have the opportunities, my workshop is really developing, so tools get their place, the searching …
: I had a slow start ... But I did well in the afternoon, stuff is moving forward. Without money, everything isn’t …
: A Christmas ... As usual, quiet and I’ll be alone beginning with tomorrow, hope to be able using my time and …
: I completely ... Screwed up my day, because I’m still completely out of sync. I did binge watching a series and …
: I put ... Myself slowly together again, after the couple of sleepless nights. I watched a few YTV’s …
: As expected ... Or planned by “greater forces” 🤔😁 another sleepless night. The storm gusts were waking …
: Crazy dreams ... And every 30 minutes I was awake last night, it was stormy, the dreams were disturbing, but no …
: Nothing to say ... I had two guests on the fields today, two Dexter cows, a mother with her calf. In the morning when I …
: The weather ... To warm, to dark, to wet … I know I repeat myself to often, but this is our share of the …
: Dark and wet ... The whole day it was. I was up early, to say goodbye to my older one. She’s flying back to …
: It is ... So annoying that my back is starting acting out again. I’m guessing the high amount of sugar …
: The short days ... Are taking their toll. I was way to tired for the day and consumed to much sugar, without any …
: Do I really ... Want to learn more? Because is it in my age not more about understanding better, instead of feeding …
: You always ... Have to click back into reality. I was listen to some Podcasts today and that was my conclusion for …
: We had ... Sun here in the morning for approximately an hour and following up to what I wrote yesterday, I …
: Me too ... Feeling lost in life at times. I’m not threatened by anyone, only by “myself” and the actual …
: A fine day ... I drove my bike through “the storm” to get something sweet for me, my daughter. I saw a …
: A good day ... That started at 0600 and I keep it short today, because I’m tired and looking forward to lay …
: To much ... Wind today and very restless in myself, too. I hope my arteries and veins in my left leg are fine. I …
: Another taxi ... Service for my daughter, you may call this “Uber” these days 😁 I got for myself a hot …
: I watched ... A lot of YouTube Videos today, hopefully learned from any of them, something. It got, as forecasted, …
: Do I feel ... The weather change already 🤔 I was in hard discussion with myself today, before I simple started to …
: Such a beautiful day ... Windy and because of it cold, still I was out with the bike, properly dressed, so it wasn’t an …
: Not all ... Is lost, because my older daughter was with me today. We had a good talk, “teenager/young lady …
: Not ... As planned and so the whole day didn’t played out as hoped. Didn’t saw my older …
: The energy level ... Didn’t hold as I’ve had hoped for today. A way to tired, a way to little got done today. …
: Another nice day ... But very cold, because of the wind chill. A slow start in the morning, but I kept my agreement with …
: A nice day ... My night was unrestful, but self-inflicted because I ate to much, to late. I worked in my workshop …
: Driving at ... Business hours in Cork feels like … So happy that I don’t have to drive that much and I …
: A brighter day today … I took the Bike for a spin and was hit by rain, but it wasn’t that bad, as usual not too far …
: My back ... After an hour of rest, 9km of walking, a shower, it felt better and I hope it will be the same …
: An early start ... At 0610 today, I didn’t go back to sleep and started right away my morning routine. Then I drove my …
: Another busy ... Day, at my scale of being busy. I successfully replaced my eBike’s punctured tube, the tire, …
: A day ... Work got done. Slowly and it could be done better, as I realized afterwards, but for the …
: Wow ... A lot of frustration today. The worries about my older daughter, me soldering and that didn’t worked …
: No more ... Stormy winds today, it stayed dry the whole day, felt like an illusion, but it was reality. I was …
: I did ... Stuff today, only slept for approx. 4 hours during the night, had a nap in the afternoon, but did …
: The world ... In there some people behave like … I would love to help more and not really that capable at …
: A not easy ... Going day, it’s not even about me, but my older daughter who’s back in Ireland and is …
: The message ... To all who drive wars at present: “In a collapsing environment, you only accelerate that …
: No Idols ... We need, we are lacking role models. I listened to several podcasts today. All smart people, but not …
: The day ... My older daughter is again back in Ireland. I’m concerned about her, wasn’t able to see …
: I did go ... Forward with my JavaScript course, but my brain really didn’t. So my progress stagnated at …
: Luckily safe ... Nothing here happened at all, beside not sleeping for half the night. It still was stormy and my …
: Welcome to ... Climate change in Ireland, really hope nobody gets hurt, because a level red warning was raised …
: A step back ... For me … I really lost it, with regards my self-esteem today. I’m talking about saving …
: A unrestful night ... As it was quite stormy throughout. I couldn’t find sleep and got up late. Altogether it turned …
: Is it only me ... Who really has the issues and simple doesn’t get it 🤔 I working on a JavaScript course and what …
: What I wrote today ... To whom it may concern, Hello my name is Stefan and I’m looking forward to attend your course, …
: A talk ... I listened in person today, about river ecology. It was interesting and the presenter, she was nice …
: Is it all ... A scam anymore 🤔 Do we not have better things to do, instead luring people into a “money …
: Another day ... With ongoing manual work. I had to make a two hour break, lying down, but followed up again in the …
: I worked ... Body wise hard for the first time after my last “back issues” and I do feel it, but …
: I'm sad today ... Because I was weak again, I’m not allowed to buy sugar (sweets) and was reminded on Canada. …
: I moved ... Myself more today, but the last night was without a lot of sleep. I cleaned out the old trailer that …
: A slow day ... But I did stuff, processed stuff, that I moved from one side of the table to the other, way too …
: To be realistic ... And not living to much in the “dream world” of technology. I like to be positive about …
: Is humanity ... Really cursed to fail 🤔 When looking in the golf region, the perfect setup for WWW3 is building up …
: What was lost ... Was found again and I’m very thankful, that our guest dog was hand over to his owners in …
: A crazy day ... Because the weather was … no comment, and … I walked with our guest dog and after we …
: The weather ... Is 🤮 I walked 10km (6miles) and was angry, would have liked to bite me in my own tail, but …
: I did a lot of ... Walking today too, altogether 18,5 km. I was killing waiting time, instead of driving forth and …
: Today I walked ... Even 15 kms with our guest dog. Wow, does this fellow has endless energy. He should share, looking …
: When sadness ... Settle in. Looking out in the world must be really frustrating for a lot of people these days. The …
: Walking with ... The crazy “guest” dog, a young fellow full of energy, with sheep dog genes (the crazy …
: Why I stop ... Asking more questions lately? Because recently I catch myself way too often, to watch way too much …
: The best ... We have to do is, to enjoy any minute of our life’s, not on the shoulders nor expenses of …
: Another dog ... And he made himself already a home, he’s not “potty trained”, it will be a challenging …
: Walking ... A little in sunshine today, but not getting forward with my energy levels, my back still holds me …
: When you want ... More scared sheep, play Wolf in between more often. That just happens with what WHO (World Health …
: A lot of rain ... And not much walking for me, not the best circumstances to heal, when walking is a major part for …
: The first day ... Without medication. I ate a lot and was more tired, exhausted that the days before, but free of …
: It would be ... So much easier, if we wouldn’t look anywhere else for how trustworthy people are around us. …
: My older daughter ... Lost her job and took drugs again, my ex-wife is writing me. I don’t know what’s going …
: Reached a ... Plateau in my healing process and have to keep calm. I believe in getting better everyday, but I may …
: Reading about ... Yesterday, today felt the same way, the progress isn’t that fast per day anymore and I really …
: Some little ... Setbacks, beside a lot of improvements and still a little bit insecure about the ongoing healing …
: Better now ... Everyday and I hope the medication doesn’t kill me afterwards 🤭 I did, maybe one kilometer …
: A new record ... Was made today, I walked 1,2 km in only approx. 2-½ hrs 🥳🤭 And I was blessed by sunshine, …
: I went ... Better I was driven by my neighbours to the hospital, lucky me. My concerns about the status of my …
: The pain medication… Did not help yet. I really hope, that I see improvements by tomorrow, otherwise I have to go to the …
: I raced against ... Slugs today it felt like, hardly got my feet off the ground without feeling pain. No fun, …
: What an ... F#ed up day for me. Out of the blue, as I woke up this morning, my back felt someone broke it …
: Mostly a dark ... Day today. Rain already started in the evening and it should stay for the whole day tomorrow. I …
: The decision ... To go out at the left or right side of the house, to not get wet during the morning 😁 A lot of …
: The weather ... Completely changed from yesterday, a way colder and the fog from the morning was replaced by clouds. …
: A nice ... And productive day today. I was able to repair the oil burner (furnace), cleaned out the pump house …
: A slow day ... Raining all day long. Not much happened, but it’s okay. Tomorrow there should be sunshine …
: Never have ... A flat tire on a “fat eBike”, because the tire jumps off the rim easily and you’ve …
: I consumed ... A lot today, all of it YouTube Videos with technical background, but a little bit too much today …
: A stormy day ... But because the main winds came from the south, the house was safe. I also made some electrical work …
: Still the aftermath ... From yesterday 🤔. But altogether not to bad. I learned something, that I didn’t do something …
: Only 3 hours ... Of sleep last night. But I woke up in time to bring my daughter to school. Back home I took care of …
: I'm thankful ... To have my daughter around. It helped me to calm myself down today. Maybe the weather, …
: And it's ... Going on, because the weather doesn’t help a bit to feel better, it’s miserable here. I …
: A little setback ... Today, but feeling okay. Only frustration that sticks, nothing got done today. I’m happy that …
: Doing good ... For all life, isn’t an easy task, but worthwhile trying every time. I drove my bike today, I …
: A day ... With a mainly sunny afternoon, for sure there was rain too, it’s still Ireland. I walked, but …
: My trailer ... Is now moveable again and I can get it out of the way, out of the workshop, that’s great. I …
: An important ... Step, yes only for me, but I need this at times, too. I finished the replacement of the wheel …
: Why are ... We not stop doing all this useless things, running after money that governments and multinationals …
: A rather ... Good day. Woke up not to late and after breakfast with my daughter, I made a trip with the bike. …
: A rainy ... Grey day, anyhow I took the bike for a spin and it wasn’t that bad. Back home, after …
: Third day ... In a row that I walk, but I’m kinda unhappy. I’m getting slower everyday, as I counting …
: For sure ... Today was better already, to tired after all, but better. Like yesterday, I walked my full …
: I need ... A plan, because otherwise I’m really going mad, I think. My back is still confused, I’m …
: Even I had ... Only a half nights sleep, it turned out to be a good day. I made the decision to bring my daughter …
: "I was ... More awake and active yesterday than today, after being able to sleep again through the …
: It becomes ... Strange, or only interesting 🤔 I had another night without any sleep. But listening to an audiobook …
: I went to ... Bed at 0300, couldn’t fall asleep any earlier. But today was stressful, only to be awake was …
: So I had ... A very interesting night behind me, I did not sleep. I only slept 3-½ hrs in the last 24 hrs …
: The afternoon ... Was a little bit better, I went into “dream mode”. Had to bring my car to service, …
: I'm not ... Really getting better, maybe only impatient, that is my hope at least. Was sleeping the majority of …
: We had ... A couple of hours sunshine, the humidity was quite uncomfortable and after 1700 the clouds builded …
: I feel ... Quite lost. My body is still recovering I hope and also feels strange at times. I’m way to …
: Still not feeling ... Great, but I getting tired of it, too. So tomorrow stuff will be done and my body will take it, …
: Tired today ... Stiff in my back and slow. Nothing I’d like to feel and be, but its my reality, so I’ve …
: My body ... Hates me 🤔 Still recovering from the weekend and woke up today with back pain on top 😔. I did an …
: A dark day ... But I further prepare and work on the things, I’m still short of funds, to reach certain …
: I'm running … “on fumes”. I could’nt sleep the most of last night, just for roughly 3 hours. …
: Lacking energy ... I’m hoping to getting back in shape quick, as I am slow … double slow, isn’t that …
: I'm still sick ... Not sure about the alive part, more a confused living in “The Matrix” situation. And …
: I'm sick ... But still alive 👻
: I catched ... A cold. Only sneezing, sniffles and a cough, but really annoying. Still worked in my shop, but with …
: A good day ... I was productive again and have finally light in my workshop, still I’ve to plug it in, but …
: My boy ... Is fine, but definitely fighting to much with the stray tomcat, because it was another bite wound …
: Another ... Step forward in the workshop and I even felt like I worked effective. But quite tired after the …
: I had made ... A few very bad experiences today. Letting me realize, that I will not become like some of the …
: Was I tired today ... Not really throughout the day, but in the morning I was up at 0720 rescuing a mouse one of our cats …
: A tree .... In the garden fell, but no damage was done. Lucky us, again. Had to pick up my daughter unplanned in …
: A confused day ... The weather did its part for sure. I got my two stuck brake drums off the trailer axles. I learned, …
: Finished ... My project in the workshop today, one of them. Really happy it worked out, it’s not pretty, …
: Moved things ... But was quite weak most of the time. And I was a way to angry with myself, not getting things done, …
: Tired today ... And during working, quite fast exhausted. It was bright today more often, but the temperatures not …
: Going shopping ... Not really that much, but my neighbor did and took me with him. I enjoyed to get around, but it was …
: A good day ... I went on a walk with a friend. I followed up to work in my workshop. I had a read together session …
: Working ... Further in my shop, layout where things go, at present. To have the proper overview what I have, so …
: No fire ... But the second time this week, of course during the night, the smoke detectors sounded an alarm. No, …
: Do I ... Live in the Matrix 🤔🤭 The weather today was completely the other way around, I did stuff but it felt …
: Unbelievable ... If I look out now, okay when I looked out at 1930, all was gone and it was overcast again. But it …
: I didn't do ... To bad, as I got “my drugs” delivered, chocolate and ice cream (=sugar). But I’m …
: I learned about ... One of my recurring flaws today. I was watching something educational, but didn’t make any …
: A little bit more ... Sunshine today. I walked, but was slow, in the late afternoon, when it was forecasted to be cloud …
: So lucky ... Again. No tree fell, even the wind was blowing strong from the northwest. But the tiredness …
: So tired ... Today. I took the bike for a two hour ride, with little to no support, it’s an eBike after …
: A 60% day ... With 40% sunshine that gave me a walk under a mostly clear sky, but its over by tomorrow and more …
: No sunshine ... Anymore. My frustration, energy levels are on the wrong side of each scale. Did sleep only for 4 …
: I did the work ... As I planned to do. I finalized the car, the roof was still missing from the job that was started on …
: What a night ... I went to bed at my standard time, an hour later my daughter woke me up for a sighting. Lice, so we …
: I know ... This is absolutely selfish, but I really want to get it to work, this planet and all life on it, …
: The car ... Cleaning took place today, with my neighbour. It took us 5 hrs. to meet his standard 😁 But it looks …
: The hope ... We’ll do good. I ate too much of all the stuff that’s bad for me, my relationship with …
: A slow day ... For me, one of many, but wouldn’t exchange the bit of sunshine we got here for anything. …
: All the unanswered questions ... That aren’t really that anymore 🤔 E.g. about UAP’s, former called UFO’s, it …
: A little bit ... Of sunshine in the evening now, I immediately took a sunbath after 2000, at 17º 😁 I feel relieved to …
: Okay ... No rain today and brighter, but cold 🥶, with support of wind from the northwest. I packed a trailer …
: The rainy days ... Won’t stop it feels like, it looks like 🤔 I had the second night now with the inability to …
: Another night ... Where I wasn’t able to fall asleep. Okay I did, but it was after 0400 in the morning, it did …
: The minimal light ... Exposure during the day, because of the mostly permanent cloud cover, doesn’t help me. …
: Cold and Cloudy ... It isn’t fun at all and shows how screwed up the environment already is. I don’t mention …
: There wasn't much sun ... Today (cloud coverage), but it is needed to power human beings, like myself. I was underperforming …
: A good scoop ... Of sunshine this late afternoon, evening. It really helped to raise my spirits. I walked in sunshine …
: The rain returned and ... My stupidity (addiction) as well. I bought sugar and ate already more, than I was agreeing on, with …
: A little bit ... Of sunshine today. I walked a little, but I’m having a nasty headache as well. Hope this will …
: I watching ... The film Wargames again. When I saw it as a young boy, it caused me nightmares for quite a while. …
: A lot of rain ... Came down today. It’s not very warm, but the humidity lies heavy on me. I’m very happy …
: I'm on ... A low point, nothing really brings my spirits up at present and tomorrow my daughter comes back from …
: Not so much ... Sleeping anymore, today. I woke up earlier and did my full morning routine, too. So that was good …
: I slept ... Most of the time today. The wind came from southwest where one of the surrounding wind farms are. My …
: Will the strange ... Go away 🤔 The weather here is way cooler than in Austria at present, but it feels to me, my body, …
: Another ... Of these strange days. I moved my body, I ate and it feels like I’m a balloon, that just not …
: The plan is ... Clear. The sugar has to go, so will the weight, I hope. And it’s all in my head, to set the …
: I really hope ... My muscles are growing, because otherwise it looks bad. It’s unbelievable how much you can put …
: The weather ... Dark and rain all day long, the humidity let feel it warmer. I watched a lot of YouTube content …
: Do I go ... Under again. I did walk, I tried unsuccessfully to solve a couple of smaller issues, I ate to much …
: Swallows are ... Long sleepers like myself. I woke up at 3:50 in the morning and couldn’t find anymore sleep, …
: Am I sick ... 🤔 I really can’t tell. Another day of underperforming overall, feeling weak and exhausted the …
: Research today ... I watched a couple of YouTube’s around Obsidian, still a great tool, using it to little. I …
: Really ... Don’t know what to write about today. I’m happy for my neighbours as they got a new car, …
: I still ... Feel the loss. The day, the weather, nothing did work out in any meaningful way today. I’m …
: I'm sad ... Because one of my “giant babies” (so I called her), her name was Dreamy, died today. We …
: Went through ... A lot of old material today, it made me sad and guilt plus regrets bubbled up. But now in the …
: Fantastic mind ... Had a dream today, that was put together of several snippets of recently consumed content and my …
: She did ... Woke up and I’m very thankful for it. I hope, she’ll recover like our last case did. …
: One of the ... Family dogs is very sick and in a coma. I hope she’ll wake up again. She lives at my …
: The rain staid ... I realized that, because after I took my bike for a ride, I got properly soaked. At least I moved …
: The rain came ... Not the great push, to do all what I wanted too. Already tired again, watched to much interesting …
: Worked outside ... Before the rain comes, at least this is what the forecast tells us. Listened to a couple of Podcasts …
: I'm stupid ... At least at times, some may say most of the time 😁 I got a complement from a younger woman today, …
: So I woke up ... Today, it was only at 0930, or so. Because last night I decided to do things, not try to force …
: Happy that ... My daughter recovered and is able to leave tomorrow for her holidays. I’ll miss her as I miss …
: Our problem is ... We always go for infinity. The resources on this planet are at best cyclic, not infinite. But …
: It was more ... Then stress, she completely got sick and fever overnight. Did not sleep at all to be at her side. …
: My daughter ... Is free of the burden of her school tests. I’m happy for her, she slept off, the useless …
: Did my ... Morning exercises and later in the day my walk. I’m definitely not in the best shape. Watched …
: Not getting better ... Only fatter. Eating comes to easy to me, but after another night without feeling to have slept at …
: The humidity ... It’s like in the rainforest, but this part is missing around here. I hope I’ll find …
: A strange day ... I felt sad today. I followed up with some work, but was quickly exhausted and tired again. …
: A tired start ... With tired in the middle again, but very productive overall. Beautiful sunshine just for two hours …
: What the ... Humidity it is. Crazy and the clouds work like pillows, falling down on you, making you sleep. And …
: Very strange ... Feelings for the day. Not happy, not sad, confused at best. Did my morning training, didn’t …
: More clouds ... No rain yet, but the land will need it soon. Had a slow day, but followed up with the stuff I wanted …
: So much to learn ... WWDC and I have no problem to be slow. Something that makes me sad, how much wildfires are spreading …
: We really ... Try to test the limits of, when we’ll be finally repelled by “Mother Earth”. The …
: The WWDC 2023 ... (Apple’s Developer Conference) It was full of interesting stuff, but it felt also kinda of …
: A nice afternoon/evening ... At a barbecue at my neighbours. I talked a lot, hopefully brought people to think about life …
: It getting scary ... The good weather goes on and on, feels like “The last days of Eden”. I hope, also that …
: A good day ... My daughter was “handed over” earlier than expected, but as usual. It’s nice to …
: Today I did ... A little bit of biking as well and in the afternoon. I started moving stuff again later on. I found …
: I can't sleep ... At night in the last few. To hot, to cold, completely restless and during the day, half of it, …
: Had a ... Sugar relapse, a whole Ben & Jerry’s at once, plus a cookie and chocolate. 🤯 In the …
: What a beautiful ... Evening sky we had here. I only can hope many people where touched by it, because it’s beauty …
: A peaceful evening ... Here in our little corner of Ireland. Even the clouds disappeared completely in the evening. Had a …
: Today I'm ... Writing from the roadside. I brought my daughter to the cinema, where she meets with friends. As I …
: Another nice day ... I was able to make part use of the good weather, but was way too tired today. I hope tomorrow, there …
: I found ... Some old pictures of my lorries, they were my hobbies. They were Oldtimer, not meant to be used very …
: Really nice weather ... Today, I worked for more than 4 hours outside. I properly supported my back and it worked out well …
: I saw her ... Only for a couple of minutes, my daughter, because she doesn’t felt like, to speak longer with …
: A sunny day ... But cold, strong winds most of the time, took a little bit out of the “nice”. Feeling …
: A "sleep pill" day ... It’s annoying, of one of these days, when it feels like the first thing in the morning I took …
: I was helping ... Today and as always, happy that it worked out well - my back, too. That I do, what I’m talking …
: Please understand ... Driving an electric vehicle doesn’t mean now you can drive thousand of miles more, because of …
: First time ... Back on the bike after last weeks incident with my back, slowly and steady, worked out okay that …
: Not that great ... Only slept for a couple of hours and now I’m upset, because of OnlineNIC.com, they are losing …
: Feeling at home ... On the Command Line and getting to understand a script, more or less, as I followed its creation by …
: As the sun comes out ... It immediately gets warm. Just enjoying a few minutes outside, hoping that my back is improving more …
: Good improvements ... But I’ve to be cautious and not overdoing it, what I luckily didn’t do, as I was trying …
: Today it was ... My turn to help my neighbour. Still under pain but the job was easy enough and kept me moving, the …
: A beautiful day ... I tried to enjoy it as good as possible, but still not an easy task when pain still builds up inside …
: Not really ... Improving, but I’m still here to complain about it to myself and … I hope my recovery …
: Today I was ... Not hit by a bus, only made a bad move (no weight, not even a very dynamic movement) and my nerve …
: The one about ... The microplastics. The misuse of plastics in large and how we’re following like sheep, the …
: A lot ... On my feet today, the weather was mild, so I tried to do stuff outside. Brought my daughter to …
: If I could only write ... That I, with zero followers, was able to heal humanity from its greed, hate and often “wrong …
: How fast it goes ... Especially when there are no clouds in the sky. The warmth build up quickly and you realize how …
: Another ... “No energy day.” Don’t know where there are coming from, always happy to see them …
: I do not have ... Any issues with the suppliers/senders I recently received packages from, but still think what Fedex …
: To not give up ... Is the important part. Today I was quite tired, because I do not adapt easily to the early mornings. …
: How the big companies ... Act in the end. Perfect example FedEx in Ireland, they delivered a package that was not officially …
: How to ... Shake up humankind to wake up - to start faster - DOING LESS - less consumption of energy & …
: Sunshine ... Went right into the heart and let forget yesterday, like it never happened. To be honest, the most …
: A grumpy day ... Like Rumpelstilzchen I’d liked to tear myself apart, but not even that worked 🤪 I got all done …
: A few hours ... Of intense light, it was highly appreciated. I’m not feeling good today, sad and exhausted, …
: Dark days ... They continue, clouds and more clouds or fog, it really takes out the energy. I walked but it …
: Another dark day ... It’s becoming annoying and looking to Spain, the first heatwave of the year, its crazy, but we …
: Still very ... Self centered recently, nothing big to share, to put out in the world. But for me it is just fine, …
: Way to ... Tired today, anyhow it was a good day. Everything kinda went from one to the other, everything …
: What a ... Beautiful evening it was, clear skies after a day with continuously changing light conditions …
: We have her back ... She’s tired and I hope she’s getting stronger soon. I ate to much, even bought extra …
: A day of ... Worry, fear and sadness, followed by the hope for a “sustainable surprise”. I called in …
: A long day ... It started at 0330 in the morning, as one of our dogs started whining. She’s now in veterinary …
: Interesting day ... The weather was 180º from what we had yesterday, I was completely down. Maybe the outcome from the …
: Another ... Intense day for me. I tried and succeeded to combine couple of things and also consumed sugar, but I …
: A long day ... No time to rest, but in the evening my body simple didn’t let me out and I had to lay down for …
: I attended ... A webinar for a possible Piano learning course. It was way to expensive and to many add-on products, …
: The part ... Got designed and I’m happy with it, so when the print works well, all is fine. A day were you …
: Very tired today ... The typical “sun trunk” situation, I guess. Learned stuff, planned, did my walk and hope …
: I didn't ... Die today. Although it was a risky one, because of unusual kind of work for me, on the roof, with …
: I'm going back ... In time and watching one of my favorite films from my youth, “Back to the future”. When …
: The need ... To generate the perfect world, that we’re not living in, because nature isn’t perfect …
: The swallows ... Were real, saw them again today. The weather wasn’t great today, quick changes and it getting …
: The swallows ... Are back. I saw a small group of them and it lightened up my day immediately. And also during my …
: I was on the roof ... And did not die today. So happy that everything worked out, slow but steady and without falling off …
: Cold wind ... And a ladder problem. The roof ladder wasn’t long enough, so I had to extend it and then I …
: Another one ... I can’t believe it, the weather prepares anyone for a miserable forecasted Easter weekend, but …
: We had here ... A beautiful later afternoon, evening - so lucky that during my walk the sunshine followed me, the …
: I'm to negative ... Someone said that to and about me. As usual I don’t see myself as negative or doom thinker, …
: Way to less ... Energy my body has. Don’t know why, but it will get better again, too. I’m sure about …
: I watching Extrapolations ... On Apple TV. We see a lot already happen and it’s not a film/series anymore. I hope, that we …
: Another strange day ... In my existence. I slept most of the day, because of total exhaustion, not knowing where it came …
: Not a good night ... So not a great day, no walking, sugar consumption and tiredness, exhaustion the whole day long. But …
: In the news ... Of another planet soon. Humanity finally changes … As they have extinct themselves now for …
: The small wins ... Until reality catches up with you, high inflation, monopolies everywhere, this time energy …
: Not knowing ... What is going on, as out of the blue my ex-wife informs me that my daughter comes back from Austria, …
: Dealing with ... The Irish Monopolies, like the banks, even more tedious now, as another bank closed down it’s …
: Don't know ... What causes it, but man was I exhausted and down today, without any clear reason for it. Sometimes …
: Only a little sun ... Here today, checked out and drove my repaired eBike, looks like my patching worked. Followed up soon …
: I drove ... Today to the next bigger village for shopping, as the delivery service were out of stock of some …
: And again ... It happened. My walk ended with me completely soaked and I had to clarify to myself, it is only my …
: Sunshine for ... A time today and I chose wisely as I did my walk. I had a fallback with regards to daily sugar …
: Climate change ... In Irish, more and more rain until the fields, the soil, has no nutrients left, to not even grow …
: The only constant ... In life is change. And it’s about how quick you will, can and want to adapt. And the story you …
: Not a great day ... My daughter and I are sleepy most of the day, the weather is … I had a very rough night with …
: Third of a day ... Sunshine and I’m really thankful for that. Was successful in fixing my tire/tube for my eBike …
: I jumped over ... My own shadow and walked, most time in constant mist. So well “outdoor showered”, but it …
: Two days now ... I didn’t walk and tomorrow looks not so great either. I’m not doing great but I’m …
: The Last of Us ... I know they wish that people learn, don’t become killers, but I’m not sure that this is …
: I talked to a friend ... Today who lives in Brazil as long as I in Ireland now, we left home even in the same month in 2011. …
: A day ... Not so good experienced, the weather change, I’m completely down, or may I should say …
: The weather ... Really sucks again, but that is something we can’t change. We could change us, but …
: That was a setback... I used up the whole day, with binge watching, eating, sleeping, it felt like. Tired without any …
: More and ... More scams, break-ins in Online systems, card and identity theft, war fully arrived in the Online …
: Nasty weather today ... It was a wise choice to take the day off, not moving today. But a lot of stuff didn’t worked, …
: I was wandering through ... A snow storm today, that was odd, but I went for my whole round. Was angry for a moment at humanity, …
: Another day ... With less, but still way brighter light throughout the day. I worked outside in the workshop and …
: A great day today ... I can say that, because I was allowed to experience it. A way brighter day, even direct sunlight …
: The thing ... I wanted to write about today already escaped my mind. In the end, it’s repeating stuff …
: There is not much ... To say, another weekend is passing by. For me weekends do not make any difference, time passes and …
: You will never … be fast enough, in this environment to fill your emptiness. I’m wondering where we’re …
: It's official now ... The two day cycle manifested, with the upper part winning today. Hope the low will not that bad …
: Low, low ... Energy. My body really makes me feel about my sugar abuse towards him. Slept three hours during the …
: Wow ... Made my weekly food order, one way to avoid driving, but anything got more expensive since last …
: I'm feeling ... Fat and flabby after 6 days without CCI (chocolate-cookies-ice cream). I don’t really do it …
: I would like to ... Have a Hybrid as well, as my friend got himself one. It would make my life easier with regards to my …
: The good in life ... My life, that prepares me, for my own death. The hope, to be allowed to die during sleep, going to …
: So ... The day were darker than expected, but after all the weather is more stable here, than at so many …
: So proud ... Of my older (both and always) daughter, as she has passed her apprenticeship trial period. I hope, …
: My second day ... Without CCI … Chocolate-Cookies-Icecream, quiet cranky at times and my weight goes even up, …
: When things ... Really don’t matter anymore. Talking about Russia, the media, the US, … We still having …
: Not there ... With the “reflection part”. The usual unsettled nights before Monday, an …
: Today ... All has changed for me and I won 😁, or I was allowed to win 🤔. Tomorrow a whole new year starts for …
: The revenge ... Should have taken place, but once more I failed miserably 😁 But we were laughing hard and …
: I don't win ... Anymore when playing cards with my daughter 😢😅 But the most important part anyhow, to have her …
: The little decisions ... That won’t have an impact right away, but I’ve done for myself, to not give up the hope, …
: Very slow ... Only a little bit of sunshine during the morning. Sugar rush after the meal, addiction kicked in. …
: The priorities ... Are hopefully already clear to everyone 🤔 Stop destruction, killing, economies (their sick) growth …
: Are we ... Going to sleep ourselves into world war 3, as Guterres was quoted 🤔 We are getting confused about …
: The just right in time ... Interesting and timely Podcast episode from “The James Altucher Show” for me. Hoped for …
: A cleaning day ... Walking, having a nice chat with the neighbours, making plans for a hopefully existing future, I …
: I got ... My hair cut, after approx. 8 months again, felt really good. I would have sat there for an hour …
: Yes, this numbers ... Are all assumptions of mine, not science, more of a gut feeling. 8 billion humans … 1% are …
: A fascinating night ... I went to bed, close to an hour earlier than usual, for sure I woke up at 0250 and fell asleep again …
: When will ... We finally turn over the militaries, to let them do only useful things, that will become sooner than …
: We really need ... To stop all the killing, because more and more people are going to die, of natural causes, the …
: With all ... That’s going on in the world (even in my little one), with all the losses, the fears … …
: Slowly ... The re-setup of my Computer goes on, I wanted it already to automate it via Ansible/Chezmoi, but …
: For sure ... It was a restless night, my brain, I tried to understand what went wrong with myself. It’s …
: The last idiot ... On earth and yes, it’s me! I who talk about security, preaches to be attentive to not fall for …
: I watched ... Black Panther “Wakanda Forever” today. Maybe a little bit long, maybe not for everyone, …
: The pain is ... Going slowly away and that’s great. A leg, not my back, thankfully. Today I shocked my …
: Fewer and fewer ... Excuses I have, to not do great things in my workshop. I have more stuff on wheels (workbench, …
: As we turn ... Really everything into a business these days including love (I don’t talk about sex here), …
: Don't dream ... Yourself into a better life, that’s lived in a better world - be an active, awake part of it …
: Always know … Where your towel is. I know it resides in my brain perfectly folded, always ready to unfold itself …
: One of these again ... Where I’m not functional at all, really don’t know why - don’t care to much, will …
: To have animals ... Around you is definitely helping to realize, you’re not alone and not so important at all in …
: Always take ... The opportunity to contemplate about your death, as the last big experiment in your life (adapted …
: A dull day ... But lucky to be here after all. The easiest impact on my life, keeping my diet more smart, but I …
: Had a good day ... And a lot of quality time with my daughter. Didn’t do a lot, didn’t walk today but did …
: My addiction ... For sugar and what I thought about it today … Me standing there, with the last woman on …
: The modern ... Psychological warfare we’re continuously under, by big companies like communication …
: A nice talk ... With my neighbours in the evening. Really enjoyed it and still working on bringing him on, in …
: I completely ... Lost it with eating today, at least I believe I did. So lucky, once more with walking in sunshine …
: Back pain ... But never let your day die in the morning. Because I had my morning routine, a nice breakfast and …
: This morning … I thought, who am I? Initiated Jun. 1973 Established Feb. 1974 And than I had a good laugh about …
: Learning together ... With my daughter today, programming in Python. Had sunshine 2/3 of my walk and my cooking worked out …
: A few things ... Were done today. I was lucky and had sunshine most of my time walking. I did stuff that had to be …
: And so is ... Shakira, beautiful woman, beautiful voice, but how is she in real life, illusions. I’m in …
: I really would like to ... Know Andy Allo better, but the problem is knowing her from playing a role, doesn’t mean …
: Weather is still ... Wild, but luckily and as usual, if we give it enough time, I’m feeling better today. Hope this …
: After all ... It is good at times to be alone. Because at present nothing really works, I doesn’t work, …
: Not a restful night ... A slow day with lot of unrest and unhealthy eating. I do have to get that under control, or I kill …
: Still feeling wacky ... But another good day trying to support my daughter with going back to “schools reality”. …
: One of these evening's ... Where I forgot all of my ideas for writing that I had throughout the day, because I was happy to …
: Happy to know ... My daughter arrived safely back here in Ireland and I’ll see her tomorrow. So happy me, even …
: Watching ... “Tom Clancy’s Jack Ryan”, where stories of a broken world get glorified, more or …
: I do think ... Privacy is a very valuable thing and should not be thrown out of the window. We should not forget …
: The weather ... “Goes mad” on us, stormy and warm here and my body doesn’t take it well at all. …
: What climate change proofs ... Is the unbelievable ignorance and the need for human beings to cause itself and others an enormous …
: It's already started ... And where ever you are, do embrace all life and not work on it’s destruction. That includes …
: Will life go on ... In 2023? It always will, but I hope that the quality of experiencing it, will hopefully not …
: When two egos collide ... Greta Thunberg, and number “33” on Twitter … It was funny to read Greta’s …
: A lot of ... Unfriendly weather today and watching YouTube. Also I woke up at 0240 and fall more or less asleep …
: How should ... I ever start with a YouTube channel? If I can’t stop laughing about myself during only seeing …
: Slept really long ... Today. Had my walk in sunshine and watched maybe to much television. Was smart about eating so, one …
: I was listen ... To a Podcast today and they talked about competition and that it is a good thing (once more) for the …
: The Christmas ... Alone with regards human beings around me. But it is fine, I feel good as I know my girls are fine …
: Do life ... Is important? Just watching to very interesting series “Night Sky & The Peripheral”, …
: When we can't ... Simple turn away anymore, as seen in the US at present with their weather development (2022-12-22). …
: We produce ... Products for each other, about this products we say, we do it with love and compassion. Why we …
: So is Tuesday ... The new Monday, because I felt most of the time awful, tired and no power, so nothing moved. Did not …
: So glad ... My girl arrived safely by her grandparents in AT. Definitely helps to sleep better. Did not have a …
: Twenty days alone ... I hope I’ll be smart about it, use the time wisely and also stay healthy. Weather is crazy …
: Never give up … Never surrender and be kind to all life.
: We see changes ... And they are good ones, I hope, my daughter getting better. Supported my girl, emotionally at a …
: The whole night ... I woke up as my little one was coughing. Reflecting on that, I had quite a good day and didn’t …
: So what ... My little girl, who should fly next Monday to Austria got really sick. I do hope she’s …
: A lot of wind ... And not a good day for myself. But my daughter comes to me for the following days, before she leaves …
: The usual ... Monday, to slow, to tired and now alone at home again. The weather is kinda strange, after a very …
: I am one of many ... And at our base, we are mainly all the same. So sleep well and I hope you’re having a great …
: Cold weather ... Here with temperatures seen during the night below -7º Celsius. For sure, the water pipe froze, but …
: Another cold ... But beautiful day it was today. I enjoyed my walk, thankful to be free, to be able to and healthy …
: I forgot something to say ... Yesterday. Besides (becoming) mature, always keep your curiosity and playfulness, but have an …
: How to rebuild ... Trust within humans and between them again and not create followers along the way? We need mature, …
: After close to 8 weeks ... Without one day, having a complete cloud free hour in the area, weeks without even seeing once the …
: The ego ... Is the only reason, who keeps this war between Ukraine and Russia running, on both sides. Any day …
: Better today ... But I’m lacking in get things done. I did the cooking, cleaning and made my walk, but also …
: Going through... The phases of “What am I” … today, it must be a bear, already in mode …
: I'll not give up hope ... That with all the, in my opinion, completely useless things going on, covered under the …
: I'm not there yet ... But more concerned about my neighbour’s wife at present, more than about my “own …
: Not a great day ... And I ate my frustration away with sweets, I’m so weak and now I’ve to put myself …
: Where are we heading ... When everything else than life itself gets prioritised. I’m not sure how to open up humankind …
: Now I wake up ... Always the same with me. I don’t can follow a given path, because my brain won’t work in …
: She said it best ... Chantel Prat (The Neuroscience of You) that all her papers (used in her book) are peer reviewed and …
: Self fulfilling ... Prophecies must be a thing. Had to deal with Windows today and my luck was that not 2 but 3 USB …
: Being stupid ... And made another attempt against my life, in eating far to much sugar, still it’s only my …
: When save ... The world becomes a business opportunity, as actual development shows, we are certainly doomed. …
: It is still ... The same and we wasting precious time, because to many “jobs” are still done without any …
: There is ... So much out there (e.g. Youtube), but which what to really following up with, isn’t anymore …
: Another ... Christmas alone I’m facing as my little one is going to Austria during the Christmas holidays, …
: When the ... Young’s are be stressed out, because of tests. Some of the things I never found really helpful …
: I had a dream ... Today and it wasn’t a scary nightmare, but it was very disturbing and had an impact on my day, …
: Nice sunshine ... For a while, but getting cold. Learning, understanding and realizing that not all what was learned …
: Standing on the fields ... Completely overwhelmed by all this beauty I’m surrounded by. It’s a tiny place of the …
: Walking, Talking, ... Learning and hopefully understanding more, than previously thought. The last night only offered me …
: Confusion is ... Anywhere present these days. But today I was in a good place all day long and got a lot of things …
: I don't get it ... As usual 🤔 There are systems in place that want to support people via welfare, but they hurt the …
: The wrong players ... Or simple the same players are destructive and taking any chance away, to balance wealth on this …
: I had ... What a surprise a very slow day, sleepy all day long. Made my daily walk, but after showering I laid …
: The chances ... Not taken, is said will be the things we’ll regret on our death bed. If we’re even have …
: So what about ... The right tools (talking about software, electronics) and not getting spied on or worse to be robbed …
: Definitely listen ... To this one Into the impossible Eps. with Lord Martin Rees. It is despite all the …
: When the US ... Make life for everyone else miserable too, because of their own problems. To much of the …
: When somebody ... Tells me Climate Change is not real and nature is just a harsh, even hostile environment, I become …
: I'm annoyed ... Maybe embarrassed about myself 🤔 Yesterday, after close to 6 years I was in a social gathering with …
: What if ... We agree to leave any kind of money (fiat & digital) out of the equation of life? And we going …
: Everything just ... Looked fine in the morning, but in the afternoon the decline was noticeable and I don’t know …
: When will it stop ... That I get complaints from my ex-wife, who’s not understanding the facts. It’s amazing …
: Crazy weather ... But lucky me, I walked and completely stayed dry once more. The Fed in the US, as all the other …
: I still grow ... At least I like to believe it. It feels often empty, because I see so much unnecessary violence in …
: I found it ... And was able to even temporarily fix the leak, until I can get someone with more practice like me, …
: Only 3 hours ... Today, I was to tired and the concrete felt harder than previous, in the area I’m working on. …
: What I learn ... From that and why I wrote what I did, yesterday. I was a way to well protected from the reality of …
: This f** leak ... We would have the technology, but I can’t rent it, because of money constraints. The typical …
: The hole ... Is open, but the leak not found yet. I’m not feeling well with the south wind going on …
: I'm tired today and ... Can’t wait any longer with the leak. I’ve to break up the floor tomorrow and hope …
: I did not ... Break up the whole floor yet, I still hope to find a company who will rent out the needed equipment …
: Now its final ... The water leak exceeded it’s reservoir it fed over the last couple of weeks and the water …
: I was already ... Thinking of saying no, but than I put myself together and walked along with my friend. It worked and …
: And we are back ... I watching Harry Potter, with my daughter. I can be here for her and she’s here with me, that …
: It is ... Really fascinating to see governments around the world fail … The white-, green-washing and …
: Just another ad ... About “high performance …, long term …, infinite … growth”. The …
: The recipe ... Ego - Greed - Pride - Fear, brewed in people with less and less empathy, the perfect humankind …
: A lot ... Of rain its forecasted and will see its impact in the following three days, when it should rain …
: I always ... Met the good ones, the bad ones it looks like, I was able to “escape”. Why I say that? …
: I'm happy ... Because my girls are doing fine with all this uncertainties around them for the life ahead. I hope …
: The lucky one ... With all the rain today, I was outside doing my walk and just 15-20% I wasn’t covered by the …
: The understanding ... That we’re all clearly lacking most. It is not about “You’re better than me, or …
: To many plagues ... At once and the threat of putting the planet in ashes. Why we can’t be more kind to everyone …
: The way ... We should live on this planet I think, as care-takers. Because as we can take nothing with us, we …
: Capable of learning ... Feels good and gives hope that not everything is lost. Review and renew of my IT knowledge that I …
: Life is ... Crazy … I just watch “The Last Man on Earth” (2015-2018), a comedy series, but a …
: Preoccupied today ... Bad weather and a lot of little things that kept me longer busy as I expected. In the end I was able …
: I feel good ... Was able to be there for my neighbour to help and I think that’s the important part. To work …
: The bigger picture ... Is what we all like to avoid most of the time, but we all live on this planet and we have to realize …
: When greed and pride ... Outperforms the will to live. Is that, was is going on in the brains of the wealthy and powerful …
: Everyone is going to ... I just watch “Resident Alien” a lot of truth in there, especially the part of …
: Learning today ... 4 hrs. of IT stuff and hope it will stick, repetition is everything. I walked and getting a little …
: When will ... It end, my setback, the felt setback for humanity. I hope we’ll all recover sooner, than not …
: Money wise ... I’m completely f***. With no ways to generate any, without taking it away (metaphorical …
: A setback today ... Very exhausted, but helped my daughter building a model for school, so not a complete loss. Hope I …
: It shows now ... That with the catastrophic impacts of the weather events we’re facing, an important choice has …
: I wanted ... To write something very philosophical today, but I’m not confident it makes sense now anymore, …
: Please don't ... Get this wrong, but the US media are always good with more drama and the importance of everything, …
: Are we ... There soon? Just watching two episodes of StarTrek Deep Space Nine (Season 3, Ep.11-12). Remembers …
: Don't get asthmatic ... It is really no fun and takes so much time out of the healing process. So nothing happened today, …
: My body ... Is great, because it still heals. It’s slower than I like it to. I don’t let me …
: Being sick ... Sucks and shows you how valuable it is being healthy. I’m tired, sneezing and will not die …
: It didn't stop ... So hey, I’m sick again, but still going very slowly forward and doing things. Did the cooking, …
: Late start ... 2 Naps during the day, no walk. Not fully performing and continuously tired with a sore throat, I …
: The rain came ... I felt the clouds on my shoulders, carrying them around most of the day. Other stuff to, also …
: A lot on my feet ... Moved myself and stuff to further make my workshop, a real workshop and my office more complete as …
: The early Monday ... Mornings always take a lot of energy, when I’ve to take my little one to the bus. But I …
: Couldn't sleep ... Until 0300 so my whole day was once more completely out of rhythm. But I spent time with my …
: I do believe ... In hybrids and the best, from my point of view are hydrogen-electric ones (all electric drivetrain). …
: Scattered brain ... Scattered mind, in doing stuff and doing nothing at all.
: Curiosity ... Plus Responsibility and how to learn to combine both and not to corrupt yourself through the …
: Just watching ... Wall-E, a Disney film that shows unfortunately quite well how we can end up, if we not start to …
: A good day ... Still I did not do a lot after all, but I felt way better than yesterday. In the evening that turned …
: StarTrek Voyager ... Calms me done after an uneasy day, felt way to weak and the outlook isn’t great at all - the …
: Should I start … To print banners 🤔 Addressed to my beloved animals, the swallows … Heated nests year round …
: I woke up ... Tired. I made my morning routine, tired. I worked in the house after breakfast tired, tired, tired, …
: Love and Thunder ... (Thor) I saw today and it amazes me how the people come up with all this ideas (a great thing). Yes, …
: Learning and ... Have to “fix errors” (not really) but figure out mistakes (guessing typos mostly) not …
: The Apple event ... Very expensive stuff, great technology, a lot of “green wishes” … for sure I want …
: The development of ... Nothingness. It is amazing to me, how completely separated humans are already from each other and …
: The south wind ... Causes me headaches and I think part of it are the windmills located south of the house. Don’t …
: Interesting day ... I brought my girl to a friend and because of saving the environment and money, I walked in the area …
: When nature ... Let’s your body realize how fragile it is. A thunderstorm caused lightning and it stroke very …
: The truth ... I would like to know, about why the majority of things are already corrupted? No, I don’t …
: A lot on my feet ... Today and I followed my plan. Tomorrow I bring my car back on the road, mainly for picking up my …
: The anger within ... To see no positive development, except more weapons getting produced, used, …, seeing all the …
: When humanity ... Really cares not that much anymore about anything. I listened to a Podcast today, where the …
: The sadness won't ... Disappear. So many stuff I always planned to share with others, but there are no really interested …
: To be calm ... With oneself, is harder at times as I want it to be. I had this being exhausted situation, were I …
: Being sad again ... In seeing old pictures from my kids at events where I’m wasn’t present, because I worked …
: Anything gets crazy ... And it’s all about the one thing, no one would really need, if we would be not a …
: Days getting ... Shorter already, but now you realize it even more, than back in June. It’s getting colder too …
: I'm getting ... Smaller after 3 days of carrying so much stuff, at least 2cm already.😁 My lungs aren’t …
: A lot of work ... I was way slower than yesterday, but I try to make maximum use of all the old stuff I have. …
: Slow start ... But great afternoon, evening. With the help of my great neighbor, I got a lot done. We moved office …
: So ... Today was also interesting, as my daughter woke me up at 0130 to remove a tick of one of our dogs. …
: Not a good day ... I’m in my 180º days it looks like, one day runs great the following sucks. So looking forward …
: After only ... Two and a half years 😁, I finally brought my Ikea standing desk undercarriage to its planned use, …
: I got ... A new chair today and I’m so happy about it. I looked forward to it for months and because of …
: Against all odds ... I’m learned today something and even remember a lot, I thought I’m not capable of doing …
: A complicated day ... Always easy, eating, too much and too late. I’m always good in, to extend personal suffering, …
: Thunderstorms ... Cleared out the air and heat, so I’m hoping for a good nights sleep today. Very tired today, …
: I don't want to ... Drive hate, I want to drive thoughts. That is my plan, that’s why I write and post. Last …
: The "guilt trip" ... With my (our) trash. I worked through a couple of stuff, so much more that’s untouched, that …
: Got upset by ... Microsoft Windows again. Everything around this OS, to me its a complete fraud, really pissed. I …
: Whole Europe ... A nuclear holocaust, because of dumb humans playing war. With a little bit of “fantasizing …
: To follow up ... As it is hot and climate change is only one of the big issues how humankind, really all life, can …
: I forgot to post it ... The entry for the 9th Aug. … here you go … I used my tools today. I often have to ask …
: We/I ... Fucked it all up and now we’re even complaining about it. Like climate change, the monetary …
: A beautiful day ... That’s all I want to put out there today.
: Kid has fun .... With friend, as single dad, I feel like left alone. That’s life and I’m happy for my …
: Happy to ... Have company here with me again, hope my older one is fine, too. I enjoyed the day, it was a good …
: A wonderful ... And quiet evening, clear skies - so peaceful, I’m thankful to be able experiencing it. …
: I should write ... But I’m distracted by many things, one of them is a job interview tomorrow. I hope it will …
: What do ... We tell our children? I think, too many stories of, about anything will be fine. I don’t speak …
: A bank holiday ... And the weather a complete opposite to yesterday. The whole day dark and the humidity pressing, over …
: We had ... A rare sunny day here again. It was beautiful, the temperatures just right. So I was outside a lot …
: Why I'm Human? ... Sometimes I’ve to ask that myself. I’m stupid and mainly killing myself with being to …
: To love ... Like an Albatross. They pair for live and be separated for months, but they always find each other …
: Science is ... An ongoing process, not a bunch of single answers, written in stone forever. Only in our …
: I wish you ... All good luck, not sure if I’ll make it. No worries, only being melodramatic, feel that way …
: I recognize ... More and more how badly this house is build, I live in. I’m wondering why the people were …
: I'm often ... Losing my hope these days, but then there are this little things, beside waking up in the morning, …
: There is ... No healthy competition (or any other form of), I think, as we take it always to the extreme, that in …
: Temperatures (approx. 18º C) ... That people in certain areas would kill for(?), but very humid as well. Tired, slow and wet after my …
: Not really knowing ... What is coming next, I’m today experienced for the first time in my life VR (Virtual Reality) …
: We can create ... Beauty. Why we still destroying more of it, than we create, or follow people who just do that - …
: Safe travel ... For both of my girls it was today. I’m confident that my older one arrived safe at her chosen …
: I'm still ... In a state of uncertainty, regarding my daughter and of all the young people. I understand if adults …
: I met ... My older daughter again and I’m concerned as she has no real path forward, except live life …
: Okay ... It got warmer than expected, luckily a breeze helped to mitigate the temperature. I walked right in …
: The heatwave ... May be crushed here in Ireland before it even arrived. Not a bad thing, when I look at parts in …
: Just went out ... A bit into a beautiful evening and enjoyed to be here and alive. So many ideas I’ve but …
: We need more ... Of “The Orville” style of science fiction shows, not anything about war, like in Star …
: Not giving up ... Nobody should, when you have got gifted the gift of life use it, but not hurt others, because all of …
: Breakdown day ... It was for me today, must be the weather, or all the other excuses I may find. It’s fine now …
: Getting along ... With the work around the house. With minimal usage of machinery, not all by choice, but better …
: Another bright day ... I really was able to enjoy and being smart to do my walk right in the morning. I was listening to …
: Not as ... Productive today, because the heat I’m not used to, takes a toll. The night isn’t that …
: I moved ... A lot today, while cleaning out the yard from a tree, fallen a couple of months ago and I was …
: A beautiful day ... Finally we got mostly clear skies here for longer than half an hour. I was quick during my walk …
: I'm getting fat ... And slow again, because of my excess with sugar consumption. Why, you ask? Something is missing or …
: A day with ... A little bit of clear skies and sunlight, temperatures jumped immediately. Not really a healthy …
: Cold and windy ... The wind let anything feel colder as it may was. Not a great day, even after walking in the morning, …
: A good day ... Did a lot of talking and got a sore throat, because of it. Still quite cold in the area and hope …
: Another day ... In the shop and I getting somewhere. I soon should be able to really do work in it, being aware of …
: I listened ... To TeamHuman Podcast (Episode “Lisa Lovebucket”) today and it’s okay as well as …
: When people ... Talking bad about things, are telling they are sorry for those affected, but also experiencing …
: Finally ... I did it and got the Airbag out of the air cushioned seat, it was embarrassing too, because my …
: Better than ... Expected was my day today after a restless night. I learned today, that I do keep on occasion the …
: And so dark ... Too throughout the day, because of the clouds. It’s crazy to think about it, my little girl …
: "Freaking" cold outside ... Better described, temperatures changing quickly on a low level and it even impacts my wellbeing …
: So cold ... Here and wet. I’m guessing the temperatures are well below normal for the time of the year, …
: A lot of rain ... Came down here during the day, it’s still raining. Have to admit it was getting dry, but the …
: Working on it ... To reduce my sugar intake, still hard with all the food we’re surrounded by. Sunshine today …
: Manual work ... Half of the day and it worked well, my body was exhausted at times but for the right reasons. Felt …
: I received ... Another great tool today, it is for voice recording, but after a couple of minutes testing it, it …
: I've to ... Get my house in order, better my sugar addiction. Yes, I moved my body a lot today, but not enough …
: Watched a ... Couple of YouTube Videos to understand certain things better, remembering others. A lot of good …
: I know ... What I want to do, but without hurting (in an environmental sense), or taking away from others, …
: All colors matter ... Because all of us are, more or less, part of an invasive species. That’s what humankind is …
: Another 8 ... Today and getting faster as well, but the morning wasn’t that great. The rest, was preparing …
: Getting better ... Every day, even so I’m not always believe in it and yes, there are setbacks at times, but …
: What I'm wondering ... So much is, that people still believe everything is going on like it did for the last 20-30 years. …
: Naturally ... All was turning to the better today, but I think, to be honest and open with your deepest …
: I am cursed ... Or simple an idiot, especially when it comes to IT it looks like, because I forgot after an hour …
: The wind from ... The south and how my brain reacts isn’t really a nice thing, it cost me most of my day. In the …
: The construct ... Of “competition” is a good thing for what? In a monetary system, it is only destroying …
: Patience is .... What I’ve to have with myself, because the great thing with “my problems” are, …
: The worries and hopes ... When I see little children, they now know, yet nothing, what is going on around them, they will …
: Great stuff ... Coming out of WWDC22 (Apple’s Developer Conference), but I can not really enjoy it. Because …
: The technology ... Is here, but instead of putting anything towards eg. data collection, … to further keep life …
: Another dark day ... Here in our area, it feels like late autumn, more than anything else. Tomorrow is WWDC22 starting …
: Right in ... Time (before the rain), I walked 6km today and thankfully just after my return my neighbor helped me …
: Slowly ... I think it goes up, I walked 6km like in 2 hours, but I did it. I’m watching “Strangers …
: Another ... Uneasy day for me and so angry about myself, this slowness, weakness and tiredness. Like I would …
: So slow ... No go … I’m getting impatient with myself, because lately I’m lacking energy …
: Still lacking ... Energy and most of the day tried to cope with coughing. Two days now I didn’t walk, because no …
: Like with ... Climate change, it definitely will become worse now, before it can be any better again. My body just …
: A hard day ... Because the coughing was omnipresent and cost a lot of energy. I did a few things to bring order in …
: I would like ... To tell you what a great, caring father I am, there for my kids to lean on me if they aren’t …
: Sunshine again ... For more then a few minutes. My girl is still sick and I started, before she came down to my place, …
: Yes… Sometimes it feels like you are simple unlucky, bad minutes piling up over the day, but once more …
: I identified ... The reason for my suffering, a bad batch (maybe pesticides?) in dried Goji berries send to me from …
: A truth is ... There are only two gods the majority of people are praying to, money and weapons, by the way very …
: Oh my bad mood ... But on the other hand, I’m happy, because I’m here, can observe and there are many …
: One of .. The weapons of mass destruction are “patents”, specially and as 99% I assume are hold, …
: A not great day ... Yesterday, one bad move and it messed up my back again. The whole day between back pain and stomach …
: I can make ... A recommendation today. Watched a nice film today, a simple one, a lovely story about realizing what …
: Going into ... Home Automation and learning new stuff, but have to admit I’m quite “low level” …
: Nothing lost ... Nothing won. I walked early in the day, it was a good decision later there came a lot of rain and …
: A wet day ... But walked in the dry, so once more, lucky me. The rest of the day was slower as expected, but I …
: Another day ... That I don’t know what to say, except I’m thankful that I’m still here …
: I fixed ... Things today and it was a good feeling. I also repeated some learned stuff from yesterday and it …
: Now ... I’m going to learn with my daughter finally programming it looks like. She’s interested …
: Why do people ... Not understand, if your environment isn’t in good shape, becomes hostile and dangerous, you …
: I do not … Hate (you), but I don’t understand (you) either. How do we overcome this, for the sake of our …
: Have the summit ... Been reached? In understanding that “the economy” (monetary system) is only a gameplay, …
: Feeling bad ... As being useless too. I thought, a bike ride will help … Then my back kicked in (hurting), as …
: A crazy world ... In life as on the screen, are we all may already be lost, in our stories? With all the good that …
: I hoped ... Naively that its over with my stomach issues, but they are not. So stupid, as I ate something, even …
: Cut the grass ... Walked again and my belly still doesn’t behave. But it was a wonderful day. I’m happy to …
: Not yet ... Fully recovered but I walked again and was way more active, productive than yesterday. Still my …
: Hit by ... The bus after eating something in the morning that was bad, or my stomach didn’t like. Took me …
: Sunshine and ... Mowing the neighbours field. I worked for exchange of time and house sitting when I’m gone. So …
: TIR ... Today I remembered … to not follow your assumptions blindly, because they could be as simple …
: I helped ... Today someone and I realised it wasn’t not for this person, it was for my daughter, or mainly …
: Worked in ... My workshop again in the afternoon, repairing my driver seat. Did other little things, realising …
: The weather ... Warm, humid, no clear sky the whole day - the rain kindly waited until the evening. I got stuff done …
: A day ... Full of weakness, again. It’s so annoying and don’t really have an explanation for it. …
: Yesterday ... Because it started with losing my curiosity and that was a really scary place I didn’t want to …
: When you start ... To fear losing it completely - your sanity, faith and hope. The talk yesterday was a good one, but …
: Not a great day ... But in the evening a very good talk with another human being helped a lot to forget about being slow …
: When you want ... To being smart and it isn’t really enough, when you want to be capable to also, do good. Had …
: A day ... Were people came back from their holidays and it was nice to see them again, healthy and happy. I …
: A good ... Peaceful day, I realised that really most of my days are good. A friends father just died and I was …
: A simple day ... All what I could be have done is to pay bills, moving money around - nothing of value for life …
: I'm really losing ... My hope for humanity. Why you ask? I had to call my bank, explaining my problem to 4 different …
: Crazy unbelievable ... How useless I was during the whole morning, half the day until 1500. But just at that time, I put …
: I drove ... My eBike today, used luckily the right clothes to not freeze to much as the wind was cold. I was …
: A day ... Where I just not talked myself out of doing my walk. Good so, because also today I ate a lot. Waking …
: An Easter Sunday ... I didn’t walk, I ate to much sugar, I ate mainly sugar, I watched to much television, but I …
: The 3 dimensions ... Not what you think, but an interesting point of view with regards the west, east & digital …
: A sleepless night ... An active morning and dreams of love and good relationships. All phantasies imagined to compensate …
: I know ... Humankind isn’t really important in the scale over time of the planet’s existence. But …
: The more ... Stupid decisions are made, the more we’ll going towards WWIII. The US/Nato are giving more …
: The day after ... Our return. I was happy to wake up in the morning and to sleep in a real bed again, after 10 days on …
: Traveling ... Back or home 🤔. This time anything worked well and I’m thankful that we arrived safe at home. …
: No gains ... No hope (?). The trip, I repeat myself, is a financial disaster and the hope to compensate the …
: An unexpected ... Offer and a day with old friends. The best you can always do is to let go of real or imagined …
: When you ... Have to admit, lastly it’s all your mental state. I had a couple of pro-active health checks, …
: There is ... A chance that I can see again without glasses after more than 42 years. The investment and a certain …
: The families ... We create for ourselves. Got in touch with an old friend, he’s still a little bit quirky as he …
: Healthy … I am and grateful for it too. So Healthy and Free are the most precious things you …
: When war ... Becomes a lying machine. Where stories get produced, yes real people killed, but no one really know …
: When you can't ... Only worry about the world and have to about your own child. My older daughter is in troubles and I …
: When snow falls ... I’m wish in Ireland it would be more snow, because it brings so much peace and quiet into the …
: After 2 weeks ... Of beautiful weather back in Ireland, I come here to Austria to get the full scale of “April …
: A day ... After three years, back home at my Origin. Still I do see myself as “earth citizen” and …
: And it was ... A disaster. The first time since I’m responsible for my own families travel, my own, I was 3 …
: Tomorrow ... I travel the first time after 3 years. It looks like it is still a mess, because our …
: Hard to miss ... The “Will Smith slap”, a typical case were both sides were wrong. Chris Rock …
: Another great day ... It’s so unreal that are, as really always, so many people are dying, even they don’t …
: The thorns ... Were everywhere, my hands, arms and legs are scratched, but after a while it doesn’t hurt …
: Nice weather ... No nap and a lot of doubt for one day. I watched in the evening this “crazy, fascinating …
: Why not ... Simple avoid world war three and concentrate completely on climate change, instead wasting time with …
: Look ... Up, Down, Around and even inside yourself and never stop exploring. But also watch out for examples, …
: There are ... So many beautiful, talented, smart women out there at any age. Today I was allowed to see one of …
: One thing ... I and looking outside, humankind doesn’t really do even so we claim that we can, we are making …
: I do use git ... Again. Always feels to me like the first time, so my intelligence is limited. A dull day weather …
: Cold and constant ... Wind the whole day and quite cloudy - dark most of the time. I was lazy or simple tired and …
: Watching "Upload" ... In love with one of the female characters since season one, played by Andy Allo. I know is a man …
: We take ... Looking at myself, I still do it too. Had a nice walk in sunshine in the afternoon but altogether, I …
: The heroes ... We seek. I had to write a letter yesterday to Mr. Power and Yes, I asked him if he’s a …
: Using the ... Waiting time. I did that quite successful today, filled it with calls, scheduling appointments, …
: Such a beautiful day ... I was allowed to experience here today. I’m thankful to be able to enjoy it, as I was a lot …
: I watched ... Interstellar again today. I like the films music a lot and this movie kinda give hope, as we do need …
: A cloudy morning ... Followed by a very wet afternoon. But living in a country where no constant shooting goes on, is all …
: The normality ... Of a Friday. Signing off for the weekend. If there would be such a thing anymore - every day has to …
: Until mankind ... Died out, or we wake up and protest not only against war, but against all governments who now …
: This world ... Is full of crazy leaders and the only way they are leading us, is into oblivion. I’m not even …
: Don't look ... For answers, they aren’t given by the broad media. Ask questions yourself, look around you and …
: Tired ... As so often and also a little lost, not using it as an excuse, it doesn’t change the fact. …
: I want to raise your attention ... The EU governments, who are in bed with nations like Russia when it comes to oil and gas, invest now …
: Always ... Enjoy any minute of your life - not standing on the shoulders of others.
: A beautiful day ... But the people around me aren’t relaxed. My daughter got dropped unexpected this morning, …
: Don't forget ... It’s not the Russian people who want war, it’s a relatively small number of persons …
: Not many things ... That worked today for me. The weather was miserable at well and the fighting didn’t stop …
: A dose of ... Sunshine and I took a full load of it. Thankful to be able to do so - without fear to get shoot or …
: We only have time ... For one more thing, become neutral towards this planet. Because soon it doesn’t matter where …
: So it will ... Be the same here again … The “human virus” didn’t succeed in this solar …
: The only answer ... Is to stop as quickly as it started and never condemn the majority for something that a few are …
: We only ... Have to be kind to each other, then there is no need to take anyone’s else life.
: A white morning ... It was beautiful, I like snow and I miss it that there are no “real 4 seasons” anymore. …
: No fun ... At all. Not able to find someone so far who is able or willing to take care of my broken water pipe. …
: A day ... With reveals I don’t wanted to find. Have a broken main water pipe in the floor, that means a …
: Finally ... Quiet again, after a very stormy night. No damages, so happy about that. But I hardly found sleep, …
: Did I mentioned ... Storm yesterday? So no news here today either, still stormy. The only difference, the storm, …
: The wind ... Is picking up again and new storm warnings are posted. A German weather journalist said it best …
: Lucky ... Nothing then a few broken branches and stuff in the garden got damaged. A few hours without power …
: Prepared for ... The impact and hoping that nothing bad will happen. The problem with the storm is, it just is and so …
: Not much ... To say today. A little bit worried, the storm this day had a rather low impact here in the area, but …
: I learned ... Today a few things, I did stuff that I never really applied before, but it worked seamless. So hope …
: Today I talked ... With someone from China. He’s in Ireland for 20 yrs. already, but has family still living …
: I had ... And enjoyed sunshine. That’s all and it is just good enough for a day.
: Yes, we all ... Will die. But do we really have to constantly increase suffering for everyone and all the life, …
: Today I write ... Twice. I just read some Tweets about the “CIA revelations” from yesterday. So what …
: It is unbelievable ... That we listen to a bunch of people mainly way over 50, telling us what to think and do - so we risk …
: The biggest … Opponent I’ve to face, is always me, myself. Many have said that, I know, unfortunately it …
: When you ... Feel all day long tired and dragged down, it’s not nice, you feel quite worthless, but you …
: Three ... Humankind realizes that it act like cancer on this planet and towards all life it is surrounded by. …
: Two ... Recycle and recover any materials generated as waste (from landfill sites, plastics anywhere) by …
: One ... Remove all the particles and gases that were introduced by humanity into the atmosphere since …
: How to … Formulating the three wishes properly, to save and sustain all life on the planet? Or instead …
: Unprepared ... But I was walking in sunshine and builded up a good mood, so nothing really could touch me today. …
: An early morning ... Again … plus an emergency, as it turned out, that wasn’t one. But it was sold that way …
: Another why … Why are so many people brought up with hate, rage, mistrust? In other words, living a life in …
: Better today ... The wind calms down now in the evening I hope and my head clears as well, it looks like I’m …
: Today ... Anything annoys me, even I about myself. My body let me down today and people they should support me …
: I'm sad ... This evening, was watching an old film, with an attractive actress, a little bit older than myself. …
: A slow day ... I know, I’m recently quiet fixated on myself, but it is my hope not only to die off, instead …
: I wrote … Yesterday “… not for the money …” and totally forgot “… not for competition …
: I want ... Also a lot, my ego wants, such as become a Think Tank creator, at least being part of one. Not for …
: A setback ... Only one day, I hope. My night sleep times getting shorter and shorter at the moment. Today I slept …
: A clear night ... With medium light pollution. It was beautiful to stand outside looking up, enjoying the waste amount …
: What happens ... Next? For me it feels like three old man have their personal issues and because they want to turn …
: How do ... We approach “Team Human”? I was listening to the podcast of the same name today, with a …
: Get rid of ... The attack vector. The decentralization of an idea, the founder/ceo and its good intentions s/he …
: The double edged sword again ... And why AR (Augmented-, not so much, Virtual-Reality) can be a solution, as well as both can become …
: So tomorrow ... Then I hand over the bank drafts, I’ll learn how much I’ve to pay in Dec. on Capital …
: I got ... My final invoice from my lawyer and he lied to me, because telling me it won’t be more then 7k …
: We have to be … Honest in using science, too. The math, so science tells too, our growth as humans in numbers, is an …
: The craziness ... Lies in the details and I’m too tired to write about them today. The last week was great for …
: A quiet Sunday ... Sunshine, alive and had a good day, I ate way too much sugar. Looking forward to do good in the …
: We don't need ... More prestige buildings, office buildings, or similar, for a few “ego driven people”. …
: The most important … Repeating and intentional task in my day, every day, is living my life. I realized that today once …
: The transition ... Will be the part that costs the most lives and will create suffering, because of war on top of …
: Accept ... And also Ignore the details, without being rude about it. I posted a comment on a YT today, because …
: Luck is ... To have the opportunity/possibility to be thankful for everything in your life. My neighbor visited, …
: So it was ... Interesting, looking back at yesterday, not that much energy, but successful in all the things I …
: A good day ... I made good choices. I made progress and learned stuff. I had my daughter around and we had fun, …
: Happy that ... My younger daughter is with me, my older one I hope is doing fine, too. Found a spot between the …
: It could be ... Even funny, but it’s not. Watching the people turning, I think getting turned, against …
: Not a lot ... Of sleep I was able to have last night. Tired, but started to clean out the room, storing all the …
: Always ... Be carefully suspicious, stay infinite curious, when you’re outside, look up and around you. …
: Bringing context ... To the film “Don’t Look Up” (Netflix) that I mentioned recently, putting instead a …
: Yesterday I was ... Holding on to former acquired knowledge for solving a problem, but luckily did not stop to be …
: There will be ... No one Hero, Saint or You, it always will be us, capable of saving this planet for all living …
: A crazy first ... Of the year. My day was completely mad, all was I tried to address is now working, but I needed a …
: Happy New Year ... That more good days, than bad ones are lying ahead of us all. 🥳
: I completely ... Agree with Neil DeGrasse Tyson on this, the film “Don’t Look Up” (Netflix) is a …
: The last authority … It always have to be you. Nobody you see on a screen, you read about in a newspaper, or stands right …
: To leave ... Something behind. In my case and seen from now, that my kids have a solid financial base, when …
: My kids ... Are, my older daughter was, with me today and I’m happy about that. I learned that my …
: Will it be ... Going further to be a world, where we want our kids, ourselves to live in? When we don’t give …
: Thanks ... The “James Webb telescope” finally and successfully launched today into space and it …
: Merry Christmas ... If you celebrate it. But I think the best way to put it … That many more good days, than bad …
: Recognized ... But not validated. An actress/actor on screen, it is different for them, to do the same on stage, …
: I'm the genius Who died, before he became one. Who’s taking all of his knowledge with him, into his grave. 😁 …
: When it ... Feels like anything falls apart, because the majority of us hard working people, in IT as an …
: The thing with ... FOMO (fear of missing out). I didn’t even knew, or forget it over and over again for what it …
: Why does ... Even in countries with Universal Healthcare, like Austria, are all of the systems in decline? …
: The problem with vaccinations ... It is not about the science behind it. It’s about how this science gets deployed with regards …
: The focus on ... Several things, that I want to put on. Many ideas that I have, but I can not act on them, because I …
: I don't have ... The final numbers, but my biggest Christmas present to myself this year is, after paying my ex-wife …
: The long way ... To the post office, with the electro bike and I’m happy to have it. It took away to much …
: When others ... Dictate what you have to, when you have to do it, even it is completely unrelated to any human …
: When the illusions ... Take over and reality get rejected by the masses. And you’re thinking, I’m only imagine …
: Getting angry ... When reading in a smart book, I guess, that Mindfulness was applied in the training for troops to …
: The unbelievable speed ... Of climate change, that will keep us busy beyond all the other “imagined necessities” of …
: My daughter is ... Here with me again, I missed her. I’m so unbelievable tired still, walking outside, also is …
: To be cursed ... With knowledge, what I’m definitely not. Still it hurts to look into this world and see that …
: Not there yet ... My head, sinuses are not opening up and that feels like as if your brain is shrinking. It’s …
: A big tree fell ... I’m thankful it didn’t hit the house, but it was close. An old tree, incapable in …
: A storm is coming ... I wrote this before, but it will be part of our future, that the storms will be more violent and …
: The aftermath ... The long way back, it’s tiring and also fascinating - or not so much. My Taste Buds never lost …
: When your body ... Isn’t healing as you’re used to it. It’s annoying and exhausting, but I’m …
: Another old film ... I’m watched today. I catching myself with the thought about the better old times. But that is …
: Flying away ... With my dragon for good. I watched “How To Train Your Dragon” today, always gives me a …
: Not a great ... Day, that would give some positive outlook of healing, but I’m still here, not giving up. I …
: So COV-SARS 2 is a bitch ... And gives you no clear path, to heal from it. But I’m getting there and as long as I’m …
: Shorts ... Short times awake; short walks; short daily entries … may even accelerated shrinking (active …
: A walk already ... Not the usual length, but energy hopefully builds up back steady.
: Recovering ... So not much happens, beside waking up to realize being tired already again.
: Fully arrived ... In being sick. Including falling a sleep on the couch (to soft) yesterday and my back is killing me …
: Why … I’m writing this, something that is not promoted, may no one will ever read, I ask myself …
: Is it that … Simple? 🤔 The more fears you “inject” in people via media, etc. The easier it is to …
: The cold ... Or whatever, has me too - not fun to feel sick anyhow, not really bad but with my history, it will …
: Not much ... Happened in this little world of mine. I won’t complain, because it was a beautiful day, …
: What can ... I say, it was a beautiful day, the clear night - moon and stars in the sky are beautiful. The crisp …
: Another day ... I listened to a Podcast with a very interesting guest Iain McGilchrist, he has a good view on things …
: Can I become ... A moon once, orbiting one of our planets in the system?😁 Because it may not matter, my size I mean, …
: The planet ... Nature thinking 🤔. “If you humans always try to outdo me, I’ve to force balance back on …
: Becoming … A scientist I think, means to be capable of asking an infinite amount of “What if …” …
: I had some ... Thoughts in the morning, during meditating, but all is gone now. It’s amazes me, how people, …
: Will it be ... A good year - see, it depends, if we’re going back to be humans who care about each other as …
: A good day ... With my younger daughter, even so we had to go for an COVID-19 test. We extended the drive to make …
: Simple tired ... Was a good day, even with a little bit of blue skies, for short times.
: Following up ... With the next news, that shows how broken the system is. Today, Astra-Zeneca (I may be wrong on …
: The things happen ... Unvaccinated people get treated differently and restricted, not even questioned why they …
: It's the commitment ... That’s why I’m writing every day, walk every day and don’t give up hope, that life …
: A day ... Where I’ve not much to say, except I’m thankful to be here. Capable of being around (at …
: We are ... Haunted by nothingness. I was listen to an earnings call review and it is the actual trend. Making …
: The Chase ... One of the StarTrek TNG episodes (S6:E20), it would be so great, if it would be understood here on …
: The days ... When you believe you’re going to die anyhow, usually aren’t that day of your death. Had …
: Go out ... See the world, before we destroy it. Is that what our youth is thinking? Because we give them all …
: It was ... Complicated today, once more. I was bad-tempered as I was woke up by Alarms coming from the UPS, the …
: The problem ... With everything, not only Jon Stewart. Interesting show on Apple TV+ (The problem with Jon Stewart), …
: Feeling lonely ... What a few photos of your kids can cause. Maybe I’m only weak and stupid, but in a functional …
: It getting ... Cool and rainy. I’m still completely out of sync, because of the end of summertime and running …
: Not that ... I’m a good driver, because I drive not much, but I use my steering wheel and not drive …
: Lucky and ... Not today. I walked in sunshine, but some things weren’t that great after all and they count …
: Is it ... True? My little girl said that I’ve behaviour issues today, as I mentioned certain things. She …
: Too many ... Unanswered questions, uncertainty and the realisation that the pandemic is far from over. I do think …
: We knew it .... Already for and received the warnings for decades now. But even presented in a gentle way, like in …
: Today I saw ... Again this woman, I know she’s 28, because she told me once (smalltalk only, she being nice to …
: I gained weight ... Because I ate to much sugar again. Do I really want to kill myself? Sometimes it feels that way - …
: We are ... Curious by nature, I think. More and more often society norms, are taking that away from us and it …
: I came across ... A great book. I only be through the first four chapters, already laughed a lot and it gives hope, …
: I enjoyed ... That I am capable to listen to music, in the evening today. It is a beautiful thing, human made. I …
: When everything is ... Becoming a deal now. I was looking into NFTs (Non-fungible Token) and hope we’re not going to …
: I really have ... A strong believe that anyone has the right to live a good life. Even they I don’t like, or the …
: Just saw ... A pheasant in the field during my walk today, managed to grow up and now lives in constant panic, …
: I was struggling ... Throughout the day to keep my energy up, quite warm and very humid and also a way to tired. I ate a …
: I felt so ... Blessed being able to walk outside this morning, a very bright, peaceful autumn morning. The …
: Learning and ... Doing feels good. I had a good day today and it felt, I can change things to the better. It …
: What is ... Our reality? For me, it’s still the impression of being alive. Woke up this morning, felt okay …
: Are we going ... To slow down everything in our societies anyway in the end? I don’t think it will be a bad …
: Amazing how ... Angry (or crazy) I am today. Half of the day I felt like Rumpelstilzchen, not able to reach my own …
: We still ... Overshoot in all areas that are guaranteed end prematurely our lives, instead of saving it and all …
: One planet 🌍... Not a flat coin you can flip around to get the shiny side up again.
: I walked ... In beautiful sunshine yesterday afternoon (on Saturday) and there was nothing that I missed, that …
: I don't need ... To create or find a (new) cult. I do need worldwide change = “an awakening to reality” …
: A "Free Guy" day ... The first film, in a long time, I watched. It was fun, a love story that found it’s way back …
: The game ... We all have to play and it causes suffering and only losses, only a few story tellers win in it. The …
: The drain ... Is ready for the heavy rain that is expected tomorrow. I do think - fear, not really, but we have to …
: The days ... When you just wake up in the morning, happy in realising that “Life” still loves you, …
: The Orville ... A more actual StarTrek, then all the other franchises out there? Something good, without to much …
: Guilt free ... Flying like the crows I watched in the morning during my walk. They showed of a few very good …
: Everyone is ... Playing, only one is really winning big, the Irish Lottery Organization. Because we have an unusual …
: The amount of ... Apocalyptic films and series is staggering. It feels like the filmmakers, directors are all …
: And I thought ... there was a mutual interest to talk, but it was only customer service. 😢 Was in a shop two days ago …
: Tired after a restless night and ... It became an interesting day, because I had one issue after another that needed attention, of course …
: I try ... To life like a baby (a little child) - curious of any moment in time, that is. So I stared at clouds …
: Sharpening ... The “reality axe”. Yes, we have the pressing and in any way life changing, fast …
: Someone who was ... Not thinking that much, choose the name. Instead of exactly describing and following the procedure, …
: A day ... With sunshine for a while and I was lucky to choose a got time for my walk. But I was a way to …
: A day ... Rescheduling in waiting for a package arrival, that didn’t arrive. It isn’t really that …
: How to get rid ... Of useless (or helpless) politicians? Put a law for all of them in place, doesn’t matter which …
: The thing ... With power. I didn’t read the book yet but it’s already on my kindle. Team Human Podcast …
: The cold ... Is back, I’m not talking about the weather. Looking at all this “old …
: Life is good ... But I’m still not that smart after all this years, once more I ate late and too much, even …
: I suggest ... To listen, because it is a good “Think again” exercise, to the whole episode (2 parts). …
: The guitar playing ... Of my little daughter started. I was never that consequent in my life, at least not in her age. She …
: A big pile of jelly ... That how I felt most time of today. To make things more pleasant for me, during my walk an insect …
: High level suffering ... Patent Trolls, Innovation and a f** bad Internet connectivity in the area. Is that really what I …
: Why do I've to deal ... With certain people, again and again, I do not want to have in my life anymore? I wish them well, …
: Good news ... At a rainy, dark day. Certain things I hoped for, did arrive. But all the stuff brings me always in …
: Keep the ... Kids away from their devices, because they can’t control themselves at all anymore. I thought, …
: No rain ... At all for the most part of the day. I do have sometimes a slight feeling of …, about the …
: A working day ... For me like any day of my life when the pump in my body is working, I will do it too. Don’t …
: The technology ... Doesn’t work well enough and we still get the stories told, that it will safe us. Also to many …
: I'm not ... That old, but I’m not really getting off the ground easily, after a “bad day”. A …
: Complicated ... Day for myself, I felt not very well. Immediately, everything else becomes unimportant, because …
: The greenwash ... of our brains. I read a very interesting article today about an exploration company doing mapping, …
: Yesterday ... I sounded very pessimistic, once more. But as always, that’s not the purpose, of how I …
: Do we ... Do Sundays? Can we do Sunday’s? Can we afford to do Sundays anymore? Just today confirmed for …
: A little bit ... Of rain in the late afternoon, enough that I stopped working outside. I made a good choice, in …
: The two ... Bears inside of each of us. A story I was reminded today, as I was watching a film (was used there, …
: Because, ... We can’t eat or shit out the money, that we’ll still believe so strongly in … a …
: When you ... Believe, anything is going wrong, but you’re still here, it can’t be that bad after all. …
: Can I not ... Stop anymore. I working at the garden, there’s a lot to do - does it make sense? I hope. I did …
: Simple ... Very tired today. A weather change too, our two weeks of summer we had here are over and it looks …
: To see ... Humanity in each other. Not be afraid and not get blinded, by what media may provide about others. …
: Which destiny ... Should be chosen? Which goal to achieve? For me it became clear, maybe way to late, the only …
: I was shrinking further ... During working outside and have at least twice as much sweat glands as any other human being. 😁 The …
: I am ... Just a very weird fish. It getting hotter here in Ireland and now in the evening no wind, getting …
: I feel ... Shorter today. Worked outside, not used to it and/or simple already old. So I hope the aftermath …
: Thought ... It won’t work well, my body today, had to take a break during the day. But the energy came …
: Why ... The film Coda touched me deeply? Because it showed in a healthy way, what “normal …
: Many things ... Are not working today for me. The bank(s) behind it, their Apps that are not working … It …
: I was watching ... The film Coda (at Apple+) and realised, we have so many challenges that we’re forget most of …
: Whatever you ... Think about my writing, I doesn’t care, because I love doing it. In the end I’ll try to …
: So funny ... When watching the last two seasons of the “x-files”. So many parallels to reality, for …
: When the ... Good ones passing by, because of the unbroken faith in, that business growth will be the solution …
: I recorded ... My voice today. Not for the first time, but for the first time with an intention behind it. To use …
: Grumpy and ... Unsatisfied with my new glasses, because I ordered the lenses with regards options like my old ones …
: Creating, not ... Consuming to much, is the ongoing challenge for me. Why, because all of this content is having an …
: Today I feel ... Like the weather, rainy and dreary. For the last three days I tried to move myself against my inner …
: An allergic reaction ... After shaving my face. I hope it will soothe down soon. Another small step in the further …
: I was working outside ... But the people who committed to do work, didn’t show up, or way later than expected and …
: Trapping yourself ... By doing stupid mistakes, even count up on them. I solved them later on, but time wasted, too. Some …
: Was it a ... Wasted day? Not sure about that, but felt like that way. Also just received a message/text from an …
: The regulations ... That leave out so many (especially 3rd world countries), but the danger won’t go away because …
: The things ... That can’t be fixed anymore, but how much would be easily avoidable. There must be more …
: It's getting ... Not better, because it’s easier to mistrust, blame and condemn up front. Anything gets more …
: The final impression ... We stick with, forgetting all the good parts. Described in the book “Happy” (by Derren …
: When I feel down ... I have to remember, to realize … I’m alive, so, I can experience it. I can write, so, …
: The only ... Real competition, you ever really can have, is with yourself. I repeat myself, but we need less …
: The bad news ... Will always reach you anyhow. I didn’t read any news today and it kept me productive. But sad …
: The highest Austrian official ... Said it, that it’s time to get from talking, more quickly to doing, when it comes to climate …
: What a beautiful world ... We should not give it up, because it is like our own life, a present to be live here. I know for a …
: I watched ... Happy Feet (2006) a children’s film, but with a serious topic nicely covered in a sweet and …
: Even if we ... Are all gone, the stuff we leave behind would still destroy any life on this planet for a few …
: Our own ego ... Only wanted for us to survive, but we made more out of it. I got further through “The Elephant …
: The thing we ... Already lost in believing in capitalism, or in other words, that money will save us (any form of the …
: The great conflicts ... In a human’s life, in my life. I saw a few pictures from EAA 2021 and it made me sad. I was so …
: Whenever it ... Feels empty you watch some StarTrek TNG and realize how interesting it was when they started, …
: Technology dies too ... More precisely Hardware “fades away slowly”, because of strains like e.g. heat, of its …
: What do I (we) ... Know about? Not really much in the vast space of knowledge accumulated over the centuries by …
: How to not ... Become a villain? In being compassionate, friendly to everyone, warm hearted and using empathy when …
: The exercise ... I’ve to do over and over again, taking off my blinkers. Because then, I seeing for myself what …
: Amazing how much ... I’m still capable of exploding, because of rather little things, caused by myself. But it is a …
: Another hot day ... As I’m not used to that kind of heat anymore, never was (?), it was an exhausting day, even so …
: When you see life… As a present, that you can unpack every day again, then there is no fear anymore and your purpose …
: Dear fellow road users ... Human beings should, beside any kind of animals (living beings), be always first - your car …
: When thinking ... Is taken away from us, will it replaced by what?? I recently learned about a Podcast (DarkHorse), …
: When reality ... Is catching up on us. As I didn’t known until today, because I realized I didn’t watched …
: Friends are gone ... My ex-wife “kidnapped” the horses from the fields, officially they’re not mine, I …
: The evening ... Was the most relaxing part of the day, with the most light, too. I ate to much today, but I enjoyed …
: The big unknown ... How are the vaccination long term impacts on the body will be. Don’t get me wrong, I’m …
: Time to relax ... In watching this relaxing and nice “scale of perspective” …. Also listen to this …
: The role models ... That lost their glimmer, along the way. Because they turned out to have more black spots on them, …
: Less drama ... More trust - security - love (not mistaken with sex). May that is, what we all need more of, these …
: Use your tools ... I like Apple stuff with all its downsides, overpaid eg. But I used handwriting on the iPad today and …
: 6 hours ... Are not enough sleep for me, my body. Strange weather with temperatures of only 11ºC in the morning …
: Communications ... Two ways today with my girls, happy that they are able, enjoying their time at the beach. It is …
: A muted day ... Where is my energy, couldn’t find it for today. Tired and slow, annoying when you want to …
: I'm happy for ... And I’m thankful that, my kids have the opportunity in having a vacation again, because their …
: To differentiate ... Many things developing and getting better, many things get left behind. I woke up today and was way …
: Dear Farmer's ... I appreciate your work, but I do have concerns about the ones who still believe in putting even more …
: Do we have ... Not already enough? I thinking of doing content creation, not sure it will find it’s place in …
: Sometimes ... After the apocalypse, we will meet. Great statement by Andy Weir (The Martitian, Hail Mary, …
: Humankind's tombstone ... ”… we did it for the money - yeah … and wait … for the capitalist economy …
: A great day of ... Sunshine with the right temperature, not as crazy hot like in Austria with up to 40,5ºC. It is …
: Dual movement ... In the morning driving the bike, in the evening walking. My car is officially off the road, as I …
: Thinking in bubbles ... Before I get into the details, I’m also doing this as human being as well (only at times, I …
: 💨💨💨 ... Annoying, but also produced power for the grid. My problem with it, we’re still using more …
: Being not ... Smart is completely fine for me. And so I’m enjoying myself in just being alive, ate enough …
: Recognizing a full moon ... Even so I can’t see him through the thick layer of clouds that we have here today. Listened to …
: Where I stopped yesterday ... I have to continue today, it’s about what we learn from Amazon warehouses destroying goods. …
: It doesn't end ... At Amazon Warehouses. The BBC broadcasted, renewed a story about the mass destruction of goods. It …
: An angry me ... Because I researched about surveillance cameras. In doing so I realized and started to think, what …
: A day with ... An unexpected visit from a friend and a bird’s clan I was worried about, but they showed up …
: The sadness ... Kicked in again, as I saw an “accidental fire” of one of the farmer’s outside …
: The Emergency ... Is real. So please anyone should watch it and react not with indifference, as usual. Seen “Breaking …
: To bring ... Balance back and learn to love it. Yes, you can say sustainability to it too. One of this …
: About the ... Naysayers and the Ego. Listened to a conversation on YouTube, between Greta Thunberg & Arnold …
: An early rising ... Was up at 0430 this morning, couldn’t find sleep anymore, so I did my walk in the morning. …
: Wonderful things ... I was remembered in watching a short YouTube Video and that is why I want and hope that humanity …
: Nature isn't ... Always that great either. Watched two crows (they are very territorial) bringing down a gripping …
: Listened to ... Another Podcast today, about vaccines and issues with some of them. And the main issues with all …
: All this brutality ... I see in films and the amount is growing, the barrier goes down, what is shown. I don’t know …
: A cleansing process ... Since days I’m dreaming a lot, can vividly remember them and this dreams are exhausting, …
: The hard thing ... About being able to build up a relationship again. I saw stunning, beautiful women to my eye today - …
: I mounted something ... It worked well and I was not to detailed, but also think I did a good job with it. A lot done today, …
: Selection follows focus ... I’m still a novice, I don’t get it at all yet, but I listen and try to bend my brain …
: Sorry ... Digging in all the new stuff just released by Apple, it’s amazing how easy it is also for me …
: Tomorrow ... WWDC starts, Apple’s developer conference. So many things changed, so much dirty clothes were …
: Greenwashing ... Our souls, telling ourselves what is right and wrong, often without questioning. In the end we often …
: I did it ... I had the talk and it doesn’t ease the overall situation, but it cleared the field and facts …
: A fear ... That have to be taken head on, to clarify things and release a certain pain. It won’t be an …
: Dotted skin ... An invasion of the midges, very tiny creatures. I accept them, but not like them and because of the …
: Powerless ... Instead of limitless, once more. I think a lot about the electrification of cars lately, it is like …
: When the Farmers ... Go mad again, at least the ones who do the grass cutting. It feels like they don’t even get …
: Can you ... Can I feel the essence of life? I’m not really sure about that, but I was standing outside and …
: After 16:00 ... The sun finally came out, more precise, the clouds started to dissolve, were moved on. I did …
: Will it work ... Today I asked my younger daughter, if she’s interested to work with me together on Electronic …
: We do not ... Learn? I attended an IT Conference today and I got sad, because they are talking about anything has …
: The day ... I walked twice and had sunshine, too. Had to bring a “dropped off” dog back and I did it …
: Go create ... Don’t stop Be yourself On any occasion write, on any canvas the only way to improve and speed …
: This is not a test ... We really should be capable of taking away the suffering we’re causing each other. We …
: Is it ... Still a life, or existence only? I hope it doesn’t become that way for our kids, because if we …
: Today I felt ... As I had took a pill - not in Ibiza, a sleeping one, right in the morning. And I was fighting all …
: A productive ... Day in the household, including cooking. A timely good decision, to go on my walk. Right on time to …
: Love is ... Where to food will be present. No I’m not talking about my kids, another old film, with a …
: The repetition... About the only one 100% true thing in life, our own death. I don’t remember myself about it, …
: The rain was gone ... In the evening and I was outside, the animals around me. It was peaceful, quiet, I was able to hear …
: The good ... Self talk that let you overcome all your challenges, because it let you know you’re the only …
: Sunday with ... A friend who walked with me the whole distance. A little bit slower as I’m used to, but …
: Living with ... The possibility to going blind, bankrupt and all, at around the same time is scary. Yeah a little …
: Love ... Especially unconditional love is in steep decline, like it is something that has to be traded on a …
: Angry ... Nothing more, as I’m to stupid or the functionality isn’t really available in the …
: Even if ... Was a rainy day, I walked in light rain and have chosen a good time for it, because more was to …
: People they ... Lie to you and telling others you’re the liar, are hoarding at present around me it feels …
: If I could ... Change many things, I may wouldn’t be so angry and sad anymore? Is it really true in the end, …
: Sleepy Sunday ... All what happens is hart on my girls, as it is on all children around the globe. As always a lucky …
: The good ... For the day. Both of my kids are with me. I walked. The horses are fine. I’m alive. So this …
: Still can be ... As stupid and uncontrolled - telling myself, I care about my body, but fill it up with sugar still. …
: Nothing has to be ... Abused. Not people, animals and all the other things, living or not. Until it is chosen to do so. …
: So now ... I say it. I watch to much on television, instead of reading and learning, at the moment. Not proud …
: I walk every day ... Sometimes I really don’t want to, but I walk. As I stepped outside today, it was just a mainly …
: Stormy weather ... All part of the change. Also for me a lot of change I’m facing, still I’m in a …
: While do good ... You can only do good, when you’re not exhausted, not exceeding constantly your limits. Taking …
: What I really want ... To understand, how to do good To do good in the present circumstances To recognize, when good things …
: When everything ... Is made complicated on purpose? I asked myself this question during listening to Connected #343 when …
: When you are afraid ... To not want to deal anymore with someone you truly love, but as it looks like you’re unable to …
: To be kind ... Sometimes is a challenge. When you try to explain your not tech savvy mother, how to tackle a …
: It went well ... We were in Dublin way too early. I learned that my ex-wife forgot with all her stress, to make an …
: Tomorrow I'll see ... How my own government treats me. Will they be friendly and supportive, or only trying to keep their …
: Ireland failed me ... The law and a few people as well, but this can happen anywhere. For sure when it hits you, it hurts …
: All the bad things ... Mean nothing, until you’re losing your own hope and will to live. So don’t do that, …
: Is it really only ... A local problem, that people here are quite ruthless and careless? In this case, but I describe …
: Still not sure ... My English today is so bad and google translate doesn’t help either. It was a productive day, …
: I'm free ... But I‘ve failed my kids. Because I was part of the 50% wrongdoing too and not capable of providing …
: One truth ... Will be chosen tomorrow. For my kids (myself) I hope it will be mine, because for my Ex-wife a …
: Realizing ... Even surrounded by people that should help you proof, that you are doing nothing wrong - …
: No need to ... Follow a cult-, leader, religion, organization of any kind, … You are already emerged in your …
: Headache ... In the evening not a nice thing. One good thing for the day, I can still laugh about myself.
: My name ... Is (not) Earl. But I do realize why I like this series in a way. The story tells about a man who …
: A day with ... Unplanned preparation (for me the same again, at least the fifth time) and a kind of losing trust in …
: Stunning when ... You see the sun for more than an hour per day. Still missing the right amount of swallows in the …
: Is it ... An issue, or only I making it up, to be one? Yes, it’s true life expectancy rose, wealth (by …
: Two more ... Still hope that more swallows will arrive soon. The weather isn’t very favorable at present …
: It wanna be ... Like an Amazon order. We are so used these days to the quick fix, or more often to replace what …
: The point is ... At least for me, be wrong is good, because that would be great. It would mean positive change takes …
: A conversation ... With my sister today revealed that we tend towards, only to talk about part of things - not taking …
: What I missed today ... No swallows, really hope they are fine and had no losses like last year. I didn’t check any …
: Just got wet eyes ... The first swallow arrived (only saw one - hope the others are fine too) - I’m happy to have …
: Human rights ... Seen from the perspective of being an earth inhabitant, means also great responsibilities. We need …
: The pointing to ... Somebody else, because they have to do it first, until you start moving. We can not excuse ourselves …
: The possibilities ... Are endless. I love technology, as mentioned many times before, but the recklessness of its …
: The universe ... Brought me here, I’m still be here, so I still have time to figure it out. Came across a …
: No energy left ... But I’m fascinated once more how much is out there, that has to be learned. Obsidian is one of …
: The only real threat ... The fear of ourselves, by listening to media cartooning the threats we are facing. As of writing …
: Where we originate from ... Should it not already be more common, to acknowledge our individual origin, from one place only, …
: Not yet adapted ... Still an hour late in the morning. No, I don’t miss anything. A beautiful day, I was able and …
: Life as we know it ... Any life will end, that is for sure. But should the time lived not a good one for everyone? …
: The change ... In time. Another useless toll to pay at the health of society, hopefully this will be addressed soon …
: Stormy and rainy ... A very slow day with a lot of sleeping in between. I write, not to forget to mention at least one …
: It's a Friday ... And soon, on Sunday a full moon follows. I feel it if it would be today and once more I learned, …
: Afraid lately Of doing manual things, only during the first few steps, afterwards I get used to it again, still …
: Manual work ... I moved first my body and afterwards a lot of boxes, hopefully filled with stuff that make out a …
: Nothing more to add ... Tweeted by Greta Thunberg … “The technology, known as bioenergy with carbon capture and …
: The bad Internet Provider ... Still lucky to have it at all, but yes it failed this afternoon and no bandwidth is available, in …
: When hats and identity ... get mixed up. Wearing different hats - roles you have to fill in your life - during the day, is …
: Learning helps ... To focus and get angry. It also calms you down, when you came further a step in your journey. I fell …
: A day of needed sunshine ... Myself tired following an unrestful night. Interesting article, so we may have not to worry too …
: Sorry to remind you ... But all of you in governments, the higher the rank, the more likely it is, that you are involved in …
: For all the wrong reasons … I’ve no energy to write today, what I may should, but once more I ’ve to deal with …
: I mentioned it recently ... On my own assumption, now I’m worried because today it got kinda confirmed by the news. We are …
: Did I mentioned ... That not only I lost time yesterday, because I didn’t feel well, also my Apple Watch lost a km …
: The living detector ... Maybe a near flyby from one of it Asteroid/Meteorite - still a mess. Second day with only 6km done - …
: Aftermath ... Was also one of the Episode’s name I binge watched last night until 03:00, I wasn’t able …
: A day without ... Anything to say.
: There is room for everyone ... And it would be easier than ever before to embrace this, because of all the technology we have …
: Storm again ... Really stormy today and as usual, as anyone else hopes I guess, no damage will be happen. My head …
: First half ... Was wasted with not really necessary phone calls, because of mismanagement and useless requests. …
: Life is storytelling …. So what story is it, you telling yourself? Why is it that you stopped writing your own story? We …
: It took a while ... But I was able to solve the programming/logical issue I faced, until approx 0100 in the morning. Was …
: In the end ... I’m annoyed of myself, so nothing more to say today.
: Listening to investors ... As I’ve to play the money game, too. Do I feel great about it - not really. But I’ve the …
: Playing with the ... Camera, to learn to talk, to learn to communicate better. Ate to much in the evening, feel not well. …
: Discrimination takes place ... Anywhere and also hits me. It is unbelievable how banks are treating someone, even with a 20 year …
: Never stop ... To be willing to learn and to apply what you’ve learned! StarTalk Radio brings a good overview …
: The Obsidian ... Fascination goes on, but without filling in data - your thoughts - also your second brain …
: Want to be a superhero ... Flying yes, because to not generate more waste, doing it with your own body would be efficient …
: Nothing ... Energy levels not rising. Hopelessness appears and have to be dealt with. But because life is …
: May I losing it ... While I’ve all this ideas how to combine all the technologies that are already here, but not …
: The week ... Is soon over, still recovering from my one day on the Stepper, last Tuesday when my muscles got …
: Yesterday passed ... I was able to walk outside today and it helped a lot. Problems occurred yesterday are dissolved …
: What a f... Day it was today. First not be able to sleep at all (storm & rain), I fell finally asleep …
: Raining ... Washing my hopes away … very sentimental today. I’d say it’s the usual change in …
: Today I've ... The feeling we’re all living in a pipe dream. I listened to an investor telling what is good …
: A normal day ... Only older I get, it is okay. It’s the weekend so no news seen, not knowing what is going on …
: Stoned by media ... My brain won’t let go of re-watch the X-Files, must be because of Gillian Anderson (still a …
: Really important ... Help people to figure out how they learn best Let them learn what they are interested in Let them …
: Maybe this ... Is the issue between mankind and nature, both want to create and so we run into countless …
: So never stop ... Giving up yourself and anything around you, as long as you’re alive you can change. I know it …
: A not so ... Great couple of minutes this afternoon. I’m fine, but my mind turned everything into a …
: But capitalism... Is so perverted already, because driven by the ego of a few now. I think, that it won’t work …
: Borders we ... Should respect when they are outline, that someone takes care about something, eg. a piece of land. …
: A headache ... All day long. I didn’t have one for quite some time, but the weather changes towards higher …
: The hate ... I hold for this legalized criminal institutions, like banks, isn’t healthy for me. Useless …
: Finally git ... I always wanted to understand Git better, how to interact with GitHub (in my case my own GitLab …
: The possibilities ... I listened to an interesting Podcast today, she’s not a Scientist. But there is a lot to …
: The missing ... Of real change, pretending, blaming and storytelling - because it is still all about keeping the …
: A cold weather ... Doesn’t mean there is no overall and permanent increase in the global temperatures, because …
: The lucky ... I am, to be able to give my kids a home, to be there for them. I know, that this isn’t …
: Must be ... The falling air pressure. I was really down today, slept for 2.5 hrs. during the day. Still …
: The rainbow... I did not missed today, because I did my walk. - Even so, half of the time it was raining. Like with …
: A mission for ... Hope. But don’t let it be the mission, the goal ahead of you / us - it is and always will be, …
: The deals we make ... To keep a failed system in place, to fit in, to be good citizens. This is not a call for Riots, …
: For all the pessimists, among us ... Yes, we are in the largest “guinea pig season” of mankind, but that’s only the …
: The other threat ... I guess, that we constantly and completely ignore, the atomic bombs that are still out there, even …
: The thing about ... The things you want to learn and you don’t yet quite get it. Okay, its not that bad, but I …
: The morning was ... Stunning beautiful, a clear sky, sunshine. The afternoon turned it all grey again, but I was lucky, …
: The full moon ... And me, even if I don’t turn into a wolf. Tired and not very productive today. Woke up so …
: I also ... Have to get away from taking myself so serious and feeling important. Just today I was reminded, of …
: A not to ... Grey day past and life goes on for all, who are alive at present. It’s a decision we daily …
: The preparation ... For a job interview tomorrow, worked out well. All the tools that will be used are checked and …
: The same again ... Money nor Technology won’t safe us, because we need still too much resources to create …
: No snow yet ... But I’m hoping for it, because it brings peace and the peace equals silence. Was a good day …
: I'm learning about ... The “Zero Trust Model” and its application, its implication on society(?). But what if …
: Why can't we ... … accept any human being for itself, doesn’t matter of which color, or where she/he/it …
: Fully hit ... By this one cloud pouring down on me, but I survived and it was okay. Learning, or better following …
: I'm me ... So the day started with Meditation, Tapping and a headstand. Was taking care on all the animals …
: Rainy evening ... And an overall very dull and humid day, gray in gray. I walked but it wasn’t fun either, I was …
: Being good ... For someone else, to be around her/him to fuel development and wellbeing. Not sure sometimes if …
: A weekend day ... Only one of my daughters is with me, the other one doesn’t want to be here at the moment. I …
: The "Repacker initiative" ... Just a thought, an idea how to finally tackle this problem with buying mostly plastic trash when you …
: Free content ... To learn, as a Billionaire spoke about it in a podcast, I listened to today. A good think? Yes, when …
: Will it really help ... The second impeachment? … all this finger pointing and judging. In the end I don’t …
: Just learned ... Via my Ex, that my older daughter is smoking this synthetic stuff (cigarette replacement) that …
: Don't fall for the wrong stories ... I’ve to repeat myself, because what happened in the US shows that it is all a diversion of …
: Not sure ... What to read next, still a few books left in the Foundation series (Isaac Asimov). But they find …
: Another day ... Without, not really when I’m walking I’m able to connect to it. Quite addicted to it as …
: No it didn’t … Come back today. The service company wasn’t able to fix the cell …
: No Internet today ... As I look outside the window, the world is still turning. I do hope my kids, they will be with me …
: To calm down again ... As we’re not seeing in the US today, is an important part of getting things back to change, in …
: The search for ... A viable future that offers a place for everyone to fit in and do meaningful and varied work, that …
: A productive day ... After a “catastrophic personal event” yesterday. The realization, to not be really able …
: The important stuff ... Hmm … let’s see … Become aware of your own mortality, life is precious Let the young …
: All we need is ... Suffering? Don’t get me wrong, but telling ourselves and the ones around us lies, how …
: Always fishing for ... Opportunities; is that really everything, for what we’re here anymore? Nothing else left, …
: The only thing I can wish ... For all of us. That we don’t try so hard to go back to being comfortable and realizing in …
: A beauty of a day ... Here at least, in my little field of sight. Anything was peaceful, mainly quiet for the whole day. …
: Focused on my own ... Not really in an egotistical way, but recovering from a very slow day, yesterday. I realized when I …
: A day ... I had a very long night without being able to fall asleep. My whole planning was kinda gone because …
: They both said it ... “Unfortunately humankind is smarter than it is wise.” Eric Weinstein …
: Hunters around the house ... And the misunderstanding of Why their is any need to hunt, exists. By the way, they not really …
: The friendly reminder ... To myself as well. The great “green energy company/media talk” makes sense when the …
: It doesn't matter ... When, How or Why you die, at least you stayed curious, until your last breath. If this is the case, …
: To not forget ... Everyday counts and it is good to be able to understand that. To find in everyday the beauty that is …
: What farmers can do ... And “make use of” the UBI (Universal Basic Income), that they will get too. - To stop …
: The shortest ... Day of the year, so a short note as well. Live your life to the fullest, but don’t stand on …
: I just wrote about it ... Yesterday and today I heard about it, in another context as well on the StarTalk Podcast. But that …
: Is the majority ... Turned nuts, or waken up finally? It doesn’t feel very much as the second, because people are …
: What really ... Should be done, in Kindergarten and the first ten years of school? To help every single individual …
: A little bit ... Angry today, after I listened to a Podcast from Sam Harris’s Making Sense series Ep.#228 …
: Interesting it was ... I did it, I could keep word that I gave to myself and finished the servers before midnight, three of …
: A good day ... But challenges along the way. So I keep it short and sweet, because I’m stubborn too at times …
: The crazy stories ... We tell, we see, that are created to entertain us, to scare us and to make us believe in things that …
: The not so ... Good minutes from yesterday’s reflection were carried over to today. 1st day since months that …
: I'm investing ... Still to often, into the wrong things. I still try to run this “money game” that you …
: Today I've to ... Remind you, that the one 100% sure thing in our life, is our own death. Everyone of us has to face …
: Are we done ... Not sure, I’m it for the day. So many uncertainties around, not really in a writing mood, …
: Being back ... In applying Wim Hof’s breathing technic and I hope it helps my body to further gaining …
: Don't take me serious ... It’s all bullshit when I tell you my overall feelings are negative, because yesterday …
: When you ... Learn something, but you aren’t able to even put your problem that you encountered into words …
: The reward trap ... As I was listen today to a Podcast with Douglas Rushkoff… First I’ve to admit, it was …
: A great talk ... I enjoyed it very much. I do think it was eye-opening for the interviewers as well I’ve to …
: I did it ... My girls enjoyed the good food and I was able to keep anything in time, as I promised myself. So it …
: The plan ... For a hopefully good day tomorrow, when my older daughter turns 15. Fifteen years on a stunning …
: I am back ... To the basics … What we need is an environment, an inhabitable environment, enough clean air …
: The need for ... Nothing really, because I do think I’ve everything I need in the moment. Many things could be …
: I wanted ... To write about something interesting with regards to the human “reward thinking” and how …
: Three hours ... Caring about a thing, yes I washed and cleaned my car. I drove this, my only car, since late 2018 …
: The watching of ... Another StarWars story “The Mandalorian” - for sure I saw most of them, I grow up with …
: The repair ... Instead of it’s replacement. I like to have things nice and shiny too, but it is necessary …
: I let it happen ... To allow myself to much sugar again. Made me feel crappy and slow again. I put it away and have to …
: The blue sky ... Reminds me on flying. We had it all day long, it was nice but short. I won’t put anything to …
: Still there but ... In decline today, not that bad so.🤓 I tried to establish a software installation today, but failed …
: A long day ... But in my own understanding, with long times of very increased attention. I introduced sugar in my …
: Of eating ... Money (or better computer chips). Because the money these days is mainly “virtually …
: The hope to ... Escape to a place where anything is fine. It’s only developing around yourself and you feel …
: The reasoning for ... High quality products only. As much as I like Apple products quality wise, I still don’t get …
: The big danger ... In embracing a “digital life”, when something doesn’t work, you turn nuts - for no …
: Seeing the sun ... Stormy but the sun was out, so I was outside, too. Listened to James Altucher Podcast Episode #659 …
: Windy and warm ... Not the best to feel good, because the daylight isn’t really there, to much clouds. I gave my …
: Angry today ... Because of the systems in place that also making my life more miserable as it is necessary. For …
: It's amazing ... How we conceive reality, anyone’s experience is different and together it forms a whole. The …
: Just try ... To have a nice day. Weather not great, but the walk was fine. Kids are healthy and ate everything I …
: The need to ... Do the wrong thing more and more often, because it is the right thing to do, or is it easier, …
: The Obsidian route ... So many great things are out there, can we not concentrate on combining it all, using it for the …
: I used the gap ... And did my walk, after a lot of rain came down during the day. I learned one thing today, I know …
: Raining again ... I wish he would be capable to wash away all these lies that we are surrounded by. So much it hurts, …
: I was weak ... Seventeen days without additional sugar in form of ice-cream, chocolate, cookies - as an addict - a …
: A grey, wet day ... But walking gives me a much needed outlet for my brain. Hope the week will bring more good things …
: So one good thing ... Biden and Harris, my hope is even more on Harris, because of Biden’s age. But still, it …
: A birthday ... But the important time are the 364 days in between, that is what I wish people to have - a beautiful …
: I did not ... Mentioned yesterday, that I won’t lose hope, because as long as I’m alive there is hope. …
: It will change ... Nothing. The election 2020 will divide the US even further and the same people behind the curtains, …
: A strange Tuesday ... I hope we’ll see peace develop further, we have enough of the opposite. Death gives Life …
: Tomorrow not really ... We’ll see if the 3rd dictator can establish himself, or the days after at least, after it …
: A short Sunday note ... Stormy outside, lonely inside at times. The kids are here, having their own views, their own …
: The hope in faith ... Hopefully not misused, to only achieve even “more power”. That is what we saw in China, …
: Strong winds ... Approaching and the hope is no damage will happen. Not a good time, like the UN report, as what my …
: Today I felt ... Like delicate fabric in the washing machine, because I was continuously sprayed by mist during my …
: Not mine ... But I think a very valid statement to our actual situations worldwide: Democracy is a con game. …
: The all technology issues ... All this stuff we are working on, without changing anything in the environment around us, except …
: Never to lose ... The self in you, because we can’t fill out emptiness with stuff. I’m tired today so not …
: This outdated stuff ... Like changing the time, between summer-, wintertime - why is it so hard to let it go quick? It has …
: A Saturday short ... Lockdown with kids is not easy but we’ll handle it, just their holidays are not great, again. …
: Now they encountered ... Music and start to hearing it loud, my girls. I went through the same phase, but the house I lived …
: Thank you Greta & David! ... Greta & David Talking We have to give up on, to allow ourselves to be driven by fear, …
: The difference between ... “Taking it easy” in life, in the face of challenges and the mentality to …
: It will be ... A short one. Another Lockdown that starts tomorrow here in Ireland, hope all using the time to think …
: How much I miss ... My beloved Canada, its nature. We had a stunning beautiful place there and I hate myself to not …
: The wining of ... A teenager and all this energy they can muster up for it. I would love to have this amount of energy …
: The one question ... Asked again and again, until I get or found for myself the proper answer(s). Which jobs has as their …
: A no news day ... I didn’t look at the news today at all. My life was busy enough without it anyhow. I watched …
: We have to ... Keep as much as possible alive, because nature is the best example we got so far. There are all the …
: A note about ... Reset a whole life after close to half a century lived. It doesn’t work, I know. Came across a …
: Are we finally arrived ... At the two class society, worldwide? I read an article today released on one of the main Austrian …
: The one note ... For today. Another good Episode of StarTalk Radio “Coronavirus and Conspiracy Theories”. …
: Days getting short ... The sun has to be enjoyed whenever she’s there. Should be a a law here in Ireland, that you …
: The ideas behind ... Being rescued by something, that is not there. Money doesn’t do it because it will never be …
: The Realism of my NOW ... You can call it pessimistic, yes, it’s not positive either, but I think that I write in the …
: The fight with ... Your children in a divorce situation. You can’t win without hurting them even more. Specially …
: I was remembered ... How old I’m not - or am I? It was a very light tingly twist in the back, I know that …
: May I'm wrong ... But the overall energy consumption on this planet is still rising, isn’t it? How great for …
: The hope ... That I have is that most of the views as I write about, widely seen as negative or pessimistic, are …
: To be alone ... And have only “guilt relationships” I call it, left. Someone you are depending on (most …
: Only one thing today ... You should listen to Sam Harris/Tristan Harris We can do better … can we? Also to make the …
: The stories I get told ... Get feet and run away, despite their intention was to tell the truth, at least in the beginning. It …
: The days passing by ... Nothing really changes to a state of feeling more secure. Even so, anything around constantly …
: The old ways ... They go for - Money. Not for the development of individuals. I listened to a Podcast with the COO of …
: I made a ... Statement about myself yesterday. That I’ve never really finished something in my life, …
: We need only ... One kind of jobs anymore, the kind that guarantee sustainable life on earth. Everything else really …
: I'm saddened ... It was a stunning beautiful day and my body felt heavy and sluggish. I wasn’t able to …
: Another day ... Went by and everything is okay. I ate to much and I’m continuously gaining weight at the …
: Why our ... Governments think the way to go is with corruption and bribery? I don’t know and it makes me …
: It is not ... An attempt of scientists to threatening us. It is a clear fact, that life on earth can be much …
: May I stop ... Writing after all? I listened to something today - a podcast (StarTalk again, …
: That is all for today ... Very important and to be fully understood, what is keeping us off these days. …
: A stunning day ... First summer day this year and that’s now, in late September. Is this strange, or the new …
: I know ... That I repeat myself quite often, but these things have to change. Back to technology. We are so …
: A future ... I don’t want, because I don’t understand it yet? Watching the movie “Interstellar” …
: I do stay ... With my statement, we are running out of time as society, depending on this one global ecosystem, …
: The brink of ... Our extinction. I hope I’m wrong with everything, because I do love to live. Sounds …
: The infinite need ... That we have to understand. We have to change ourselves constantly. And it is time that the …
: Another visit ... When will they end? It is so interesting to see, when someone can only confirm himself, when …
: I made a joke ... About what to tell people, when you want to fit in. Because, saying you sat down and watched the …
: The fires ... Are burning and Yes, I’m worried and so should you. Even it is thousands of kilometer/miles …
: So many ideas ... So less faith in seeing them realized, as an acting snail. Also to not becoming to egocentric in …
: After two months ... Apple finally approved my DTK (Dev. Transition Kit) application. And I’m short of money, …
: The problem with ... The modern work space is, that most places are “fear driven”, circling around to not …
: The news ... I wanted to be wrong about, as I wrote about them. The oil industry, driven by crumbling bases, like …
: The water ... Is running again, not all is good. But life feels a lot easier immediately. Thankful to have this …
: The real ... Warriors are the ones with an empty shell and a pure heart. They only fight, to safe others when …
: No words … For a bad day. Even so, their are only minutes, but they pilled up too. I was very …
: The things ... We get used to. So many things, until they don’t function as we’re expecting them to do. …
: What a day ... It is this question towards the universe. Why are certain things falling apart all at once and even …
: Do I forget ... That I also telling me more or less my own stories, living them? But what about life itself? I …
: Still wondering ... I made my daily walk today and it was so clear once more for me, that with all this beauty, …
: What about ... Garbage and legalized drugs. I talk about plastics and sugar. We are mostly all victims of them and …
: More to ... Understand, but not to get lost in - once more - to much, of all the “new stuff”. That …
: Why I'm still ... Not getting it. We aren’t in the matrix yet and immediate knowledge upload doesn’t work, …
: I feel your ... Pain. No, not really and no one can feel your pain and you can’t feel mine, so never try to …
: A short note ... About being tired of it. I like technology, but I do think, it won’t be able to safe humanity …
: Are we lost ... I rewatch Lilo & Stitch. There is so much truth in this “simple films”. We should …
: You always should ... Know a little bit more about the task at hand. I was thinking, while listening to the ATP podcast …
: When I do ... Only the simplest of things, because my head can’t take anymore. It amazes me, sometimes …
: The search continues ... I do believe that nature always tries it’s best to search for balance. That is my …
: Losers think too ... I lost a lot in my life already, but that never kept me away from trying new things, or to lose …
: Idea sharing ... And hope that it will generate something good and valuable for “life”. Unfortunately …
: Once I felt it too ... I watched “Avatar” again and the first lines let me remember, “about dreams of …
: A storm note ... As Ellen approaches I hope, as anyone I guess, that nothing around will be get damaged. The name of …
: I revised ... My own statement already. “Questioning everything & Peer reviewed, interdisciplinary …
: Why break it apart ... Make NPO’s (None Profit Organizations) out of it. That is what I thought today, when …
: A statement I made today ... “Questioning everything & Peer reviewed shared knowledge”, is what I think we are in …
: How hard we try ... To neglect reality and build a fantasy world for our kids, or maybe ourselves? I had this idea …
: The tools I like ... And I still don’t use to their full potential, partly you guessed it, I’m slow and …
: This thing ... With my brain and this sometimes helpless retries to make it work again. How to get it back to …
: Just listened to ... Conor, one of the RoamResearch developers/founders. I hope there are many of them, who will really …
: A sunny day ... At least partly, as usual here in Ireland. Not to forget, it is a part of this beautiful planet. I …
: I realized something ... As I was so concentrated to write a hopefully impactful email and use the text in the blog too, I …
: The art of ... Not giving up, even so you believe there is no meaning in life. But even I’m able to find …
: Vitamin D production ... Was once more possible today in a complete natural way. Sunlight came uninterrupted down to the …
: As if it were something special ... In my case it is, for a quite long time, the first day I had no chocolate or ice cream. It’s …
: The search for ... Balance, as nature always try to do, at least I see it that way. I wrote an email to the school of …
: The research ... Today I took the time and learned about a research tool called “Roam Research”. Feels …
: The thing with ... Sustainability of life. First we need a planet to be able to sustain life on. - Just like that, …
: The word that ... Goes so easy “Love”. But what does it mean when you say it to someone, but then ignoring …
: The story telling ... What a sad farce the hearings were of these big companies in the US last week. It is hard when …
: The stuff ... I’ve a lot of things, but sharing or giving it away is not easy. To often the people are not …
: Which problems do ... I have with competing? So many things these days are sold to us and we also get told, that …
: What just happened ... I’m definitely didn’t had a very great day, because I ate after 1700, even worse sweets …
: Do I have to ... Write today? For sure I have to. I worked the whole day, moved money around to be able pay taxes and …
: The issues with ... The masks and an assumption I put out into the wild with this entry, if they have to be worn over …
: To be able to ... Use Science responsible, common sense and peer reviews have to be applied, otherwise it becomes …
: The scams against ... Myself, to give myself the allowance to eat again, a way too much sugar/sweets. Nature, best known …
: Tiredness ... A day with the kids, tired the whole day. Didn’t help to be present. Even when I walked I had …
: The other things ... They have to go - - the need in believing anything has to go fast. - the need for jobs, because it's …
: The brainwashing continuous ... I had a very sad shopping experience today, because anybody was wearing masks. For me this concludes …
: To be concentrated ... That can take a whole nights sleep away from you, as I realized today again. When I was fully …
: A little success ... Sounds so weird but for me it was a great moment, I was able to make a “brain dump” …
: Raspberry time ... Lucky me, I got myself one of this Pi’s 4 Desktop Kits with the USB-C port issue. 🙁 Searched …
: What is going on ... The EU is debating how to put money in the system, once more only for the ones who in reality …
: A day that ... Make it hard for me to write. But I need it, even if I put stuff out there no one really needs or …
: The team human ... Has to make its leap forward instead of going backwards. The potential is there, the hope is there. …
: Becoming a night owl ... Already 23:00 and so much to do, but don’t try to get any useful output from me before 14:00. …
: A short note ... For an unproductive day, but was it really that? I know I ate today, too much sweets. I know I …
: What we completely forgot ... And I too was remembered today again. The threats we are surrounded by, they are even worse then a …
: What we deny ... Had an unexpected start today, that left me completely confused and the overall output was …
: Never, ever ... Let yourself telling you that you’re wasting your lifetime. When this kind of struggling …
: A good conversation ... Had a father over from a school friend of my older girl, as he dropped his girl, we walked together …
: Hope is back ... An Internet connection that is better as I ever experienced before at this place, with regards to …
: I received smiles ... And it was nice and heartwarming, I’m thankful for it. I was misunderstood and rejected with my …
: Rainy and Cloudy ... A day without Internet, because since three days the cell tower which covers my house was turned off …
: A realization again ... I used it before, but was reminded about it again today - “nothing in its essence is wether …
: It must be ... Me, the one from outer space and who did not understand that, until today. Maybe because of the full …
: All the things ... All the science that’s there to learn about. All the work that should be done and fall behind …
: Is it the full moon ... Another announced storm warning in my area that’s completely unusual for the time of the year. …
: I don't know ... What to write today, my body isn’t in line with my brain today. So I hope everyone else had a …
: Mad at me ... Because I used my car where it would be so easy to skip my walk and make a good roundtrip with my …
: A 1st of July ... A hot day in the Arctic and still a way to much areas are burning around the planet like in Siberia …
: Watching again ... StarTrek. I know to a certain degree, a waste of time - but it gives me good vibes and I can even …
: The late dream edition ... Just dreaming … of creating this “Cooperation” (I like company names still and …
: The undiscovered poverty ... Of humankind. The thinking that taking away, lying, pretending, be extravagant will work out, but it …
: The day you may die ... Felt not good today, my kids are acting completely alienated from me, like I would be their …
: The days when ... You realize you are alone - in your thinking, with your ideas, … It’s not a nice place …
: Shopping in the evening ... Is it necessary, not really; is it convenient, at times yes; would it not be great, that no one have …
: At the trainstation ... The only difference, approx. twenty young bulls were piling up in front of my house 🤪. Poor …
: A headache today ... A long day for me yesterday, ended at 01:00 today, with so much that was packed into my brain - so …
: A short one today ... It’s WWDC2020 evening for me, a lot to digest - a lot to learn and so much hope if something …
: I don't want to... Compete anymore. I don’t want to let my kids grow up and one of the main messages is …
: A day inside ... One of these days were you’re continuously doing something, in the end you look at it and ask …
: Moving things forward ... Feels really good, even if they are tiny ones, as I look at them now. I’m very slow, without …
: I want all ... Of this tech, but not that “Dystopia” will be sold along with it. I thought about this …
: It getting late ... But my internet connection is usually worst in the late afternoon/evening, when my brain works best …
: I won't give up ... And may even die quite early in the process, because I get attacked by my ex-wife’s boyfriend …
: The many things ... We have to address, if we want to move forward again. I have to prepare myself for getting help, to …
: For me ... Racism shows itself in many flavors like - “not liking” of the color of skin - religious …
: Another learning experience ... I dug into zsh Shell (something on a Computer; command line to process input) today and started to …
: A focused one ... It’s quite a while that I was able to, for such a long time, to be concentrated in front of my …
: Not much happened ... Night: I found very little sleep. Morning: I woke up with strong headache. A very windy day. Noon: I …
: When will I finally learn ... To accept my own findings and accordingly follow them, like using the Drafts App (macOS, iOS) when I …
: The uncertainties ... Of what we’ll really get out of this? I do know exactly that I do not fit in the broader …
: It's a shame and blame ... Yes. When institutions like banks, resell your personal owned data back to you again. This is …
: A wise talk ... Listened to an episode of James Altucher’s Podcast today and was touched by the well spoken …
: Today I was shocked ... By an grown up man, with his little daughter by his side, when he stated in “cold blood” …
: When everyone ... Knows better, like my older daughter, specially what I did wrong and that I spend always money from …
: A rough day ... When you realize, you are again temporarily(?) bankrupt. Even so you would be able to live a …
: It doesn't matter ... The color of your skin, the language you speak, where you are from - we all have to learn to work …
: I still be able to ... Learn. I had kind of a weird day today. I felt helpless angry about some things not really …
: When you are happy ... And there are people in your own family that can not cope with it, not allow it - it’s sad. I …
: Another Podcast I listened to ... And the man who got interviewed, his worldview (only concentrated on the US, maybe not even …
: The heavy weight of ... Plastics and articles thereof, is already a challenge and it gets worse with all these gloves, …
: The interesting process ... Of continually selling with mainly lies and bad service upfront. I met an former colleague of mine …
: Own your learning ... Thank you for that video, Samuel Suresh (on YouTube, real great Videos) and your professor who gave …
: It is a great way ... If we choose it to go together, instead competing, we could do and achieve more. I was watching, …
: The only chance we have ... I believe, is to embrace and understand the concept of unconditional love. No, ladies and gentlemen, …
: I'm feeling like a cloud ... Heavy and grey, but also with a purpose involved, ready to start raining or only prevent the …
: I wish ... I would be more awake and attentive at any given moment of my life. It could have saved a life …
: Winter is coming ... And when I talk about it, I mean for the “capitalist based economy” it does, but we …
: The Friendship management ... When anything runs out of hand because we did it for our friends. I was listening to LondonReal.tv …
: The Antidote for everything ... I want to become. Not your next president, not your boss, not the smart ass. Would this not be …
: I forgot about that detail ... I mentioned already before once, that I’m an advocate of the Universal Basic Income. What I …
: I know that ... I repeat myself, but think it is something important if you develop yourself further, or in …
: A day, everything felt lost ... Tired and dizzy from the morning on, completely exhausted not sure what caused it. Cooked for my …
: It was only a dream ... As I listened yesterday to a Team Human episode, I remembered a dream that I had through a troubling …
: I do not want to be perfect ... Far away from it anyhow, but Perfection would mean to stop listening, stop talking, stop learning …
: So it's done ... My Ex wife let freeze my assets and I may not even be able to support my kids properly because of …
: Will the truth win ... Tomorrow I’m in front of court, the first time in my life. It will get an interesting …
: The different views ... Going through a lot of stuff my younger one wants to throw out. So much is still in working …
: The things we so easily forget ... I read a while ago about water filled in plastic bottles was checked for micro plastic and yes, it …
: The builder is back ... It is amazing, beside the actual events, that after 5 months he’s showing up again at all, …
: A life saved ... The cats, as much as we like them, are predators and brought a baby bunny home from the fields. Hope …
: A day with ... Thunderstorms a very seldom thing to happen in the area when we arrived here in 2011, but that will …
: A good one ... In the afternoon the weather really got nice here. Other things went sideways but I kept my spirit …
: Flying like ... The swallows can, I do understand Leonardo’s dreams very well and was fortunate enough to even …
: Are we in the end ... All dumb? If I read the media online and I read only Headlines, it sounds everyone is complaining …
: Making sense ... It’s also a Podcast that brings up good interviews with interesting people, like Yuval Noah …
: A windy day ... Not clear what it will bring us. The US feels like ready for another civil war. The people - as long …
: It's done ... Moved my whole workshop equipment into its new home, far away from done, but ready to get it …
: When you create ... I don’t do anything special, I prepared a cable for the generator. I packed stuff to move it …
: The common-sense problem ... As I think we were already before the Pandemic the perfect Zombies, a great majority of us at least, …
: The physical distancing ... It’s quiet large in my case, my parents are home in Austria. They doing fine, they had issues …
: I don't know what to ... Do - Think - Hope - Fear - be Happy about. Sometimes I’d like to be in this state for a good …
: Permanent inertia today ... Annoying and tiring, this weight I felt on my shoulders all day long. I’ve no clue why it was …
: How can we go from here ... Had a call today from the insurance. I know her and usual try to visit her in the office. She is a …
: What's going on ... The weekend is over, no news consumed but a lot of Podcasts listened to. A way to tired, but with …
: I moved stuff today ... And the horses thought it would be a good idea to make a walk on their own. So a busy day after all. …
: Unbelievable the amounts of clouds ... It was getting really dark at times but no rain at all, warm too, kind of strange and pressing. I …
: I don't think I fit in anymore ... Because I was sitting outside today and enjoyed very much the warm weather, sunshine, it was quiet …
: I talked a lot today ... I’m tired today. I fell today and it wasn’t the smart fall were you roll over like you …
: All the lies ... The “capitalist economy” is telling us stories about and now we see more clearly and …
: No charities needed ... I know it’s kind of, I repeat myself here, but more clearly. Think of a world where all basic …
: The experiment ... Why not starting now, to cover for all basic needs automatically and worldwide, because we have the …
: The thing, they do to you ... It is really fascinating how your brain, trained by yourself hopefully, keep up the habits you are …
: I listened today ... And I got even angry when some guy told the other, that he is very sorry but the economic shutdown …
: I lost something today ... But on my way back, as I go back and forth the same route, I picked it up again. It was only a paper …
: Why not doing ... More of the right things. Let us request that all the big companies - they have to employ us by the …
: I write, what I planned to write yesterday ... I move stuff around, as I finally get rid of a lot of things that piled up over the years. It has …
: Another wonderful day … And I have no clue what I should write today that makes sense. This …
: Inside ... Very unpleasant weather today, temperatures dropped quite a bit from yesterday to today. One of the …
: I saw one ... I hope she/he will find a partner (a swallow) it felt not right as many things do right now. It was …
: I'm sad today ... I’m already waiting of the return of the swallows in our area. But today I read that thousands …
: Nature only balance ... Inspired by a podcast that had Sadhguru as guest (London Real #2020-04-08). Nature doesn’t …
: How we get around ... It was a beautiful day today, sunshine and blue sky. I felt blessed and I’m be thankful for …
: The night of a "Super Moon" ... I’m usually feel affected by any Full Moon, even there is no scientific proof, that anything …
: Will we lose all empathy ... After the dust has settled? Will we have only Monopolies left, to dictate jobs that have to be …
: No one is innocent ... … everyone is. We are not evil, we aren’t good and we’ll all die eventually …
: Clouds without reason ... Could be a future film title. We had enough of them and really no need for them. I cleaned out the …
: A tiredness today ... The kids were around and me, once more tired and slow. My walk woke me up, but I hope a good nights …
: We do not need ... Another world war to do it. We can use all this slow down, that we experience even as stress, to …
: The days ... I absolutely don’t know what to write, when my brain feels empty, even so all the basic body …
: We don't die off ... Slowing down everything, it can even become the cure, we are all desperately in need of, I think. …
: The uncertainties of being alive ... Providing for our kids, younger generations, in hoping they will be seeing an even better future …
: The wind get even colder ... We are going in the next week and the main concerns, it feels like, is still the same old same, …
: Even I'm stupid at times, maybe always 🤔 ... Another day of endless sugar consumption, even my girls are smarter on that matter already. It was a …
: I'm a country boy ... Very happy about that, because I can walk my 10km without be in contact with anyone. I would get …
: A stunning day ... I may overdosed a little bit, with to much sun. But it was nice to be alive and able to be outside. …
: It's not a local problem ... Anything that happens on the planet in the moment is interconnected, but what is starting to happen, …
: Staying calm ... Wasn’t really grumpy, but it was a very dark grey day today and windy, too. So I tried to …
: The generations issues ... The young ones, “we don’t give a damn on the Coronavirus” - the older Generations, …
: Why I think of Orwell ... To many things during this crisis point towards the “free card” for mass surveillance …
: I listened today ... To a very good statement with regards “a system should provide incentives in a way, that even …
: A long day ... When homeschooling come into play and someone is not listen, knows anything better about her …
: I can only say thank you ... When this day wasn’t a good one, I should rethink myself. I can only be thankful today, …
: Money is a tool ... It can’t heal diseases, but exactly that is what nations like the US, China, UK, … are …
: A quiet day ... Mostly used to find balance between reading and hopefully understanding the virus behavior, the …
: Now it would be the time ... To let it become a reality, instead of pushing once more money in banks to safe them, companies to …
: The opportunity is ... That we bring humankind back to reality. We let us cheer on a “broken system” and told …
: All the possibilities ... As so many now have time hopefully, it would be brought to good use in taking that time and be …
: Panic, Death and Love ... The kids are asking about what is going on, trying to understand and I’m a friend of being …
: Are we becoming the AI ... With all the madness goes on, the ongoing panic about the Covid-19. The bubble in the “Fiat …
: The games that get played ... It’s so much show play these days of artificial panic, propelled by so much misinformation. …
: Stalling with ideas ... I listened to a webinar today from “The Sweet Setup” with regards idea creation. …
: It's here ... A possible further ongoing down spiral of the world economy. A complete artificial generated thing, …
: Watching the world ... We still have to tackle more then Covid-19, it’s our responsibility to not forget of the …
: It's fine for now ... And time will tell. I hope to keep my eyesight all my life, because I’m thankful to be able to …
: Tomorrow something good ... Have to face it anyhow, a possible retina detachment is in progress, or hopefully not. For exploring …
: The things revealed ... Risking lives is part of the game in nature, but we could and should be ahead of it. I referencing …
: All this uncertainties ... All this fragility on this planet, paired with unbelievable strength seen everywhere. Watching and …
: A twisted day … Watching some StarTrek “Enterprise” that’s helping. The …
: These days ... I had a very restless sleep last night. Had to get up in the morning at 06:00 for finishing my …
: Active day ... Outside in sunshine, playing with my little girl. So hard to activate the older one. Many nice …
: Lucky again ... A lot of wind, headache and crappy internet by a company who received millions when not more, to …
: The fear factor, again ... It’s amazing how much we suffer, because we are looking at artificial driven systems - …
: Another stormy weekend … So lucky I was outside and appreciated the sunshine today. The next …
: The good things with habits ... I was really in a bad mood, cranky and kind of frustrated today - slow throughout the day. But I did …
: Tools-Documentation-Fear ... On my walk today I had a conversation with myself. I used a piece of Software, kinda complaining …
: The sad thing ... When there is someone in your life that you trusted all the time (for 18 yrs.) and suddenly you have …
: I missed the sun ... I walked outside today, but did it while the clouds were already covering the sun again. I made a …
: My slowness is ... … killing me, because my emotions can’t follow them of my children. With their …
: The limitations we face ... Why we get so often limited by regulations, lately seen often - safety regulations, they bite …
: 16790 more or less ... Numbers are an interesting thing and I’m not good with them. Okay I don’t give myself …
: Tomorrow is only another day ... I didn’t drive today, I won’t drive tomorrow, that’s how I try to reduce my …
: The truth about some things ... What is truth, hard to differentiate these days anymore. Too much input that leaves our brain not …
: I'm feeling lost today ... I planned to have an active day with my older daughter, already on mid-term break, but my back came …
: I made it easy for myself... With my entry yesterday I put a stamp on myself and gave up for the day, but this doesn’t work …
: Going mad and mad about it ... When there is stuff and the manufacturer of that stuff make it better and smarter, but in reality he …
: Another day ... My girls coming home and dissolve in their devices. I try to be active, motivating them but at a …
: Outside with sunshine ... The interesting, even fascinating as well as scary realization to be quite cold as a human being - …
: And again storm and heavy rain ... I did 10km today on a stepper in-house, it’s different but at least I moved myself. Hope no …
: I was active today ... I’m ever again fascinated by the beauty of the planet, I was allowed to grow up on and still, …
: We are not lost ... Just watching after years “The Matrix” again, we just have to take the right pill …
: Still the rain and storm ... My head don’t like it so I keep it short for myself. Had a talk with an old colleague of mine …
: The weather is ... A fundamental thing, we cannot change it, also as much as we will complain about it, it is what it …
: I once saw a film ... Can’t remember the title but the funny part was, all of us, watching the film, fell asleep - …
: It's done and a storm is coming ... So far we only have a status yellow warning for Ireland, but this can change if the data gets more …
: I will quit because ... I thought I’ve found a place where contribution and ideas are welcomed but in the end, they are not. …
: I've to make a decision ... Do I decide what to do and take ownership again of a future that’s worth living for me, the …
: The pressure is rising ... But the only point to learn here is to stay calm, releasing what is pushed on to you and release the …
: It was swimming today ... I’m completely done and I did only approx. 1.2 km in the water. There was not much walking …
: I met people and learned ... There are a lot people out there, they want and see change is necessary. I hope I provided material …
: Watching StarTrek again ... I like it, even their is fighting involved, but so is hope too, always included as well. I’m …
: The patterns we become ... Just today I realized again how people are still behave like kids, on how easily they give their …
: I went mad today ... I had a very slow morning, finally went to work. I was working for a little bit more than 2 hours …
: How frustrating it can be ... When you were used to good internet bandwidth (felt as speed) and then it declines steadily. Over …
: How manipulative are you became ... I watched again movies, a lot recently I’ve to admit, and one of them was the Bourne series of …
: The stories we tell ourselves ... Very often I watch something and I getting to the point that I don’t see reason for that much …
: It's already 22:00 ... A dull day with lot of watching television, to be around, but not sure it helps at all. A lot of …
: I went to see a doctor ... It is so much easier going to your doctor, when she’s beautiful and smart, too. I do hope we …
: A day of stagnation ... It’s all about the decisions you make in your head, I know, today I just took that one. It …
: Only three and a half hours ... And my body felt 10 yrs. older than he really is. I walked it out with 10km today, slow, but it …
: Tired and no more ... So I also fall back in watching stuff, try to write beside and all this, isn’t really smart. …
: Double the way ... Because I doubled my sweets intake, crazy me, so I walked 17 instead of my standard 8km (not miles …
: A good day outside ... I’m maybe wrong, but the majority of people carry a load with themselves, that is outdated, …
: How thankful you can be ... For a day without clouds and bright sunlight, as well as our atmosphere that saves us from the nasty …
: If I only could understand ... The nature of human beings behavior, my older daughter completely freaked out and I do not know in …
: The people know ... … so much and still it’s easier to keep ourselves busy with stuff, our jobs, playing …
: The weather and me ... It was a cold, windy day - it felt colder as it really was. I had to work outside but it …
: There is no real reason ... I was and still are tired, the whole day, it’s really annoying and yes tiring. The Christmas …
: The storm took a part ... It wasn’t that bad at all and I’m thankful for that. But my body took a toll, I was and …
: Sunshine for a while ... I was nicely wet at my return, still lucky because a little bit after my walk, it started to hail …
: The word that has to go ... Replaced it’s even better, this is stolen from a Podcast with an author I can’t remember …
: It hurts when you want to be ... To be there for someone and this person only fights you with every second word. There is tiring and …
: The world's hysteria ... Today was my last day of the week to do the manual work. I’m happy about that, because …
: Captain's Log and Captain's Log Supplemental ... Always add to your day, to your life. Not sure why I’m putting this in as the opening of my …
: A day outside ... Working and walked a lot today. Will see how my body is holding up tomorrow. With regards to the …
: This things about hate ... I think I realized two things today: For my lawyer and so really all the other more or less …
: I met an accountant today ... And it reminded me how far off we are to use money as we should, as a tool and as a tool only. Same …
: Not a lot of sleep ... The recently events cost me sleep and the follow up with the same people, not drunk anymore, …
: I learned one thing today ... I failed my kids in many ways … My life got threatened the second time in my adult life and …
: My body played me today ... I woke up and was completely drained, instead of fresh and full of power. My brain was slow - I was …
: The routine doesn't stop ... The year is new, the first day soon over. I wasted time in watching stuff that I don’t even …
: A new decade ahead ... Great title but there is always a new decade ahead of us. It’s only about your point of view - …
: The work everyone has to do ... Number one breathing (clean air preferable) Number two drinking (none toxic water) Number three …
: Tired and self-centered ... I don’t feel good and it worries me. I brought my kids to her mom and miss them already. But …
: A no development day ... A dark day, with a setback for myself and thinking about the kids. I wasn’t really there for …
: My kids are with me ... But angry most of the time and in front of their devices. Trying to getting them out doesn’t …
: I keep writing ... I keep it very short today because the day was short, kind of too. I was lucky today, a two hour …
: A day alone ... Not a bad thing, because I’m doing better over all and my habits keeping me sane, too. I at …
: Merry ... whatever is important to you ... So many religions - so many misunderstandings - they usually where never be intended to be used in …
: I don't saw a lot of smiling people today ... It felt cold out there and it wasn’t the weather at all. Just listening to Scott Adams as …
: Hope can be only in ourselves ... I’ve to remember myself about that quite often when anything around me doesn’t quite …
: The Christmas tree is up ... Very early for me as Austrian. As child it was usual that the tree was brought in the house on the …
: It's hard to be a single parent ... To have daughters that would need their mother more, but she doesn’t make herself available …
: In Family we Trust ... I’m thankful that I’ve one that trust me and I really believe I did the things not so …
: A lot of rain ... I do think that we’ll unfortunately see this from now on a way more often, heavy rain in short …
: Somebody listened ... I’m really thankful that the young doctor listened to me and together, we came after a …
: How to get understood ... That will be my challenge tomorrow. Unfortunately my inflammation won’t calm down so …
: Windy but no snow ... The weather forecast getting less and less reliable it feels like. May it is getting harder and …
: Snowflakes were falling ... It is to warm to give them space and I like them a lot, because they would bring this stillness and …
: The doors are in ... A great achievement today, to have a place that you can close and it will stay dry inside, when …
: Quick decisions made ... I do believe, they where no bad ones. Had to do with my “old profession”, everything …
: Another day ... Where my body is still in recovery. It is slow, I’m slow and tired. So many ideas during the …
: Anyone need to record ... Her / His Captain’s Log, because we are Captain of our own lives. Whatever someone else tries …
: As nothing has happened ... We were lucky, as I was very often in my life and nothing bad happened around, nor to anyone of us. …
: A stormy day ... Still not back where I should be with my health. Another bunch of hunters around the house, …
: Not dead but quite sick, still able to write this one :-)
: I wrote about death ... Yesterday. - The one thing that is the absolute sure thing in life. I can’t say if I’ll …
: Nasty stuff sticks around ... So my day was not really a great one with a lot of coughing and tiredness. Didn’t kept me away …
: Sick today or ... The last three weeks working, at least I was a lot on my feet, seven days a week, may it was a …
: Unplanned or the normal life ... It should be different today but it started already during the night, when one of my little ones …
: A beautiful day ... The Mornings are cold and the colors where stunning, only to be exceeded by the colors of the sunset …
: Can't remember what ... I had already in my mind this morning, to write it down here. Invited my kids to Sushi today, …
: The ignorance of ... Loving someone and oversight all flaws to spoil that person? I’m not sure if this is the right …
: Is there still love ... In this world? Sometimes it’s really hard to find it or to recognize it. I won’t give up …
: A day that shows ... People that are hurt never forgive? At least in my case I’m experiencing that. I made a …
: One of these days ... Where it started well and then a little thing let me explode and the recovery took quite some time. …
: Nobody trust me anymore ... Even so, I try to be as honest and direct as possible, but this often turns out to be the wrong way …
: A walk under blue sky ... Today was a day I walked during the day under blue sky and stayed dry, no rain for the time being. …
: The positioning worked ... Took me a while to position something today, if I had would made that for business, I’d might …
: It worked and I'm grateful ... I was able to save a lot of money (except part costs) and it functions again as it should - really …
: The spare parts arrived ... I can repair stuff - a good thing, not everything, not that smart - some things. I like to not …
: Another short night ... Slept roughly 5 hrs. last night. Because I allowed fear to steer my thinking. I call that ego …
: I'm sad today because ... I thought I’ll be properly understood, recognized as trustworthy, treated as well. Only to …
: Early start and still ... Not adapting to early mornings, slept only 5 hrs. way to less for me. But I got the answer from my …
: Working outside - again ... Luckily there was no rain either today - rather cold at the start but it improved. Walked half the …
: Yesterday I felt ... Today I was shrunk, by at least 1 cm or even more? The work itself is still not done - I’m so …
: Thanks, that it was a dry day ... I worked the whole day outside and not only thankful that it stayed dry, my body is still …
: What I was thinking today ... I can’t remember what caused it, but it had to do with all the smart people we have on the …
: Another day with 42 ... 42 days in a row I moved my butt everyday for approx. 8km, it’s nothing I can brag with, …
: A wet day but good things happen ... Waited for something that “felt like ages” to get progressing, now finally the project …
: There is so much good ... … to be able to listen to and be able to hear Music. So many good Music is out there - so …
: Today I'm on my own ... Usually when I’m alone, that’s three days per week without my kids, I do have to adjust …
: I don't wanna write today ... May, if ever someone even read what I write will say - “I do hope he’ll never write …
: An answer for travel far ... … and everything else for sure, you knew it - it’s 42. This age passed by rather …
: A hard start into a ... Beautiful day today Weather wise, but only half a day turned out to be nice. :-) I’m really …
: I mounted a Lamp today ... It looks terrible and not even function as I hopped it will. So the opportunity is here, to learn …
: The very short one ... Woke up with a headache - something I really don’t like and didn’t have for quite a …
: It's sad when ... People post online replies like they “hate” someone/somebody else (I do this in anger as …
: What I'm thankful for today ... To only see the satellite images from New Delhi and not have to live there. But people who …
: Climate change and how I understand it … So I stopped yesterday with a buzzword I guess it’s called. As I see it during the whole …
: Only to keep it rolling ... I wonder when we get over “ourselves” and realize that we are earth citizens - in my …
: The first on micro.blog May blogs will disappear but it doesn’t matter to me because I start today for a great 2020 …